words. red and floating. im sorry...i want to do it again. and again. i cant lie about that. i dont want to get better. getting better scares me. because every time its happened its all gotten destroyed again. if i stay like this...destroyed...then they cant destroy me.
i will never be over you. but i will forget you. i have to
I will get there. Someday
When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
I gave everything to you.
And you betrayed me. Just like everyone else.
I'm done.
Actually yes i think there is more you could be doing! I am bloody angry that you promise to call me then don't bother. Do you ever think that i might of been relying on that phone call? You are the crises team for heavens sake and you have an answerphone! Who the hell wants to talk to an answerphone whan they are like this? A more appropreat name for you might be the circus team! Get your act together! You patients arnt numbers on your bord. we are living people in troubel and we deserve to be treated like it!
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
Dear J,
Going by how much I've wanted to, so many times, it's not as astronomically unlikely as you think...
Dear E,
Please don't tell me what I can and can't talk to her about. If you don't like it, don't listen.
I'm glad somebody can handle her, though.
I suppose that's the one upside to being utterly, perhaps irreparably broken.There'll always be enough pieces of you to go around. They just need to be careful not to catch their fingers on the sharp bits.
~I would rather die in a vicodine induced coma then watch her HURT you again!
why are you doing this to yourself????
~give it up..I'm worthless and I'll hurt you...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
To the pair of you,
What's the difference between her and I? Do you take her seriously because she's older? Am I just not good enough to be listened to? Or did you want me to be stuck in the middle since I'm the one keeping you both trapped here?
Either way... I'm glad you're speaking again. Maybe I'll be able to pick my marks up now.
I suppose that's the one upside to being utterly, perhaps irreparably broken.There'll always be enough pieces of you to go around. They just need to be careful not to catch their fingers on the sharp bits.
~what's my issue?
my ISSUE is that I fucking miss you and I'd rather die then say so because I KNOW you don't love me!
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
^*hugs*
I know how you feel
inbox me if you need to talk about it hun
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
