I didn't cry to punish you. I cried because I only slept for three hours last night. And not because I don't get warn out enough in the day. I was so, so tired. I couldnt sleep because every time I closed my eyes I heard the voice of someone who wasn't there.
Don't be mad at me just because I didn't go to the store for you. If you haven't noticed, I don't even go to the store for me. If you haven't noticed, I dont do anything for me any more.
"That was the best thing that's ever happened to me" No ifs, ands, buts, or beating about it. Maybe sometimes it really is just the little things. I love you. Thankyou.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
I'm sorry Nan, I'm sorry I couldn't stop you from being taken away from all the people who loved you and needed you. I'm sorry I'm no good at sacrifice. I'm sorry I can't replace you in life or death. I hope you can't see me now.
I miss you so much. I wish I could feel your arms around me just one more time. You are my life and I don't know how I get through each day without hearing your voice. I love you more than anything. You brought me from the dark and now I can't hold you and stay with you like I want. I hate that everything has to be so damn complicated. I just wish we could go back to how things were. I didn't cry as much then. I love you. I love you. I love you. Always and Forever Yours.
"You know, a long time ago being crazy meant something. Nowadays everybody's crazy." -Charles Manson "I think the Greeks knew that happiness couldn't be endured as a steady diet … the high peaks of delight that come so briefly from the smile of a child, the touch of a lover, the joy of creation, the thrill of a spring garden. Those things are most poignant because they are surrounded with mundane things, and backed by heartbreak." -Vanesse Plunkett Sells (my great-grandmother)
im done with your shit. everything i say you throw back in my face. seriously its the same everyday. i dont even believe what you tell me. maybe this makes me really sad but ive been asking questions. its crap you know it is.
