"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
its my fault...shoulda listened to u and the doc,,,,
sorry
*curls up tighter*
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
it is...he hurt somebody else before me....
she was brave enough to tell, which is why he thought i'd told cause he heard that security was asking around about him....why he did it again....
hes gone now...she told and had the kit proof so hes gonna go away now....
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
*snuggles gently* Know what I think you should do? I think you should tell your dr., and you should go meet that girl. Maybe you can make a friend with someone who understands you. *rocks you* Now he's all gone too honey.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
i dont know...
dont see doc again till friday case i can only see her on weekends....
she's doin' me a favor by even seeing me cause shes not charging me or anything...
why dont i feel closure that he got caught though? still hurts....still scared all the time now....
what if i cant get past this...?
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
It's probably because you didn't get a chance to tell. I really think you should try to talk tot hat other girl. Would you be willing to? Or even go to the school to let them know he hurt you too?
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
cant....
dont know if id be willing to talk to the other girl...maybe...
but cant tell the school.....the cops would find out, and they'd want me to go to court like the other girl is gonna do.....
not as brave as her....cant do it
sorry
*curls up crying again*
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
dont know why....dont have any in myself anymore...
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
