Every finger in the room
is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell our now
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what God needs
One more victim
Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Got a kick for a dog
Beggin' for Love
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says will you ever learn
You're just an empty cage girl
If you kill the bird
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough guilt to start
my own religion
Please be
Save me
I cry
Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains
The way his hair falls in his eyes
makes me wonder if he'll
ever see through my disguise
that I'm under his spell.
Everything is falling
and I don't know where to land.
I may only seem to be a drunken,
vice-ridden gnome whose friends are just pimps and girls from the brothels.
But I know about art and love,
if only because I long for it with every fiber of my being.
There's a corner of your heart for me.
There's a corner of your heart just for me.
I will pack my bags just to stay in the corner of your heart.
Just to stay in the corner of your heart.
There is room beneath your bed for me.
There is room beneath your bed just for me.
I will leave this town just to sleep underneath your bed.
Just to sleep underneath your bed.
There's one minute of your day.
There's one minute of your day.
I will leave this land just to occupy one minute of your day.
Just to occupy one minute of your day.
I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back
Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?
It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent
There's some things you can't speak of
But tonight you'll live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would sing what you know now then
Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?
It's okay, life is a tough crowd
you're still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent
Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too
Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new
love of my life, my soulmate
you're my best friend
part of me like breathing
now half of me is left
i don't know anything, at all
who am i to say you love me?
i don't know anything, at all
and who am i to say you need me?
i don't know anything, at all
and who am i to say you love me?
i don't know anything, at all
Every finger in the room
is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell our now
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what God needs
One more victim
Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Got a kick for a dog
Beggin' for Love
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says will you ever learn
You're just an empty cage girl
If you kill the bird
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough guilt to start
my own religion
Please be
Save me
I cry
Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Tried to write a letter,
in ink.
It's been getting better,
I think.
I got a piece of paper
but it's empty.
Its empty.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
(Intro)
Yeah, It's been a ride... I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there
(Verse 1)
You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so f*ck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still **** and
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he ****'s his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a f*ck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt and f*ck the whole universe
(Hook)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
(Verse 2) Ok quit playin' with the scissors and ****, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that f*ck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This f*cking black cloud's still follow's me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherf*ckers are doing jumping jacks now!
(Hook)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
(Bridge)
And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now
(Verse 3)
It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn't lift a single shingle lonely
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Put a ??? and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and
(Hook)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I’ve had some time, oh Lord, to hone my lying technique.
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up.
So do you think that we could work out a psalm
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try?
I know you'll come for the people like me.
But we all got wood and nails,
And we turn out our hate in factories.
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine.
Con la vista sobre el mar
Busca entre las olas una señal
Algo que le ayude a olvidar
La verdad
Toda una vida de lágrimas
Cede a la locura y luego calla
Por amor a un dia
Que jamás volverá
Cuando la rosa muera
Calmará sus ansias en letras vanas
Por amor a un dia
Que jamás volverá
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
Clever got me this far, then tricky got me in.
Eye on what I'm after, I don't need another friend.
Smile and drop the cliche, till you think I'm listening.
Take just what I came for, then I'm out the door again.
Peripheral on the package, don't care to settle in.
Time to feed the monster, I don't need another friend.
Comfort is a mystery, crawling out of my own skin.
Just give me what I came for, then I'm out the door again.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
well I always play Russian roulette in my head
seventeen black, or twenty-nine red
how far from the gutter,
how far from the pew
i will always remember to forget about you.
a good man is hard to find
only strangers sleep in my bed
and my favorite words are good-bye
and my favorite color is red.
long-dead soldier looks out from the frame
no one remembers his war, no one remembers his name
go out to the meadow
scare off all the crows
it does nothing but rain and nothing will grow
a good man is hard to find
only strangers sleep in my bed
and my favorite words are good-bye
and my favorite color is,
my favorite color is,
my favorite color is
red.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while he got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.
His best days will be some of my worst,
He finally met a girl that's gonna put him first,
While I'm wide awake, he's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz he's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.
According to you I’m stupid,
I’m useless, I can’t do anything right.
According to you
I’m difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind. I’m a mess in a dress,
can’t show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
