What's a fact about the last person who texted you?
She's the only person who understands me... more or less!
What is your current problem?
Nobody cares about me.... I'm a complete screw up.. and I deserve to be alone.
Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
There are people I still haven't forgiven. But I've just had an experience where I tried forgiving someone who hurt me, and she made it worse, so it's upsetting... and I can't 'forgive' her as such now, but I know I'm the better person, so I will move on - she's the one who's intent on keeping a grudge. At least I tried. ... I do struggle to forget anything though...
Do you hate people who are obsessed with things like High School Musical?
When they keep going on about it..actually sod it. Hate you, Luce :P
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
No idea - don't know smokers nowadays, so it was a long time ago - unless you count strangers in the street!
Where's the last place you went?
Hospital
Last thing you ate?
Yummy mashed potato and broccoli. :)
Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Yes. Well, if they don't then they should. I'm a bad person.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
No idea... can only assume I was asleep.
How many texts are in your inbox?
No idea
Are you excited for anything?
I'm excited to see somebody.... if it actually happens this time!!
Do you have a best friend?
Ha, today I don't, but when I recover then yes I do.
How many TRUE friends do you have that you can tell anything to?
1... though I'm not telling them anything again. I'm sick of opening up to people now.
What would you change about your life right now?
Lots. Everything just about.
What do you currently hear?
Evanescence
How long can you go without your phone?
Depends what I'm doing in the meantime.
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
No
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
As it's between 'warm' and 'cold' I might say warm then.... had you said 'hot'... different story - I'd have said 'cold'.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
Try, but then let them go.. they obviously don't care about me if they walk out.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
No
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kiss?
I'd be a single mother, lol
Do you know anyone named Matt?
Yes
Are you reading a book right now?
Nope
Are you happy with life right now?
I'm on here, doing distractions... that only happens when life sucks. So no I'm not happy with life right now.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
No
Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Only from a point of view that it's near impossible to get to see the bastard lol
Are you alone?
Physically, or emotionally? Emotionally, very.
Your best friend of the opposite sex tells you they like you, what do you do?
Haven't currently got one of the opposite sex...
When is the last time you were in a photobooth taking pictures with friends?
Never done that.
Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Yes - just the other week I hid from someone behind a load of fake flowers! It wouldn't have ended well if she'd seen me.
Who is the last GUY you talked to?
Apart from my dad, that would be Joe
Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
I went out with a smoker... didn't really bother me.. but he didn't smoke like a chimney. I'd rather he didn't though.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I tend to cry behind closed doors nowadays.
What do you wear more; jeans, sweat pants, or shorts?
Jeggings.
Do you believe there are circumstances when cheating is okay?
No.
Would you consider being married/ engaged right now?
No
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Don't know... not knowingly.... can't imagine anyone's ever been so invested in me emotionally that I'd have broken their heart...
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Depends who they were but okay.
Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Bath at night
Have you ever said you'd never love again?
Actually believe it or not I don't think I have!! Which is surprising for me, lol
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yeah
Do you believe in forever?
No... nothing lasts.
Do you say sorry first?
If I was in the wrong. Or if I just want to make up with the person, yes... usually I have to though, because the other people are too pig-headed to realise they've done me wrong!!!
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Yes.
Do you like your name?
It's alright.
Do you have any older siblings?
Yeah
Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Um, no - maybe in the back garden as a kid, but otherwise definitely NOT!!
Did you speak to your father today?
Yes, lol
Would you ever date your number 2?
Number 2?? You mean doodoo??! Lol... I can't answer as I don't understand.
When was the last time you were on the phone after 2AM?
Not for a long time... that was a weird phone call.
Have you ever been called a bitch?
Only in a playful way... by someone who actually IS a bitch believe it or not. And she probably thinks of me as a bitch now anyway, but who cares... I know I'm not.
Was middle school a bad experience for you?
I never know what 'middle school' is here......let's just say school was bad.
Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
You know what, I don't actually know.... I feel like it's possible, but I don't remember... I don't tend to hug much though, so it'd have to have been for a good reason.
When were you last outside?
This evening.
how have you felt today?
Awful... depressed... lots of other things, I won't go on...