Major Depression | Asperger's Syndrome | Anxiety NOS | Hints of OCD
Close your eyes. Don't you cry. Love's around you. In time, you'll fly. Don't you worry about the dark. I will light up the night with the love in my heart. I will burn like the sun that will keep you safe and warm. Like the smell of a rose on a summer's day, I will be there to take all your fears away. With the touch of my hand, I will turn your life to GOLD!
"I want you forever, forever and always.
Through the good, and the bad, and the ugly.
We'll grow old together. Forever and always."
"They talk about the kids their gonna have, and the good life.
The house on the hillside, where they would stay.
Stay there forever, forever and always.
Through the good, and the bad, and the ugly."
We'll grow old together, but always remember,
Whether rich or for poor or for better.
We'll still love each other.
Forever and always."
"I want you forever, forever and always.
Through the good, and the bad, and the ugly.
We'll grow old together, but always remember,
Whether happy or sad or whatever.
We still love each other, forever and always."
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
Them things called graze boxes bits of food that cost loads ? Apple a grape and three pieces of ryvita £25 . If you have ever bought one dont ever speak to me ok.
Major Depression | Asperger's Syndrome | Anxiety NOS | Hints of OCD
Close your eyes. Don't you cry. Love's around you. In time, you'll fly. Don't you worry about the dark. I will light up the night with the love in my heart. I will burn like the sun that will keep you safe and warm. Like the smell of a rose on a summer's day, I will be there to take all your fears away. With the touch of my hand, I will turn your life to GOLD!
I have flat feet
I can't always pee
I am diagnosed with dyspraxia and tourettes
I had bpd like tendencies for the past ten years
I switch between hating and loving someone on a daily basis for no apparent reason
i drink on average 10+ cups of tea a day
i can go through periods of when I am resticting and binging
I can go through an entire galaxy bar one day and the next be counting calories and scared if i go over by one
I have been close to be sectioned
my sleep generally varies from one day to the next one minute i would be sleeping 12+ hours and the next it 3 hours.
I cant eat pasta and rice
i change my email address regularly as i can't seem to stick with the same one
I have a very long term memory
I used to regularly take a lot of caffeine pills to give me that buzz, plus energy drinks and cups of coffee.
I can't stop texting my ex and close friend g
i get bored easily
I come over to my parents as healthy, well energetic yet as soon as they go upstairs to bed my mood drops and i feel shitty again
my parents are not aware of absolutely everything I have done.
Last edited by what_the? : 25-09-2013 at 05:50 PM.
Reason: Removed number of calories and ODs.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
I need you so much right now. I want you here cuddling me and telling me that everything will be ok. Your kind words this week have meant so much to me, to realise that you care about me as much as I care about you. I love you.
I think the meds are working. I want to stop taking them because they are dulling the awesome feeling. I'll keep taking them for now. But yeah. HTT said they wouldn't want me to stabilise and then have to change. I thought this was really short term. Only started cos I didn't want to go into hospital. Shhh brain! Maybe this will help you be more proactive am productive. Two p words lol. Bristol with K on Monday, Oxford or I.o.W with TF on Tuesday. May have to see Psych in morning though. Will wait and see. Fun times! Trolololol
I drink something 10 cups of tea a day yet I still pee thimbles
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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