today was better i think.. lol wasnt struggling so much witrh depression and anxiety but felt really dissociated and " zombied out" (as one of us likes to call it) i was really confused with dates and times today.. like at work i went out on cig break came back looked at the clock and was like "oh i was only gone 5 minutes?"
it seemed longer.. much longer.. alsmost like skipping between different dreams// does that make semse? lol
anthow its 5 am (fri mornig now) amd i have not neem to sleep yet so i better do that i guess haha
*hugs Mark* I'm not feeling stable lately.
*hugs Lindsay* a year and 4 months is great. Slipping after a long time like that must feel bad, please don't think about it as a relapse.
*hugs Hiding* I get the thing with the dates sometimes too. Sometimes I'm so sure that it is wednesday, but when I read the newspaper I realize that it is already thursday or friday.
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
yeah its really odd. L ( the teal typing) has been having anxiety alot lately over the past few times weve fallen asleep at night becuse usually we feel sleepy first and sorta remember going to sleep.. but the last few times we've slept its been like wwe are awake watching tv and then boom.. were asleep.. she thinks it is like we pass out or something and ittrips her out.. anxiety affects us all but with L it is just more irrational and out in left feild.. lol she needs to just chill and go with it.. but she says she cant stop it..*shrug*
we are glad the confusion is less now.. it bothered us alot..
love!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] nope we dont mind. [fb me if you want hmm? <3]
*sleeps*
coursework is stoopid.
not being able to focus is stoopider :(
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been around in a while. I feel drained today, because I'm part of an LGBT domestic abuse information project and we've been writing filming material today. It'd be nice to be reminded that there's plenty good in the world.
Positive news to report though- I got a place on a German course at college, and I start in less than a fortnight!
i'd only come here seeking peace i'd only come here seeking me it seems i came to leave
*hugs Pretty.Reckless* how are you?
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Feli* if you ever need anyone to proof read something for your course feel free to pm me... I'm a native speaker.
*hugs Mark*
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
