When you find me in the morning
Hanging on a warning
The joke is on you
You said you were pretending
Here's to unhappy endings
The joke is on you
To make sure yesterday doesn't repeat
I took a shortcut home, a left on the street
I know they won't find me here
I found out how to make mama proud
Be real quiet don't talk too loud
I try, try to disappear
My life is for the taking
Breakdown is awaking me
I'm ending all this pain
When you find me in the morning
Hanging on a warning
The joke is on you
You said you were pretending
Here's to unhappy endings
The joke is on you
This is my last day
Should have been my first kiss
Think to myself will I ever be missed
I hope; or maybe I don't care
I wear my team around my neck
I love them so much gonna love them to death
Tonight, see the world through my eyes
My life is for the taking
Breakdown is erasing me
I'm ending all this pain
My great escape
Is my biggest mistake
I think you better turn around
Don't throw it away
Today
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
I don't want to let you go,
but it hurts my hands to hold the rope.
I won't be such an easy mark,
You're no better than they say!
And all the candles on the cake
All set fire to the gate.
Turn the cannons towards the boat
Men were drowning in the moat!
It was the end of all the rowers oars!
If you call then I'm coming to get you.
If you call then I'm coming, now.
If you call then I'm coming to get you.
But you want to sink, so I'm gonna let you.
All I want's some earth and seed
to only grow the things I need
But first I must find my way back
And you go lay down on the track!
In youth I had an even keel
But now I'm not sure what is real.
It's taken me this long to learn
That every day you dig worms,
And once they're gone they don't return!
If you call then I'm coming to get you.
If you call then I'm coming, now.
If you call then I'm coming to get you.
But you want to sink, so I'm gonna let you.
I'm coming to get you.
If you call then I'm coming to get you.
If you call then I'm coming to get you.
But you want to sink, so I'm gonna let you.
Then the fire snuck into your bedroom,
now I'm falling asleep to forget you.
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No one ever told me when I was alone,
They just thought I'd know better, better.
No one ever told me when I was alone,
They just thought I'd know better, better.
The hardest part this troubled heart,
Has never yet been through now.
Was heal the scars that got their start,
Inside someone like you now.
For had I known or I'd been shown,
Back when how long it'd take me.
To break the charms that brought me harm,
And all but would erase me.
I never would or thought I could,
No matter what you'd pay me.
Replay the part, you stole my heart,
I should have known you're crazy.
If all I knew was that with you,
I'd want someone to save me.
It'd be enough, but just my luck,
I fell in love and maybe.
All that I wanted was,
Now I know you better.
You know I know better.
Now I know you better.
So bittersweet, this tragedy,
Won't ask for absolution.
This melody, inside of me,
Still searches for solution.
A twist of fate, a change of heart,
Cures my infatuation.
Of a broken heart, provides the spark,
For my determination.
No one ever told me when I was alone,
They just thought I'd know better, better.
No one ever told me when I was alone,
They just thought I'd know better, better.
All that I wanted was,
Now I know you better.
You know I know better.
Now I know you better.
[Breakdown]
I never wanted you to be so full of anger.
I never wanted you to be somebody else.
I never wanted you to be someone afraid to know themselves.
I only wanted you to see things for yourself.
All that I wanted was,
Now I know you better.
Now we all know better.
All that I wanted was.
[Guitar Solo]
No, no, no, no,
No, no, no, no.
No, no, no, no,
No, no, no, no.
If I were you I'd manage to,
Avoid the invitation.
Of promised love that can't keep up,
With your adoration.
Just use your head and in the end,
You'll find your inspiration.
To choose your steps and won't regret,
This kind of aggravation.
No one ever told me when I was alone,
They just thought I'd know better, better.
No one ever told me when I was alone,
They just thought I'd know better, better.
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I want to sleep if you are awake
Still making believe that you aren't at all crazy
And if you don't believe I think you should
You make me so proud!
Still you love to think you have always been this way... but you're all wrong.
And you only sleep when you've lost cause
Well I still believe that the cause was always me.
And if you don't believe I think you should
You make me so proud!
Still you love to think you have always been this way
Well I'd love to think you will someday feel the same
And you love to think it will always...always...
... always...
If you still believe it will always be this way... well you're all wrong.
Yes you are, insane...
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When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Here I lie forever
Sorrow still remains
Will the water pull me down and wash it all away
Come and take me over
Welcome to the game
Will the current drag me down and carry me away
Suddenly the light begins to fade
HOPELESS
I'm falling down
FILTHY
I can't wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
WORTHLESS
It's over now
GUILTY
There's no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go
Silent I go under
I am not afraid
I can see the daylight shine
And slowly drift away
Safe to say it's over
Sink into the grave
There is nothing left inside
But I am wide awake
I can hear the devil call my name
HOPELESS
I'm falling down
FILTHY
I can't wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
WORTHLESS
It's over now
GUILTY
There's no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Noone can see your tears when you walk in the rain
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: The most boring place on earth?
I am currently:
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MAROON 5 LYRICS
*Send "Not Coming Home" Ringtone to your Cell*
"Not Coming Home"
When you refuse me
You confuse me
What makes you think I'll let you in again
Think again my friend
Go on misuse me and abuse me
I'll come out stronger in the end
And does it make you sad
To find yourself alone
And does it make you mad
To find that I have grown
I'll bet it hurts so bad
To see the strength that I have shown
When you answer the door pick up the phone
You wont find me cause I'm not coming home
You do not know how much this hurts me
To say these things that I don't want to say
But have to say them anyway
I would do anything to end your suffering
But you would rather walk away
[x2]
And does it make you sad
To find yourself alone
And does it make you mad
To find that I have grown
I'll bet it hurts so bad
To see the strength that I have shown
[x3]
When you answer the door pick up the phone
You won't find me cause I'm not coming home
The beer spills in a disgusting puddle and the glass becomes nothing but fragments of a rainbow.
I'm no leader I'm just a mess
It's not the way it's supposed to be
It's just the way that it is
I'm afraid we are all victims here
And the one whose in charge
I've lead us all astray again
Oh, how the plot thickens
Are we're too far gone
We always assume the worst
I'm afraid no ones listening anymore
I'm freaking out
I'm so sick
I'm making me sick
Don't look down
The only thing in my way is myself
I'm just thinking out loud
How can I still be alive
I should've been gone so long ago
I can't get away from it all
I messed up like I always do
I gave you nothing
I took you nowhere
You're still listening
The world around me
Has taken a turn for the worst
I'm left alone
Climbing to the top
Should I jump, should I stay
Can I make another day
Should I jump, should I stay
I am the one whose wrong
God forgive me
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
A ten ton brick is making me sick
Breaking my bones with the weight of it
Weight would grow with each new soul
Buried fine lies make big black holes
Who am I supposed to be?
Not like you give a **** about me but
Who am I supposedly
When I'm finally done
'Cause I'm finally done
With the decisions of
My former thoughts and all that I'm made of
Yet I'm finally done with the description, oh
And I don't mind saying
I'm to blame
When Atlas slipped, I lost my grip
Yet I didn't think it could turn into this but
I was told by two sweet crows
Nobody feels what nobody knows and
Who am I supposed to be?
If everything good was taken from me and
Who am I supposed to be
I was overcome
But I'm finally done
With the divisions of
My former thorns with who I may have loved
I'm finally done
With the dissension, oh
And I don't mind saying
Don't mind saying
I'm to blame
Oh, this ten ton brick
Would treat me like ****
This little piggy licked all those lips, yeah
And so defined
Who threw aside but won't encumber me
'Cause I'm finally done
With the position of
My former thorns
And all that it may have cost
I'm finally done
With the decisions, love
Now I don't mind saying
I don't mind saying
You're to blame
When you move, you move me
You move, you move me yeah
Nothing comes from nothing
Must mean something in the end
Justify the means
I need to break you
Need to hate you
Need to take this back but
Taking is like giving
If you're at the other end
I won't pretend to know your feelings
I could never break the chain
I command you to move
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If travel is searching,
And home whats been found,
I'm not stopping.
I'm going hunting,
I'm the hunter,
I'll bring back the goods,
But I don't know when.
I thought I could organize freedom,
How American of me.
This is who I am,
You figured it out, didn't you?
You could smell it,
So you left me on my own
To complete the mission,
Now I'm leaving it all behind.
I'm going hunting,
I'm the hunter,
I'm the hunter,
I'm the hunter...
You just didn't know me... [x6]
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
You are no god to me
You are nothing to me
This is a reckoning
Enjoy this while it lasts
It won't be long before it dies
You've stolen lies and broken dreams
No man can be a deity
You are no god to me
This is a reckoning
You are nothing to me
This is a reckoning
Was the penance not enough?
Was faith not enough?
No man can be a deity
You are no god to me
This is a reckoning
You are nothing to me
This is a reckoning
And I will be there
To see you fall
You are no god to me
There is the reckoning
The betrayed will now see the truth
And the broken-hearted will finally heal
You will be judged and you will be found wanting
And we'll be there to see you fall
You are no god to me
This is the reckoning
You are nothing to me
This is a reckoning
And I will be there
To see you fall
You are no god to me
There is a reckoning
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This great evil - where's it come from?
How'd it steal into the world?
What seed, what root did it grow from?
Who's doing this?
Who's killing us?
Robbing us of life and light; mocking us with the sight of what we mighta known?
Does our ruin benefit the earth?
Does it help the grass to grow or the sun to shine?
Is this darkness in you, too?
Have you passed through this night?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Push your controlling values aside, and dissect your own life
It's not about my beliefs, it's about personal choice
It breaks your heart to see me consume, but it shatters mine to see people follow you
Ask me to be blameless, you ask me to be blameless
You ask me to be blameless, but who are you to decide what's right?
Don't say another word
Don't say another word
You've crossed the line
Don't say another word
You've crossed the line
Don't say another word
You've crossed the line
Don't say another word
You've crossed the line
Let's go...
I won't hesitate to put you in your place
You are the straw that's crushing my back
You ask me to be blameless
You ask me to be blameless, but who are you to decide what's right?
Don't say another word
However, I thank you for this pen and ink ammunition
Thank you for the inspiration.
You're the straw that's crushing my back
You are the salt that's burning my wounds
You're the straw that's crushing my back
You are the salt that's burning my wounds
You're the straw that's crushing my back
You are the salt that's burning my wounds
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[Chorus]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
[Verse 1]
If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?
If I ask you to scratch my back, could you manage that?
Travie, I could handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
I used to, used to, used to, used to, now I'm over that
'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts
If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hands
Keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
If I was an old school fifty-pound boombox (remember that)
Would you hold me on your shoulder wherever you walk?
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops?
And crank it higher every time they told you to stop?
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know, we come and go like on the interstate
I think finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hear this, sing along and take me by the hands
Keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
You know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I only pray you never leave me behind
Because good music can be so hard to find
I'll take your hand and hold it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind
[Chorus]
Last edited by ThatJoshGuy : 04-10-2011 at 11:45 PM.
Reason: Sorry I keep editing, I keep finding good songs to add to this
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair
So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see
You can find out firsthand what it's like to be me So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye
I'd encourage your smiles I'll expect you won't cry
Another contusion, my funeral jag
Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag
You've got front row seats to the penitence ball
When I grow up I want to be nothing at all!
I said yeah, yeah!
I said yeah, yeah!
C'mon C'mon C'mon I said
(Save me!) Get me the hell out of here
(Save me!) Too young to die and my dear
(You can't!) If you can hear me just walk away and
(Take me!)
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the **** is wrong
With me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the **** is wrong
With me
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my ****ing misery
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the **** is wrong
With me
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
When the old ghost of suicide
creeps slowly back into your mind,
then everything is bleak and blurred ...-
down here in the short-sighted world.
Yet, this time I have to insist
on the sharpness of the things I missed ...-
this once so loyal friend ..., he's not that welcome anymore.
______________________________________
The body is a prison-cell
that like a child needs to be washed and fed ...-
these are just two of the things that I have a tendency to forget.
She wears a butterfly on her wrist But she might as well cut it's head off She's holding out for weapons to kill the ghost inside Or at least kill the thought she has of killing her mind
She says "I love you" with her hands, she says "I hate you" with her eyes
Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name But I could never let you know how much this means I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know It wasn't worth fighting for
I wear God's name up by my wrist but she might as well tear my skin off She's letting go convictions, to release the ghost inside To release all the suffering of a cross and a girl
I sing "I love you" way too much, so I'll say "I hate you" for tonight
Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name But I could never let you know how much this means I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know It wasn't worth fighting for
She, she said to me I will be driving in the wrong direction
Did you ever think, that maybe your life,
Is heading in the wrong direction, baby
There's a cross up on the wall
See from the corner of your eye
When you're down on your knees
And she's begging please
So go and lay back down tonight Because you won't know who you are Until you're down on your knees
And you're begging please
Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name But I could never let you know how much this means I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know It wasn't worth fighting for
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
This door has been shut for days
And it's all too familiar
Can't I just crack a window
Can't I just shake it off?
I'm sure I've tasted this before, before, before...
I'm sure I've tasted this before...
Everything is out of reach
And I just want to see outside
The air (the air) has been getting thin
I feel like cutting it open tonight, tonight
And falling on the floor
There's nothing left unused in here
There's nothing left to say
I haven't talked in days
And I'm really not too sure
What I sound like anymore
My vision has gone and my mouth is full, is full of sores
I feel like dripping it dry tonight
Over and over again
It's time (it's time) to open up the door
(almost did 'last resort'... but triggers... and not sure where i am with that...)
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
The constant pressure that keeps hanging over me it makes me feel so empty. It's more than anything that I could ever be, what else could you take from me?
