It's all about esteem
It's all about dreams
It's all about making the best of everything
You'll know when you're fine
'Cause you'll talk like a mime
You fall on your face, you get back up and you're doing fine "A considerate clown
a preachy preaching machine"
Is one of the sweetest things you would say about me
But I don't have the time
For your distorted esteem
Why are you toying with my mind?
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say it
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it Now you're ****ing with my mind
You think you're smarter than me
Well everyone knows you'll never be smarter than me
Thats how it goes
I gained 40 pounds because of you
Is there a S on my chest?
I confess you were too much stress
I'll have a heart attack at best
So now i breathe it out
I breathe it out
And then spit it on the crowd You lift me up
You lift me up
You lift me up when im feeling down
But if im spitting out Spitting out
Something we dont talk about
My ****ing mind
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say say say say it
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say it
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it Now you're ****ing with my mind
I'm sick of standing in your line
So now you're off to take it
take this to heart,
I will never let you **** me over
Stop talking down to me
The war is on, your game is over
So here's my coldest shoulder
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say say say say it
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say it
I dont wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
Now you're ****ing with my mind
I dont wanna hear you,
I dont wanna hear you,
Dont wanna hear you,
Dont wanna hear you.
She feels lost in her own life. Treading water just to keep from slipping under.
And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be.
Tired of trying to do it right.
Her dreams are just too far away to see how steps she's making,
Might be taking her to who she'll be.
And suddenly, it isn't what it used to be.
And after all this time, it worked out just fine.
And suddenly, I am where I'm supposed to be.
And after all the tears, I was supposed to be here.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
Deliver me into my Fate -
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago,
If I can change I hope I never know.
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
Faith you're driving me away
you do it everyday
you don't mean it but it hurts like hell
my brain says I'm receiving pain
a lack of oxygen from my life support
my iron lung
We're too young to fall asleep
too cynical to speak
we are losing it can't you tell?
It just now hit me - this is more than just a set back.
And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn't get that.
And every trace of momentum is gone,
And this isn't turning out the way I want.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Leave me dreaming on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow for the next round
Keep this scene inside your head
As the bruises turn to yellow
The swelling goes down
And if you're ever around
In the city or the suburbs of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the Clown
Saw you crashing round the bay
Never seen you act so shallow
Or look so brown
Remember all the things you'd say
How your promises rang hollow
As you threw me to the ground
And if you're ever around
In the backstreets or the alleys of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in pity
And wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the Clown
When I dream I dream of your lips
When I dream I dream of your kiss
When I dream I dream of your fists
Your fists... Your fists
Leave me bleeding on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow for the next round
Keep this scene inside your head
As the bruises turn to yellow
The swelling goes down
And if you're ever around
In the city or the suburbs of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in sorrow
And wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the Clown
Like Pierrot the Clown
Like Pierrot the Clown
Like Pierrot the Clown
Like Pierrot the Clown
Well I wish there was someone
Well I wish there was someone to love me
When I used to be someone
and I knew there was someone that loved me
as I sit here frozen alone
even ghosts get tired and go home
as they crawl back under the stones
And I wish there was something
please tell me there's something better
and I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness.
Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down
I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, again
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry
Nicola x x x
Happiness is like a Butterfly: The more you pursue it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder...
"The best thing to hold onto in life is each other."
I'm doing this for you
Because it's easier to lose
And it's hard to face the truth
When you think you're dying
It's part not giving in
Part trusting your friends
You do it all again but you don't stop trying
So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate -
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago,
If I can change I hope I never know.
