for the 1st time I am actually scared of dying....not the dying part but what you will do when I am
please know I'm sorry and I love you no matter what
I'm not text book smart but I'm street smart....well sesame street smart anyway :p
I <3 you Lozza- my beautiful twin and care bear! Keep holding on. 'Whorejay'- u are my gorgeous partner in crime, who I will never give up. They can't seperate us! loooove you. I <3 Frizzly forever!!! ur my nite light R.I.P my beautiful angel Kat, you will always be in my heart. 27/03/91-31/08/09 xxx Sweetdreams baby girl xxx
I used to not care if anything happened to me. Now I want it to.
You really think I'm going to tell you I'm suicidal after last time?
This time I'm serious.
Deadly serious.
I am tired of you hurting me ALLL the time, tired of, it tired of it, tired of it. I can't stand it anymore. I am tired of you and tired of this friendship, it is too conditional, too onesided, I'm done.
Angels are friends who supportyou when your wings forget tofly.
I'm sorry that I have barely anything left in me. I just wish I was strong like you. Told pdoc, she is up to speed now... but there is still a whole week until I see her face to face...
plans, thoughts.... will I even still be here??
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
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my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
I really really wish i could turn back time.
I'd do anything.
And i'm sorry. But i really can't go on pretending much longer.
& I need to, why can't you understand that? don't you understand what kind of state i have to be in to do that?
You make me feel so ashamed and so small, but i promise you, i hate myself a whole lot more than you ever could even hope to.
I love you. So much. But i can't do this xxx
Little Angel go away..Come again some other day..The Devil has my ear today I'll never hear a word you say...
i wish i was never born.. life with me in it is pointless, i really dont get why i was put on this earth, i reckon i will go by sucide, and il not mean to.. cus i get so stressed out that it pushes me, to plan and think things out. i have a place, a few places. how bad is it gonna get to push me to go there..
Laughter is a direct route to the soul. It broadens your perspective, keeps you healthy, and makes an unbearable situation alot easier to deal with.
Yes I want things to work out between you two. Why wouldnt I? You are beginning to act like me and it scares me. We are different people, I can stand being alone, you need people or you fall apart. You cant isolate yourself like this because I cant pick up the pieces for you anymore.
Eckhart saw Hell too. He said: The only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of life, your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you, he said. They're freeing your soul. So, if you're frightened of dying and... and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth.