She's got a smile it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Oh, oh, oh
Sweet child o' mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Oh, oh, oh
Sweet child o' mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Sweet love of mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Sweet child o' mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Sweet love of mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Sweet child o' mine
Oh,
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go?
Oh, oh
Where do we go?
Oh,
Where do we go now?
Where do we go?
Oh, (sweet child)
Where do we go now?
Oh,
Where do we go now?
Oh,
Where do we go?
Oh,
Where do we go now?
Oh,
Where do we go?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go?
Oh,
Where do we go now?
No, no, no, no, no, no
Sweet child,
Sweet child of mine.
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
This is my crib, and these are my babes,
My life and body have somewhat changed
I’m living it large, and by large I mean bigger,
At least now I know the difference ‘tween a tractor and a digger
I express like the best from these holes in my chest,
wear my nursing bra, like a bulletproof vest
Got my bitches by my side and my hose in the back,
Swap my sexy handbag for a snot stained sack
My decor was smart, my taste was extra picky
Now my surfaces are cluttered, and nearly always sticky
Work versus home is a mental combination
with my elbows deep, in infant defecation
Wipe the sick off my coat, but the smell still lingers
Gave up on real food, eat leftover fishfingers
Once we’d talk about our lives, now the conversation switches
We compare cesarian scars episiotomy stitches It’s the motherhood, it’s another hood
I’d like to welcome you, but now you’re here for good
We go from nappy rash to ending family feuds
And I’m flooding up your timeline with my baby news
Still got my wardrobe … but my thong now itches
Designer sofa… but now there’s puke in the stitches
And I’m expressive, I express all the time
‘Cos the doc said, to not breastfeed is a crime
Tried to get my bod back with some yogalates
Hit up the Zumba class swing by these new pilates
I’m on an Atkins hype, on a Keto diet
I try avoid the bread so I nearly never buy it
Pop a nappy on his butt without a changing matt
CBeebies now my crew and I’m tight with Postman Pat
Sleep deprived and under house arrest
Think I’d sell both kidneys just to get some rest
Spent three months in PJ’s it was clearly a sign
Joined a book club just so I could drink some wine
My sterilisers so dope all my bottles be gleaming
I got a blender out the back so I can start up the weaning
It’s the motherhood, it’s another hood
And once you’re in the club, you’re in for good.
Go from fighting nappy rash to endless doctor queues
And I’m flooding up your timeline with my baby news.
Softplay, Gangster. More G. Than your average mother…
I’m a school-run-taker, fairy-cake-baker, deal-maker, orgasm-faker, nit-raker, rattle-shaker,
Cheese-grater, night-time-waker, I’m-a-placater, peacemaker
I’ve been running from it all my lifetime
There’s nothing wrong with you, I’m searching for my right mind
Oh, you should’ve seen it they were resting on the restless
This happened, literally, woke up I was headless
I woke up I was headless
Ah
I'm-a make a deal with the bad wolf
So the bad wolf don’t bite no more
(repeat x4)
I'm-a make a I'm-a make a bad wolf I'm-a I'm-a
Bad wolf I'm-a make a bad wolf I'm-a I'm-a
I'm-a make a deal with the bad wolf
So the bad wolf don’t bite no more
(You’re all still here)
Mother****er I’ll be back from the dead soon
I’ll be watching from the center of the hollow moon Oh my God I think I might’ve made a mistake
Waiting patiently was waiting taking up space
We are waiting taking up space
Ah
I'm-a make a deal with the bad wolf
So the bad wolf don’t bite no more
(repeat x4)
I'm-a make a I'm-a make a bad wolf I'm-a I'm-a
Bad wolf I'm-a make a bad wolf I'm-a I'm-a
I'm-a make a deal with the bad wolf
So the bad wolf don’t bite no more
The earth below is above my feet when the clock is laughing at me
When copy cats and the lazy brats are the last thing I want to see No, my enemy is a friend of mine in a friendly place to be seen
Hey, you know I'd run away for a couple years just to prove I’ve never been free
They will never find me here!
They will never find me here!
They will never find me here!
They will never find me here, yeah!
I'm-a make a deal with the bad wolf
So the bad wolf don’t bite no more
(repeat x7)
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Prepare yourself to meet a girl who can not sleep
Dividing every question 'til the questions are complete
Every twisted tongue she studies everyone
She won't leave any stone unturned the night is oh so young
Oh oh she's traveling back in time
Questioning every line that someone said
Oh oh she's trying to understand
Free her mind she's always the analyst
Silent space the culprit the catalyst
Trying to make sense of her life
Digging around in the dirt she's a slave to the work
She's always the analyst
Can you be sure we haven't met see the eyes they don't forget
They wander through the passage-ways that tease a restless mind
Can't afford to slip the picture's gotta fit
Her world's a photograph that gets dissected bit by bit
Oh oh she's traveling back in time
Questioning every line that someone said
Oh oh she's trying to understand
Free her mind she's always the analyst
Silent space the culprit the catalyst
Trying to make sense of her life
Digging around in the dirt she's a slave to the work
She's always the analyst
Re-living the mistake she's made not a moment for the curious girl
Free her mind she's always the analyst
Silent space the culprit the catalyst
Trying to make sense of this life
Digging around breaking it down
Neurotic thoughts
Burning the ground
Every sight every sound
She's always the analyst
__________________
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
[2X]
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
All my nightmares escape my head
Bar the door, please don't let them in
You were never supposed to leave
Now my head's splitting at the seams
And I don't know if I can
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Don't push me out,
Just a little longer
Stall your mother,
Disregard your father's words.
Close the laundry door,
Tiptoe across the floor
Keep your clothes on,
I got all that I can take
Teach me how to use
The love that people say you made
Stop your parents' car
I just saw a shooting star
We can wish upon it
We won't share the wish we made
But I can't keep no secrets,
I wish that you would always stay
Last night I dreamt the whole night long
I woke with a head full of songs
I spent the whole day
I wrote 'em down, but its a shame
Tonight I'll burn the lyrics,
'Cause every chorus was your name
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to god I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can so f*ck you anyway
You are scum, you are scum and I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that its time you should go
Theres no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
[Piano Solo Ending]
You have to feel pain to know happiness.
You have to fall to get up.
You have to Hope so you can dream!
You have to look at the rough times and see how far you have come!
Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough
'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
'Cause I have known the safety
Of floating freely
In your arms
I don't need another lifeline
It's not for me
'Cause only you can save me
Oh can't you see
I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem
Like long enough
'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
'Cause you're the air
That I breathe
'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
And baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning your love
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning
In your love
I keep drowning
In your love
Baby I can't help it
Can't help it no, no
'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
She's a black cat
hanging 'round my doorstep
I'll need all day tomorrow
to recover from today
I was boxing with my shadow
At a stoplight when the clocks changed
It was midnight I was mixed up
When she called to drag the lake
I think I'm running short on inspiration
She's running long on borrowed time
We break with speed
That girl can read my racing thoughts
She asks the questions
I take the floor
She takes her shots
Taught her a lesson
About a forced confession
We break with speed
That girl can read my racing thoughts
My racing thoughts
My racing thoughts
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is us on a Western Atlantic Coast With no place to be, just takin in the sea
Tonight with a constant buzz, staring at the ocean crashing on
All the rocks below in this foreign home
This old story,
When we're gone I feel I'll never miss anyone
And you lay in the grass along the edge
Is this a dream,
You ask and I don't say anything
'Cuz this may be a dream
And we come to this place,
Like two convicts that have escaped
From the prison of everyday
And for the moment we'll have our stay
This old story,
When we're gone I feel I'll never miss anyone
And you lay in the grass along the edge
You know that tomorrow comes like disease to us
You know that tomorrow comes
From this cliff's edge,
The gulls fly below us
Diving into the sea below us And I'm not cold tonight,
Beside you, beside you
And we're not cold tonight
This old story,
When we're gone I feel I'll never miss anyone
This old story
Expatriate, you're comin' home
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Every single heart would be for you alone if you would let it.
Starving eyes led by subtle lies.
No one knows the way you are when you're alone 'cus you wont let 'em.
Cut 'em off before they get too close to you!
Don't let 'em in
Don't let 'em in
You gotta keep yourself composed.
So, don't let 'em in
Don't let 'em in
You gotta cut them off before they get too close to you.
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
When you just can't shake the heavy weight of living.
The weight of living, the weight of living
All that you desired when you were a child
Was to be old, was to be old
Now that you are here suddenly you fear
You’ve lost control, you’ve lost control
Do you like the person you’ve become...
Uncertainty is killing me
And I’m certainly not asleep
Maybe I’ve gone far to deep
Maybe I’m just far to weak
Ands that’s the last place
I want to be the last place
And there is so much we don’t know
So we love and we hope that it holds
Thousands were lost maybe more
The question remains, what is this for?
Maybe it came unexpected
Maybe I’m left unprotected
And that’s the last place
I want to be the last place
And there is so much we don’t know
So we love and we hope that it holds
And either we say or we show
So I’m going to fight for my own
I’m holding on until the last
I’m holding on until there’s nothing left
I’m holding on until the last
I’m holding on until there’s nothing left
I've been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand,
Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?
These sensations barely interest me for another day,
I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away.
Oh god I want to hear you say,
I want to hear you say that you were wrong again
This is the first thing
I have understood:
Time is the echo of an axe
Within a wood.