a little something just to take off the edge, a little more and ill fall off the planet entirely
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you can just stop talking, i get it!
So if you wanna burn yourself remember that I love you
And if you wanna cut yourself remember that I love you
And if you wanna kill yourself remember that I love you
Call me up before you're dead
We can make some plans instead
Send me an IM, I'll be your friend Kimya Dawson - Loose Lips - Juno Soundtrack
That girl is giving you the eye, and I and I and I
Don't like it how she makes you laugh so much
How when you're talking, that you touch
She's instantly more pretty and more interesting than me
She is thinking before she speaks
She is not all red and angry
I bet she doesn't like to eat
I bet her feet don't even stink!
I know your eyes are just for me, but...
Kiss that girl and I will shrink up
And I will die, and I will think up
A thousand ways that I can hurt you
And you will never touch my hand
Tonight we have not got on well
I know I have given you hell
I wish, we should have stayed at home
'Cause now I'm standing on my own
And you are having a nice time
With a girl I really don't like
I know your eyes are just for mine, but...
Kiss that girl and I will shrink up
And I will die, and I will think up
A thousand ways that I can hurt you
And you will never touch my hand
And Baby please don't break my heart
Because you are the only one I love
I'll be by your side till the very end
'Cause you're my only friend
Kiss that girl and I will shrink up
And I will die, and I will think up
A thousand ways that I can hurt you
And you will never touch my hand...
What if we were young again
And all of this was just pretending?
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Nauseous, preparing for the worst
Cautious, repairing open wounds
Yet somehow believing in a chance
It'll turn out to be another test
and you'll comeback again
am seeing tunnel vision
in a world that's dark and cold
i can't believe how much i've changed
since the days of old
i know it's temporary
but i need to focus straight
i can't believe i's lost control of my fate
i need forgiveness
from the people i truly care about
i need support behind my back
to help me spit it out i am gonna win
i can't afford to blow this one
i hate myself sometimes
i love myself
i need this way of life
because it holds me
I hate myself sometimes I love myself
contradictions the way of life
See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes.
There is no place I can go there is no way i can hide
It feels like it keeps coming from the inside
There is a hate that burns within
The most desperate place I have ever been
Try to get back to where I'm from
The closer I get the worse it becomes
The closer I get the worse it becomes
Never argue with an idiot, they drag you down to their level & beat you with experience
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sun on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft stars that shine at night
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there; I did not die
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me...
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down Bury me, bury me
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter