I cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
But why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always **** with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
Location: Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
I am currently:
It's complicated.
This time I think it could be triangulated. It could be just what we need.
So what you say we give it up and walk away?
We're overrated anyway.
Deep trouble, losing control. Primary resistance at a critical low.
On the double gotta get ahold. Point of no return one second to go. No response on any level. Red alert this vessel's under seige, total overload. System's down, they've got control.
There's no way out.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Location: Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
I am currently:
The moment I said it,
the moment I opened my mouth, lead in your eyelids bulldozed the life out of me. I know what you're thinking,
but darling your nothing can stray. Sadly thing just happen
we can't explain. It's not even light out.
Deep trouble, losing control. Primary resistance at a critical low.
On the double gotta get ahold. Point of no return one second to go. No response on any level. Red alert this vessel's under seige, total overload. System's down, they've got control.
There's no way out.
She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart, while I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar. And we don't know how we got into this mad situation, only doing things out of frustration. Trying to make it work but man these times are hard.
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard, but we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine, sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while. We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years.
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.
Oh these times are hard, yeah they're making us crazy, don't give up on me baby.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
I don’t mind it
I still don’t mind at all
It’s like one of those bad dreams
When you can’t wake up
It’s like you’ve given up
You’ve had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You’ll come around
...Right?
No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all
And I'm stuck in this ****ing rut. Waiting on a second hand pick me up. But I'm over, getting older. Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year.
How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes
I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know
My weakness I feel I must finally show
"You are imperfect and you are wired for struggle, but you are worthy of love and belonging." -Brene Brown
Location: Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
I am currently:
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’ Oh, don’t kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah
Deep trouble, losing control. Primary resistance at a critical low.
On the double gotta get ahold. Point of no return one second to go. No response on any level. Red alert this vessel's under seige, total overload. System's down, they've got control.
There's no way out.
whats the worst that i can say
things are better if i say
so long and goodnite, so long and goodnite
well if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnite, so long and goodnite
my chemical romance, Helana
Don't trust or rely on people because they can turn around and bite you on the arse stay independant dn't take nothing from no one
it ain't about how hard you can hit it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward
I was only 19, you were 29
It’s just 10 years, but its such a long time
In a heartbeat, I would do it all again
Late night sex, smokin’ cigarettes
I try real hard but I can’t forget
Now in a heartbeat, I would do it all again
Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now
Now I’m lost somewhere
Lost between Elvis and suicide
Ever since the day we died, well
I’ve got nothing left to lose
After Jesus and Rock N Roll
Couldn’t save my immoral soul, well
I’ve got nothing left
I’ve got nothing left to lose
Callin’ out sins just to pass the time
My life goes by in the blink of an eye
I know you want me
I was only lookin’ for a friend
And everything I was
And everything that I’ve become
Just falls into the end and
Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now
Now I’m lost somewhere
Lost between Elvis and suicide
Ever since the day we died, well
I’ve got nothing left to lose
After Jesus and Rock N Roll
Couldn’t save my immoral soul, well
I’ve got nothing left
I’ve got nothing left to lose
Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now
Now I’m lost somewhere
Lost between Elvis and suicide
Ever since the day we died, well
I’ve got nothing left to lose
After Jesus and Rock N Roll
Couldn’t save my immoral soul, well
I’ve got nothing left
I’ve got nothing left to lose
I don't know how else to put this.
It's taking me so long to do this.
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.
My muscles feel like a melee,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.
Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.
I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
I get to go home in one week.
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.
I'm following suit and directions.
I curl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.
I'm over-existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family.
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through.
Tell me I'm a part of history.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
Lost soul,velvet kisses , John_Wood, Mithra
~Buttons~ is my Gaurdian Angel
IF there is any light left it is shrouded by shadows and from within this darkness I see no way out
My wings are broken and bound too tight, there is no escape from its grip tonight!!
You need not to climb mountaintops,
You need not to cross the sea,
You need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak.
You need not to reach for the stars when life becomes so dark,
And when the wind does blow against the grain,
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
If you feel you've paid the price,
And your wounds should cease to heal
And everything you love in life spins like a winding wheel.
If you should wake to find you're abandoned,
And the road you've traveled leads to a dead-end
When death creeps in to play it's part,
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
Its not suppsed to hurt this much
But it can never feel the same again
I'm left with nothing
But the memory of the way you used to feel
I guess you finally took the deepest cut
I guess the blade on my tongue was just too much
Every word that I said came from my dark side
Now this emptiness is real
You reach beneath the surface more..
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty
I think about the time we've lost
I think about the time
The silence could be words
And now the only sound I hear
Is my guilty conscience
Screaming out your name
You reach beneath the surface more..
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Go away and steal my thoughts of Honesty
Take back everything I said
A new place for us to begin
Take back everything...
Take back everything...
Take back everything I said
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Go away and steal my thoughts of Honesty
Don’t get too close, It’s dark inside.
It’s where my demons hide, It’s where my demons hide.
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