If you only knew, I'm hanging by a thread, the web I spin for you
If you only knew, I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I'd lose you
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep. Without you next to me I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe in is you, if you only knew...
If you only knew how many times I counted all the words that went wrong
If you only knew how I refuse to let you go, even when you're gone.
"In- in return?" Snape gaped at Dumbledore, and Harry expected him to protest, but after a long moment he said, "Anything."
I'm a crow chasing a butterfly.
I must become a lion-hearted girl, ready for a fight.
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but thats all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but thats all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
.....
maybe that's what happens when a tornado
I waited for you
I died inside my own head
and
I'd die again for you
I'm faded and tired, completely uninspired
and I'd die again for you
so kill me with the love
that you won't give to me, give to me
and pack the wound with salt
I wanna feel it bleed, feel it bleed
I'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons and I'd die again for you
I wish you, were near me, could feel it when you hear me say
I'd die again for you. you wanted me to crawl, so now I'm on my knees, on my knees
why does it always have to be me, who's always left out to burn and I'll never learn
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ all the pain, brings me down again I'm falling to the floor drag myself through the dirt again
I'm heading for the door
I know it's there on the other side
the moon is setting slow
use the last of my will to fight..... dwelling on the mistakes I've made, my soul has paid the price
Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
As I move my feet towards your body
I can hear this beat it fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
It fills my head up and gets louder and louder
I run to the river and dive straight in
I pray that the water will drown out the din
But as the water fills my mouth
It couldn't wash the echoes out
But as the water fills my mouth
It couldn't wash the echoes out
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.
So if you want to burn yourself remember that
I love you
and if you want to cut yourself remember that
I love you
and if you want to kill yourself remember that
I love you
Call me up, before you're dead, we can make some plans instead.
Send me an I.M I'll be your friend.
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin
Take all your chances while you can,
You never know when they'll pass you by.
❤
I will never be like you
I'll never do the things you do
Selfish and lonely, what's your problem?
Letting go of you and this
Is harder than I thought but I will not be poisoned by your actions
I wasn't jumping for me it was a fall it's a long way down to nothing at all.
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone but for what we've become we just feel more alone always weigh what ive got against what i left so progress report i am missing you to death
Tomorrow will be another part of yesterday
And yesterday will be another part of the day before
Wait, I hear another song insomnia
About the days I wasn't tired
And doing that "fun retro look"
I stay awake for days
I stay awake for days
But I'd sit awake in daze anyway
I'm a maze of chains
Hey don't use the term accommodation
I won't be there for that and that will never be there for me
And I need to get some sleep slash resolution
About the days I wasn't tired
And doing that "fun retro thing"
I stay awake for days
I stay awake for days
But I'd sit awake in daze anyway
I'm a maze of chains
Over in the corner of a circle
I sleep behind this bedroom
I see "fun retro look"
Dine behind a suitcase in an empty room
It's time to leave millions behind
Hey that's what I took from retro look
I stay awake for days
I stay awake for days
But I'd sit awake in daze anyway
I'm a maze of chains
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can?t destroy what isn?t there
Deliver me into my fate
If I?m alone I cannot hate
I don?t deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn?t face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn?t hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren?t my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won?t listen to your shame
You ran away, you?re all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don?t ever let me know
If you still care don?t ever let me know
Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan I Love And Miss You
</3
Paul Gray You're Missed So Much </3
Jaefeus Harvey Sweet dreams You Are Sorely Missed </ 3
Abbie Love- Ill always love you , rest well Beautiful, not a day will go by where i won't think of you </3
Liam Patrick O'Connell- I'm Sorry, I Love You, I Miss You </3
Louise O'Connell- Love You Mummy Lou, Sleep Well </3
There's nowhere to run,
No place you can go,
Nowhere you can hide,
Where you won't be found,
There's no place on earth,
Where you could lay low, Wherever you are,
I will track you down
