I always pick all the wrong things to say I left last night in utter disarray
If I held your hand
And swore that I'll never do this again
And gave my best try
Don't pull over just kill the headlights
You turn around and say don't go away
But I know you and you are bound to stray
It's a foul of men They swear that they'll never hurt you again
Then give their best shots
Don't pull over just kill the headlights
'Cause if you feel strange hit the road
'Cause people who are afraid don't make good bedfellows
So please understand,
My heart you won't have it again
So just don't try
Don't pull over, just kill the headlights
You seem surprised
That I'm leaving One bit of some good love
And I am gone
I'm cold and broken
It's over I didn't want to see it come to this
I wonder if I will ever see your face again
And I know that I will find a way to shed my skin
It's simple I know that I will suffer in the end
Fast I fade away It's almost over Hold on Slow I suffocate I'm cold and broken Alone
It's hopeless, the end will come and wash it all away
Forsaken, I live for those I lost along the way
And I can't remember how it all began to break
You suffer, I live to fight and die another day
Fast I fade away It's almost over Hold on Slow I suffocate I'm cold and broken Alone
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
My friend sent me this, so lyrics relate to us as if she were saying those lyrics to me. Beautiful song <3
Skillet - The Last Night
You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie.
[Chorus:]
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.
Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie.
[Chorus]
The last night away from me
[Bridge:]
The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand I will help you hold on
Tonight,
Tonight.
[Chorus]
I won't let you say goodbye,
I'll be your reason why.
The last night away from me,
Away from me.
By being yourself, you put something wonderful into the world that was not there before
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old
The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
Tell me that you'll open your eyes.
Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time
Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
Only yesterday they told me you were gone
All these normal people, will I find another one?
Monkey on my back, Aching my bones
I forgot you said "One day you'll walk alone"
I said I need you, does that make me wrong?
Am I a weak man, are you feeling strong?
My heart was blackened, It's bloody red
A hole in my heart, a hole in my head?
R.I.P Mom </3
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
And I've already spent too much time
Doing things I didn't want to
So if I want to drink alone dressed like a pirate
Or look like a dyke
Or wear high heels and lipstick
Or hide in a convent
Or try to be mayor
Or marry a writer
Smoke crack and slash tires
Make jokes you don't like
Or paint ducks and retire
You can bet your black ass that I'm going to!
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2ge-QEw2z8"]Charlene Kaye ft. Darren Criss - Skin and Bones (Official Music Video!) - YouTube[/ame]
Darling, why am I not surprised it rained today?
Doesn’t it seem my broken heart just tends to ride the wind,
but what will break the weight that’s held up by a string?
You don’t reminisce like me 'bout how it was,
romanticizing these redundant thoughts.
I’m never free
So I wait for your parade to come rain down on me
I’m running around, hoping to find
somebody like the boy that I left behind
who loved all of me
my fingernails and scatterbrain and crooked teeth
Oh, Dreams don’t carry quite the weight they used to have
two kids looking through rosy coloured glass
like fools in love
the summer drugged our senses, filled our eyes with stars
But now we say goodnight confined to separate sides
and you’ll never compromise your current life to look behind
You never planned to love me for this long a time
I’m running around hoping to find
somebody like
My one, though in time I’m sure
I’ll grow to know
Another’s eyes, another’s laugh and skin and bones
But til then, I’ll keep on wanting you who I can’t have
Cause with the distance came this awful dam
And being in love
With someone I can’t feel or hold or see or touch
I’m running around hoping to find somebody like
My one, though in time I’m sure
I’ll grow to know
Another’s eyes, another’s laugh and skin and bones
Love come and take me,
Love come come and take me away,
Love come and take me,
Love come and take me away with you
Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh
It's driven me before, it seems to be the way
That everyone else get around
Lately, I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found
Evelyn?
(Evelyn?)
Why do we bother to stay?
(Why are you running away?)
Don't you feeling like severing...
(Everything's just come together at last...)
It's broken, I don't want to play
Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive? It's driven me before And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around But lately I'm beginning to find that When I drive myself my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there I'll be there
Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there I'll be there
Incomplete, alone and unfinished, my flaws in design are all I've become
I can feel myself wither away, the darkest of evils, this way will become.... You're pitiful, and the grip on my sanity's starting to sway
Now come and take me away I keep myself alive just to die more every day.
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(Loveless)
She says she wants to bleed
(Heartless)
She says she wants to bleed
.....
The quickest way to the heart is to cut right through the chest. You must realize that someday you will die and until then you are worthless
The best way to get over someone is to get on top of someone else and move on
You could never understand me
Just walk away and don't say goodbye
How can I shake this disease?
The marks on your neck would never lie
Why do I feel guilty for what you have done?
"Monsters are real, ghosts are too. They live inside us and sometimes they win."
Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady, you know HOW I am You know I can't let you slide through my hands
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn't drag me away
I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you've decided to show me the same
But no sweet, vain exits or offstage lines Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn't drag me away
I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom, but I don't have much time Faith has been broken, tears must be cried
Let's do some living after love dies
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, we'll ride them some day
This used to be the place I ran to
Whenever I was in need
Of a friend
Why did it have to end
And why do they always say
Don't look back
Keep your head held high
Don't ask them why
Because life is short
And before you know
You're feeling old
And your heart is breaking
Don't hold on to the past
Well that's too much to ask
This used to be the place we ran to
That no one in the world could dare destroy
This used to be the place we ran to
This used to be our secret hiding place
Say goodbye to yesterday
Those are words I'll never say
She grabs her magazines
She packs her things and she goes
She leaves the pictures hanging on the wall
She burns all her notes
And she knows
She's been here too few years
To feel this old
He smokes his cigarette
He stays outside 'till it's gone
If anybody ever had a heart
He wouldn't be alone
He knows
She's been here too few years
To be gone
And we always say It would be good to go away someday But if there's nothing there to make things change If it's the same for you I'll just hang
The trouble understand
Is she got reasons he don't
Funny how he couldn't see at all
'Til she grabbed up her coat
And she goes
She's been here too few years
To take it all in stride
But still it's much too long
To let hurt go
And we always say
It would be good to go away someday
But if there's nothing there to make things change
If it's the same for you I'll just hang The same for you I'll always hang Well I always say It would be good to go away But if things don't work out like we think And there's nothing there to ease this ache But if there's nothing there to make things change If it's the same for you I'll just hang
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
She's lost in coma where it's beautiful
Intoxicated from the deep sleep, deep sleep Do you wonder what it's like
Living in a permanent imagination?
Sleeping to escape reality
But you like it like that.
Guilty by design
She's nothing more than fiction She dreams in digital
Because it's better than nothing
Now that control is gone
It seems unreal
She's dreaming in digital
