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Old 05-04-2010, 12:31 AM   #5161
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Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead
you'll realize what you did to me.


You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again
My God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll **** you up

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Old 05-04-2010, 01:30 AM   #5162
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Sophie cannot finish her dinner
Says she’s eatin’ enough
Sophie’s tryin’ to make herself thinner
Says she’s eatin’ too much
And her brother says, you’re joking,
And her mother’s heart is broken
Sophie has a hard time copin’
And, besides, sophie’s hopin’

She can be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Livin’ in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, in the ordinary world
Just to fit in like an ordinary girl.



"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in the world, that word is Love"
"Courage doesn't always roar; Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow.""


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Old 05-04-2010, 02:00 PM   #5163
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When autumn comes, it doesnt ask.
It just walks in, where it left you last.
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart:

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness.
For loneliness like this.

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Old 05-04-2010, 10:25 PM   #5164
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Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the **** I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I'm ready, heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

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Old 05-04-2010, 10:46 PM   #5165
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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
I hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch

I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

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Old 05-04-2010, 11:35 PM   #5166
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Well she won't leave this night alone
Yeah she won't sleep at all
And all the sorrow that she takes out on herself
It comes around and leaves her bleeding on the floor

And she knows
Yeah she knows that there's a lot of ugly things about this world

These street lights
They shine bright
As they illuminate the darkness of the pavement
They shine
As we try to write in on her arms
The love she longs to taste
And we'll find that inside
That she's a broken heart that anyone could save

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright

Feeling worthless, self-destruction
Try to take control of this
Find a purpose, reconstruction
Write it somewhere it will stick

And the stars are hiding now
But there's something out there still
And she knows
Yeah she knows that there's an awful lot of beauty in this world.



If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.

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Old 06-04-2010, 02:15 AM   #5167
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and even though nobody's looking - she's falling apart

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Old 06-04-2010, 04:08 AM   #5168
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It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face



"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in the world, that word is Love"
"Courage doesn't always roar; Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow.""


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Old 06-04-2010, 04:56 AM   #5169
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This wasn't how it's supposed to be
(In loving memory)
And now I'm torn in misery
(In loving memory)
I won't forget you, please don't leave
(In loving memory)

This wasn't how it's supposed to be..

It won't go away...
It won't go away...
It won't go away...


Could I be anything that you want me to be?
If so is it meant to be seen?



If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.

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Old 06-04-2010, 04:59 AM   #5170
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She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't



"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in the world, that word is Love"
"Courage doesn't always roar; Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow.""


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Old 06-04-2010, 02:18 PM   #5171
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Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above


They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me


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Hold My Hand, I'll Look After You Always


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Old 06-04-2010, 02:29 PM   #5172
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And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart



"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in the world, that word is Love"
"Courage doesn't always roar; Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow.""


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Old 06-04-2010, 03:24 PM   #5173
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Slipknot- Vermilion pt 2
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.

I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.

Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.


A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.

I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4

She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.

bold is what i'm feeling but decided to post the whole song lyrics because they are so beautiful

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Old 06-04-2010, 07:14 PM   #5174
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I guess we always thought that we were building ourselves up
With the sticks and stones we threw
to break her down
In all the years we thought it didn't matter
'Cuz we never saw her cry
And Wanda never asked us

Why do you hurt me?
And treat me like you do?
What have I ever done to deserve this from you?
Would you do the things you do...
If you were me and I were you?



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Old 06-04-2010, 11:35 PM   #5175
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Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Oh Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like a one half could
It's wanting more
That's gonna send me to my knees

Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
And gravity has taken better men than me (now how can that be?)

Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
C'mon keep me where the light is
C'mon keep me where the light is
Oh... where the light is!

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Old 07-04-2010, 12:21 AM   #5176
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Fake Tales of San Francisco
Echo through the room
More point to a wedding disco
Without a bride or groom
There's a super cool band yeah
With their trilbys and their glasses of white wine
And all the weekend rockstars are in the toilets
Practicing their lines


I don't want to hear you
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear, you know
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear you
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear you
I don't want to hear your...


Fake Tales of San Francisco
Echo through the air
And there's a few bored faces in the back
All wishing they weren't there


And as the microphone squeaks
A young girl's telephone beeps
Yeah she's dashing for the exit
And she's running to the streets outside
"Oh you've saved me," she screams down the line
"The band were ****ing wank"
And I'm not having a nice time."

I don't want to hear you
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear, you know
(Kick me out, kick me out)

Yeah but his bird thinks it's amazing, though
So all that's left
Is the proof that love's not only blind but deaf

He talks of San Francisco, he's from Hunter's Bar
I don't quite know the distance
But I'm sure thats far
Yeah I'm sure thats pretty far

And yeah, I'd love to tell you all of my problem
You're not from New York City, you're from Rotherham
So get off the bandwagon, and put down the handbook

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook
Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook
Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook
Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook

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Old 07-04-2010, 02:01 AM   #5177
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and her friends don't understand her, she's a question without answers, who feels
like falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless, but she needs to find her
purpose, she wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.



"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in the world, that word is Love"
"Courage doesn't always roar; Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow.""


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Old 07-04-2010, 04:14 AM   #5178
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Twilight fades
Through blistered avalon
The sky's cruel torch
On aching autobahn
Into the uncertain divine
We scream into the last divide

You make me real
You make me real
Strong as i feel
You make me real

Sheila rides on crashing nightingale
Intake eyes leave passing vapor trails
With blushing brilliance alive
Because it's time to arrive

You make me real
You make me real
Strong as i feel
You make me real


Lately I just can't seem to believe
Discard my friends to change the scenery
It meant the world to hold a bruising faith
But now it's just a matter of grace


A summer storm graces all of me
Highway warm sing silent poetry
I could bring you the light
And take you home into the night


You make me real
Lately I just can't seem to believe
You make me real
Discard my friends to change the scenery
Strong as i feel
It meant the world to hold a bruising faith
You make me real
But now it's just a matter of grace



The Trick Is To Keep Breathing



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Old 07-04-2010, 04:35 AM   #5179
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Give me skies of black and blue, the way you make me feel
Give me skies of green and red, cold winds that make it real
Storms are brewing deep within of hurt and loss and pride
It's good to see the world in pain when I take a walk outside


When it rains, I don't mind being lonely, I cry right along with the sky
When it rains, I don't pretend to be happy, I don't even have to try
When it rains, Some people get down, They're sporting a frown, so I fit right in
Yeah, the sun may brighten your day but if I had my way, I'd take the rain



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"Courage doesn't always roar; Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow.""


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Old 07-04-2010, 03:31 PM   #5180
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That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now..

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