I'm sorry I straight out told you what I told you tonight, I really wish I wouldn't have. But everything was too much, I didn't care, I don't care. It should scare me and you just how much I don't care. I wish you could know how terrible I feel for telling you what I told you, it slipped, I never had any intention of telling you that...even as little of an insight it was. I'm never going to open my mouth or tell you anything like that again. So let's forget that and tell me now, what's going on with you and that broken heart of yours...and that yelling? Sorry for the pathetic waste of a distraction I was when all you were looking for was some support, my friend. Like I said, never again. never again. [I'll stay quiet, just like always, it's okay, I can handle it.]
"You are imperfect and you are wired for struggle, but you are worthy of love and belonging." -Brene Brown
You think taking your friendship away when I need it the most will "help" me? You can glamorise what you're doing however you want, but I know you're just making excuses and it all comes down to you turning and running like everyone always does.
Wow. Was that the biggest fuck up ever or WHAT? My timing could not have been worse. I really am having some trouble now. I'm pretty upset. Why? Why the fuck do I have to be like this??! Why can't I just be able to go out with a nice girl? Do I have DO NOT DATE stamped across my face?? I must have. I do. How the hell can I even do this?! That just took my blooming confidence and flushed it down the stinking toilet! I'm such an emotional wreck right now. Love is NEVER simple and it's NEVER easy, and at this rate, I'm going to grow old and die before I ever find happiness. And YOU wonder why I'm so bitter. Fuck it all.
We’ve got obsessions
I want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week
We’ve got obsessions
You never tell me what it is that makes you strong and what it is that makes you weak.
"It's a long road, and when you get to the end of it, you're not going to care about winning. You're just going to be relieved you made it to the finish line." ~Grey's Anatomy
I screwed up
I shouldn't have been so stupid as to post that
I admit I was considering it for a long while
But I thought about it rationally and decided to fight it
For you
Now I've upset you
And hurt you
Completely unnecessarily
I think it's time I leave RYL
It's not doing any good
Just making things 10 times worse
I'm sorry for making you worry
have you ever thought about how unfair it is that you constantly make your daughter feel infinitely guilty about shit?!
i'm so sick of you throwing pointless fits about shit when dad isn't around, just stop it. i can't fucking stand it anymore.
did you ever trully loved me? did you ever care about me?
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
i hate you how could you, you know what he did you know how much i hurt now because of him. how can you trust him now, how can you like him.
i love you and you are the only one i told properly, now this. its a betrayal
