There is love in your body but you can't hold it in
It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin
The tenderest touch, leaves the darkest of marks, and the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts
There is love in your body but you can't get it out
It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
Sticks to your tongue and it shows on your face that
The sweetest of words have the bitterest taste....
Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
"If you don't stand for something in your life, then you will fall for anything"
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
As you're falling down,(falling down)
(As you're falling down)
My heart beats the same,(beats the same)
And the tears now,(tears now)
(And the tears now)
Run down your face,
If you had class you'd throw down with me,
Drown in your fake personality,
Shattered glass and frames,
(Shattered glass and frames)
Snapshots of reality,
Burned pictures and memories,
Your heart's cold and grey,
[Chorus:]
To whom it may concern,
(You stayed the same,[x3])
I'm the same,
And all that I've learned,
(You stayed the same,[x3])
Has faded away,
Can you tell me,
All the lies that you have told,
All the lies that you have said?
So keep on lying,
(Just keep on lying to me)
I find less beauty in life then death,
If you had class you'd throw down with me,
Drown in your fake personality,
Shattered glass and frames,
(Shattered glass and frames)
Snapshots of reality,
Burned pictures and memories,
Your heart's cold and grey,
[Chorus]
(I know you,)The blood still stains,
(I know why,)Don't feel the same,
As you're falling down,(falling down)
(As you're falling down)
My heart beats the same,
And the tears now,(tears now)
(And the tears now)
Run down your face,
[Chorus]
To whom it may concern,
(You stayed the same,[x3])
(Can you tell me?)
I'm the same,
And all that I've learned,
(You stayed the same,[x3])
(As you're falling down)
Has faded away, away. load_options();
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
There's a ghost in my lungs and it sighs in my sleep
Wraps itself around my tongue as it softly speaks
Then it walks, then it walks with my legs
To fall, to fall, to fall at your feet
Terrified of what I'd be
As a kid from what I've seen
Every single day when people try
And put the pieces back together
Just to smash them down Turn my headphones up real loud
I don't think I need them now
Cause you stop the noise and...
If you stay
I would even wait all night
Or until my heart explodes How long until we find our way?
In the dark and out of harm
You can run away with me anytime you want
All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something
I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand
When I was upset
I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three
I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something
Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan I Love And Miss You
</3
Paul Gray You're Missed So Much </3
Jaefeus Harvey Sweet dreams You Are Sorely Missed </ 3
Abbie Love- Ill always love you , rest well Beautiful, not a day will go by where i won't think of you </3
Liam Patrick O'Connell- I'm Sorry, I Love You, I Miss You </3
Louise O'Connell- Love You Mummy Lou, Sleep Well </3
You can't touch me now there's no vision left
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
I was Sunday yes now there's such a long time come and break the chains
You played with my heart told me you'd part with all your lies and games
It took all the strength I had but I crawled up on my feet again
Now you're trying to lure me back but no those days are gone my friend
I loved you so much that I thought that someday you could change
But all you brought me was a heart full of pain
You can't touch me now there's no vision left
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
Don't hold your breath
I was worried about you but you never cared about me none
You took my money and I knew [...]
I gave you everything but nothing was ever enough
You were always jealous over such crazy stuff
You can't touch me now there's no vision left
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
Don't hold your breath
Move on don't look back
I jumped off a train running off the tracks
Love is gone face the facts
A bod movie ends and the screen fades to black
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back
You can't touch me now there's no vision left
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
Don't hold your breath
You can't touch me now there's no vision left
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan I Love And Miss You
</3
Paul Gray You're Missed So Much </3
Jaefeus Harvey Sweet dreams You Are Sorely Missed </ 3
Abbie Love- Ill always love you , rest well Beautiful, not a day will go by where i won't think of you </3
Liam Patrick O'Connell- I'm Sorry, I Love You, I Miss You </3
Louise O'Connell- Love You Mummy Lou, Sleep Well </3
Sunday is Gloomy,
My hours are slumberless,
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will
never awaken you
Not where the black coach
of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of
ever returning you
Would they be angry
if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is gloomy
with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have
decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles
and prayers that are said,
I know, but let them not weep,
let them know
that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream,
for in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my
soul I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday
Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you
asleep in the deep of
my heart dear
Darling I hope that my dream
never haunted you
My heart is telling you
how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday
Gloomy Sunday
No, it doesn't hurt
Unless I walk
I don't feel pain
Unless I try to talk
I don't even cry
Unless I open my eyes
I don't need to kick or scream or curse
No, it doesn't hurt
I am wind
I am the sand
I am scared
I am a woman
And I'm fine
Cause I deserve
The time to feel hurt
Rotting like a wreck on the ocean floor,
Sinking like a siren that can't swim anymore
Your songs remind me of swimming,
But I can't swim anymore
Pull me out the water, cold and blue,
I open my eyes and I see that it's you,
So I'll dive straight back in the ocean
Yes, I'll go straight back in the ocean
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Take a deep breath, suck the water in my chest,
And cross my fingers and hope for the best
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
Dear Friend, what's on your mind
You don’t laugh the way you used to
But I've noticed how you cry
Dear friend, I feel so helpless
I see you sit in silence
As you face new pain each day
I feel there’s nothing I can do
I know you don’t feel pretty
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your beauty
That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend
Dear friend, I'm here for you
I know that you don’t talk too much
But we can share this day anew
Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone
There is someone who is praying
Praying for your peace of mind
Hoping joy is what you'll find
I know you don’t feel weak
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your strength
That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend
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I hear the clock, it's six a.m. I feel so far away from where I've been
I got my eggs, I got my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you
I break the yolks and make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
Wipe the spots off of the mirror, don't leave my keys in the door
I never put wet towels on the floor anymore 'cause
Dreams last so long, even after you're gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'cause it was happy and I was sad and It made me miss you oh so bad cause
Dreams last so long, even after you're gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
I go about my business, I'm doing fine
Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken every day
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on I pick up a book and turn the sheets down and then
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pj's and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I, I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last so long, even after you're gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
Yeah, you were meant for me and I was meant for you
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
Dear Friend, what's on your mind You don’t laugh the way you used to But I've noticed how you cry Dear friend, I feel so helpless I see you sit in silence As you face new pain each day I feel there’s nothing I can do I know you don’t feel pretty Even though you are But it wasn’t your beauty That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend
Dear friend, I'm here for you I know that you don’t talk too much But we can share this day anew Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone There is someone who is praying Praying for your peace of mind Hoping joy is what you'll find I know you don’t feel weak Even though you are But it wasn’t your strength That found room in my heart Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
