The Safe Room

[Frail Existence]

i ddont tracie. compare my now with my past. always tell others to not compare themselves to others or me so i dont do that. compare me with me.

[troubleshooter]

Okay then Lib I got confused. But either way... things build up inside you. Just.. I know I won't get through to you but you know how I feel. =P

[needle girl]

i dunno libz
sorry
all confused

its ok kayla, i have trouble talking too when im scared

[HealingAngel]

not bad touches... it's safe... i promise... just scary......

[troubleshooter]

Just people trying to touch nice but you're a bit handshy? Is that it?

[Frail Existence]

is ok anna.

people always say for me talk on here n not bottle up. am getting better at not doing so :) n that need stop being harsh on myself and give myself a break. starting work on that.

[HealingAngel]

Not quite.... can't talk about it here sorry tracie talking doesn't feel safe... sorry if I scared you he's nice and safe touch just scares me. I'm going to stop talking now...

-hugs tedei tight and brings knees to my chest-

[needle girl]

even if it is appropiate touches, if youre scared of them, he shouldnt do it honey.

yes you have gotten better at talking libz :)

*hugs teddy and rocks*

[troubleshooter]

Good job saying that now Libby, I know it took a lot.

You can Pm me if you want Kayla.

Doing ok Anna?

[HealingAngel]

i... i dont know if i should tracie. i'm being so childish. :(

[needle girl]

mhm anna is always ok *nods*

[troubleshooter]

It's all right Kayla, it's hard to be a big girl when you're scared. You can be little here or wiht me, no teasing. Sometimes it's better to be little when you feel it, then you can be big when you need to.

[Frail Existence]

doing ok tracie? *puts arms round your neck and hugs you*

solo n i are asking random questions n shed been asking em n jut said if i had any to ask away... told her she said to me to ask away n then did sneaku grin which she likes n then just asked her at least twenty questions ranging from ghosts to colots to living places to high school stuff to siblings... shes be busy answering :) good at asking questions! specially random ones cause my brain work that way.

[needle girl]

hehe libz thatll keep her busy :p

its ok kayla, sure youre not being childless and what matters is how this is affecting you, which is a lot. sorry if that dont make sense

*leans against elephant leg*

[troubleshooter]

*snuggles Libby close* Heh, questions like that can be fun and silly. :) You are good at them. =P

[Frail Existence]

ask lots everyday anyway n thank my ocd for that. took her eight minutes to answer first set in first text. provoked more questions. *gives tracie kiss on cheek* i do ask lots questions but refrain on here lots cause dont wanna annoy people. can get annoying sometimes. go over drive and kill em :P *lays my head gainst tracie*

talking like little kid or baby can help if feel safer or easier. or acting like little kid. sometimes not safe for people. i dont like acting like little kids lots.

[needle girl]

my friend asks loads of questions have to ocassionaly remind her to be polite :p

yes i feel lots safer when acting/talking like kid.

*gently bangs head a little*
*gets up and searches room for my mind*

[troubleshooter]

*kisses Libby's cheek back and cuddles her* You're not annoying, just takes time to answer. And I'm sure if you asked too much people would ask you to stop a bit.

Anna honey please don't bang your head.

[needle girl]

sorry. not being too bad to head. better than getting out tool.
*searches more*
why why why cant it stay where it belongs?

[Frail Existence]

lots bad things happen when younger so... dont really like to act like one but like play n be silly like little kid. hmm... talk like one guess sometime to.

someone scream my older sis shut up. if i scream outloud id get introuble cause my daddy came home bout five min ago. wanna.... nvm my daddy came down steps n she left now.... she came back but sitting in recliner across.

ramble lots to.