I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself
I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as ****ed as you
I am just as ****ed as you
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone
I think I'd rather be alone
You can not save me
You can't even save yourself
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
Save yourself
So just save yourself
I love you but I don't like you right now
Was all she had to say
Hello deceptacon
I will not be going away
From all of us here
To all over there
We wish you all of the best
All of the year, she said
Only you can make it right
But I've stopped
Stepping on eggshells tonight
And all over Britain
We wait for permission
To form another queue
We stand in position Though somebody's missing
And that somebody's you
But what can I do?
Send my best to all concerned I know I've been a gracious host Goodbye deceptacon
Who are you?
Who are you?
Who are you?
What are you, to me?
What can I do for you? What can you do for me?
Who are you?
What are you, to me?
The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key I keep it caged butI can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razorsharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
Embrace those who love you
And whom you love
And rid yourself of those who will only bring you down.
Those are all very beautiful words But actions speak louder
In case you haven't heard, I'm all alone While you're out on the town drinkin' with your friends
You can say all these beautiful things
But they don't mean nothing
No, they don't mean a thing
Gotta back it up
But you keep backing down
Tell me how this ends
If you think it's possible then anything is possible
But I think you're impossible I hope you prove me wrong
You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
Same old thing happens every night
You get me going, and then you say goodbye
I'm heated up And you just leave me there to take care of myself
Don't get mad, don't get all wound up
Just get your act together, or baby give it up
Just let me know if I should hit the road or if you want my help
If you think it's possible then anything is possible
But I think you're impossible
I hope you prove me wrong
You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You only call me when there's no one around
You only wanna come up when you know I'm going down
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You gotta show me you mean it, if you really mean it
You're talking to me like you mean it, and I don't believe it
You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You only call me when there's no one around
You only wanna come up when you know I'm going down
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
Now I am not alright not well & I can not yet tell you if I'll survive.
Inspite of all the hurt last time, I'm a million miles away inside & I can't breathe.
You left, you said you were never very much in love with me & I am not enough of everything you think you need.
I hoped, I prayed, that you could some how find a way to stay for one more day..
For me, for all that we could be.
Now I'm alright, I still get by.
Comes as no suprise, living without you, I am still breathing and alive.
...
I know it's time I live my life without you
But even though I should let go and try.. I wonder where you are, wonder what you need, wonder why you mean so much to me.
And after all this time, I still can't understand why they say you're never coming back for me.
Last edited by Tears and Rain : 09-01-2010 at 01:41 AM.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
It's okay, I'll find a way.
They ain't gonna take me down, no way.
Don't judge a thing 'til you know what's inside it.
Don't push me, I'll fight it.
Never gonna give in, never gonna give it up. No.
If you can't catch a wave,
then you're never gonna ride it.
You can't come uninvited.
never gonna five in, never gonna give it up. No.
You can't take me,
I'm free.
Baby, you're all that I want,
when I'm lying there in your arms.
Without a light I fear that I will stumble in the dark,
lay right down,
decide not to go on.
Plumeria Sister
Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There's so much here that I don't understand
Your face say these promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
Because I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable
Well content loves the silence
It thrives in the dark
With fine winding tendrils
That strangle the heart
They say that promises sweeten the blow
But I don't need them, no
I don't need them
I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable
I'm the slow dying flower
In the frost killing hour
Sweet turning sour and untouchable
Oh, I need the darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
Oh, I need this
I need a lullaby
A kiss good night
Angel sweet love of my life
Oh, I need this
I'm the slow dying flower
In the frost killing hour
Sweet turning sour and untouchable
Do you remember the way that you touched me before
All the trembling sweetness I loved and adored
Your face saying promised whispered like prayers
I don't need them
Oh, I need the darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
Oh, I need this
I need a lullaby
A kiss good night
Angel sweet love of my life
Oh, I need this
Well is it dark enough
Can you see me
Do you want me
Can you reach me
Oh, I'm leaving
You better shut your mouth
And hold your breath
And kiss me now
And catch your death
Oh, I mean this
Oh, I mean this
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Reason: changed to center.
If Tears Could Build A Stairway
I Would Walk Right Up To Heaven
&; Bring You Home x
February 16th 2012.
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow!
Join Date: Sep 2007
I am currently:
I talk to god as much
As I talk to satan
'Cause I wanna hear both sides
Does that make me cynical, There are no miracles and
This is no miraculous life I savour hate as much as I crave love Because I'm just a twisted guy Is this the pinnacle, Is this the pinnacle
The pinnacle of being alive?
Now I see the light
Well I look up to god
But I see trouble
'Cause this ain't a miracle I just want to take my chance
To live through a miracle
I know for certain that someone
Is watching but is it from up or down? I make you miserable you stick with me
Although you know I'm gonna
Ruin your life
We walk into the tide
Well I look up to god
But I see trouble
'Cause this ain't a miracle
I just want to take my chance
To live through a miracle
When the see-saw snaps and splinters your hand
Don't come crying to me
I'll only see your good side
And believe it's a miracle, a miracle
I slap the water and watch the fish dance
To the ripples of us
We're just dull blue duds Blinking eyes encased in rust This ain't a miracle
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
"I didn't have the heart to tell you
It's really bad It's really bad this time"
"Don't let me fall I'll break, what a mess I'd make.
Pathetic pieces on your floor, will cut your feet forever more.
You're porcelain, such fragile skin,
Just let me hold you. I'll be gentle. I won't drop you.
This time I'll be careful.
Forget for just one second that this is not alright. Let's drink to feeling nothing, at least just for tonight."
I will get there. Someday
When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
I gave everything to you.
And you betrayed me. Just like everyone else.
I'm done.
Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb... in Bloom
Down in a hole and I don't know
if I can be saved
I sing my heart out decorated
like a grave
You don't understand who they
thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
who won't let himself be
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied
Down in a hole and they've put all
The stones in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied
Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I'd like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied
This one's of you taking your pill
Sometimes forget and that's okay I guess
This one's of me at my sisters wedding day
All the spaces
They all were wasted
You're barely breathing I know
What if it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change but it hurts the same
This one's of me throwing up for you
And I'm paler still, but that's the way you wanted it
This one's of you
Certain of cancer
In all the spaces
They all were wasted on feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
What now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurst the same
A fever broke somewhere behind July
And remember how I weighed 135
and we collide...
All the spaces It all got wasted on feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurst the same
This one's of me losing my weight
I'm feeling afraid
You can buy me with a coffee,I'm so cheap. Got bitten fingernails&a head full of past;Got a broken heart&your name on my cast.
&&I wanted her to tell me that she will never wake me.
