When we met
You said we were the same,
You know that we're different, we're different,
And all the times you promised me that
Everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
I'm trying not to pretend,
It won't happen again and again like that.
I never thought it would end,
'cause you got up in my head, in my head like that.
And made me happy, baby, love is crazy,
So amazing, but it's changing, rearranging,
I don't think I can take anymore
'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
And live for another day,
'cause it ain't the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster.
Middle of nowhere
Finally you can breathe
Nobody knows your name
It's easier
Shut your eyes tightly
Clench your fists 'til they almost bleed
Cautiously, lightly
Gently expose what's underneath
And all you feel now
Is the scarlet in the day
Even if it's real
You can't stay...
[Chorus]
So there you go
You're gone for good
There you go
You're gone for good
Your mind is swollen
From months of thought without release
They've taken their toll on you
And this very moment
Of timid and fragile honesty
Is precious and rare and fleeting
And all you feel now
Is the scarlet in the day
And even if it's real
You can't stay...
Now you think of saying, "There's no use in praying."
And still she bows her head, so she can say,
"Thank you for just one more day."
Supernatural patience, graces her face and her voice never raises.
It's all because of a love never let go of.
He has every reason to throw up his fists in the face of his God who let his [daughter] die.
Through all the prayers and tears, she still passed in pain anyway.
Now you think of saying, "There's no use in praying."
And still, he bows his head, so he can say,
"Thank you for ending her pain."
Supernatural patience, graces his face and his voice never raises.
It's all because of a love never let go of.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
An everlasting cigarette
That's all you're want
Waiting for
A bus to take you back home
'Cause Tuesday came too soon
Wednesday left you feeling used
Oh tomorrow
You hope at least it's warm
Don't you want to live a simple life? You pray for change before you turn off the lights Burn a bridge every time it feels right You don't want to forget where you're from
So tired of feeling cheap
You're always in need
Innocent
At least that's what you think
You got two beats to kill
So empty your gun
Oh good intentions
They weren't quite enough
Don't you want to live a simple life? You pray for change before you turn off the lights Burn a bridge every time it feels right Don't you want to forget where you're from?
Don't you want to live a simple life? You pray for change before you turn off the lights Burn a bridge every time it feels right You don't want to forget where you're from
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Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
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Self hatred grows in me like cancer
I can't locate its whereabouts but its feasting on its host
I expected him to have the answers
I thought I taught him how to love me
Now he fears me like a ghost
Self-fulfilling prophecy
You're the only guaranteed loyalty in this town
Full of violent mothers
Cheating fathers
Leaving lovers
I swear to you, I'll never love again
This hunger grows inside me like a tumor
The dizziness just compliments
This failure of a girl
I'm settled now
The show of mine consumes me
But every pound I shed
Speaks volumes of my lack of self control
Self fulfilling prophecy
You're the only one that dare speak truth about me
In this town of
Well intentioned mothers
Starving daughters
Worried lovers
I swear to you, I'll never eat again
Self-fulfilling prophecy
You never fail to comfort me
In this town filled with
Violent mothers
Cheating fathers
Leaving lovers
Angry brothers
Starving daughters
Starving daughters
Worried lovers
I swear to you, I'll never trust again
somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't see, maybe it's too far away...
Revere...reverend
Is this some conspiracy?
Crucified for no sins
An image beneath me
Lost within our plans for life
It all seems so unreal
I'm a man cut in half in this world
Left in my misery...
The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
It's nothing new for him to see
I didn't ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your (face)
Well I guess
You took my youth
And gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love will end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
All alone as the memories now unfold.
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates
Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder aloud
If you're watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I can't live in the past
Then set my soul free
Belong to me at last
Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone
I didn't care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I should've cried and spared myself some pain....
You left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain
The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates
The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the Cemetery Gates
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
What have I done? I wish I could run.
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
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'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth, that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
Look what he's done to you
It isn't fair
Your light was bright and new
But he didn't care
He took the heart of a little girl
And made it grow up too fast
Now words like "innocence"
Don't mean a thing
You hear the music play
But you can't sing
Those pictures in your mind
Keep you locked up inside your past
This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You are
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl
Those damaged goods you see
In your reflection
Love sees them differently
Love sees perfection
A beautiful display
Of healing on the way tonight
Tonight
This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You are
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl
Let your tears touch to the ground
Lay your shattered pieces down
And be amazed by how Grace can take a broken girl
And put her back together again
This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You are
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl
You don't have to stay the broken girl
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
Sing it for me I can't erase the stupid things I say You're better than me I struggle just to find a better way
So here we are Fighting and trying to hide the scars I'll be home tonight Take a breath and softly say goodbye The lonely road The one that I should try to walk alone I'll be home tonight Take a breath and softly say goodbye
You wouldn't like me Keep moving on until forever ends
Don't try to fight me
The beauty queen has lost her crown again
So here we are Fighting and trying to hide the scars I'll be home tonight Take a breath and softly say goodbye The lonely road The one that I should try to walk alone I'll be home tonight Take a breath and softly say goodbye
Goodbye
So why are you so eager to betray?
Pick the pieces up
Pick the pieces up So why are you the one that walks away?
Pick the pieces up
Pick the pieces up
Pick the pieces up
So here we are Fighting and trying to hide the scars I'll be home tonight Take a breath and softly say goodbye The lonely road The one that I should try to walk alone I'll be home tonight Take a breath and softly say goodbye
Just take a breath and softly say goodbye
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
If you only knew
I'm hanging by a thread
The web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating
Heart before I'd lose you
I still hold onto the letters
You returned
I swear I've lived and learned
[Chorus]
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, if you only knew
If you only knew
How many times I counted
All the words that went wrong
If you only knew
How I refuse to let you go,
Even when you're gone
I don't regret any days I
Spent, nights we shared,
Or letters that I sent
[Chorus]
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, if you only knew
If you only knew
If you only knew
I still hold onto the letters
You returned
You help me live and learn
[Chorus]
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, believe in is you
I still believe in you
Oh, if you only knew
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight You see the same d*mn thing it's just a different day and No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening And everywhere you go it's just a different place You get the same dark feeling See the same sad faces No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame
But the world is black And hearts are cold And there's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we've seen, seen
Living in this place it's always been this way There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed And I can't live when this world just keeps dying It's dying People always tell me this is part of the plan That God's got everybody in His hands But I can only pray that God is listening Is He listening?
We're living in this world Growing colder everyday Nothing can stay perfect now I see
But the world is black And hearts are cold And there's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we've seen, seen, seen
We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world Growing colder everyday Nothing can stay perfect now I see
The world is black And hearts are cold There's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we've seen, seen, seen
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight You see the same d*mn thing it's just a different day And no one really knows why this is happening
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me
There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR!
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE!
EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME!
SOMEONE TELL ME... someone tell me...
Someone - tell me
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
WHY?! YOU'VE GOTTA TRY!!
"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream." -E. A. P.
the world is full of idiots so how can it be wrong
sining
death death, devil devil, evil, evil songs.
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.