Look at my eyes, you were the first to see me cry.
Look at my hands, you know that I used to lift them high.
Look at my feet, be the first to see me fall, the first to see me fall.
Look at my knees, as I get down on the floor.
Look at me bleed, now that my dignity is gone.
Look at my back, you are the first to see me fall, the first to see me fall.
Am I really what you idolize?
Do you want to see me, be me, and find the man behind the lies?
Do you really want to look inside,
do you want to know what's on the other side.
Hold my hand, you are the first to see me broke.
Hear my breath, feels like I'm about to choke.
Feel my fear, be the first to see me fall, the first to see me fall.
Am I really what you idolize?
Do you want to see me, be me, and find the man behind the lies?
Do you really want to look inside,
do you want to know what's on the other side.
I've been running for a place to hide,
I've been feeding on too much pride.
Now I'm stuck here, on the other side.
I'm still running from a lost illusion, I've been jumping to the wrong conclusion.
I've been running from myself.
Do you want to see me, be me and find the man behind the lies.
Am I really what you idolize?
Do you want to see me, be me and find the man behind the lies?
Do you really want to look inside,
do you want to know what's on the other side.
People will forget what you said
People will forget what you did
But people will never forget how you made them feel
"how i wish everything was simpe
how i wish everything didn't end in lies
how i wish i could just keep turning back time
how i wish i could be more like me
when i didn't have to worry about my self
how i wish i could just keep turning back time."
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
He stood in the doorway
Holdin' his head half-past low
You could still feel the perfume
Hangin' at the end of the hall
She tried to fight it
She kept on denyin' it
Knowing that he'd lose without her
But the fussin', the fightin'
The boozin', the cryin'
Left her more empty than hopes
I'd rather love you than leave you, my darlin'
But lovin's just not what we do
So, as hard as a habit and as cold as my heart
I'm breakin' this forever for now
It only took two days
'Til Johnny got locked up in jail
The other guy didn't die
But he won't be walkin' for awhile
But the phone kept on ringin'
But she wouldn't let him
Get the best of her
'Cause there's no more playin' momma
Enough with the drama
Little boy, stand on your own
I'd rather love you than leave you, my darlin'
But lovin's just not what we do
So, as hard as a habit, as cold as my heart
I'm breakin' this forever for now
--
So you're the fire and I'm the water
I am the balance and you are the color
I won't forget you when we're not together
This is the ending, here's my surrender
--
What do I think you've done?
You know it's even worse than what's in my head.
You don't believe me when I tell you:
I don't want to be a fraud and pretend that everything's fine
I won't be here when you get home
I'm not gonna sit here and die
I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine.
You read me like a book
you know I'm running out of legs to stand on.
I won't believe you when you tell me:
These old habits die so hard,
there's no intervention in sight.
There's no point in calling you,
We're just gonna stand here and fight.
I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.
So maybe one day the pain will go away
and I will see your face,
I won't even care.
I'm changing all the locks 'cause I can't change you.
--
I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
but I'm tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it's not gonna change
You ask for my heart
you know that I'm down
but not the way you lie to me,
you tear it all apart and beg for me to stay
I've sailed off to sea,
I'm not coming back
I fear who I am becoming,
I feel that I am losing the struggle within.
I can no longer restrain it,
My strength it is fading,
I have to give in.
Long ago it came to me
And ever since that day,
Infected with its rage
But it ends today.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just ****ed away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So when I feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gunna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground.....
I feel so free at last tonight
I start to see a future bright
I dare to dream, I catch my breath
Reborn, I'm ready for what's next
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
don't know who I'm kidding Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
the price that I would pay
Save your happiness for tomorrow
And today we'll drown in your tears
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me
Into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just cant help but to wonder -
Which of us do you love?
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
My black deliah by hollywood undead [The Server aka Endless Summer 2:] I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no **** that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!
[Chorus - Tha Producer aka Da Seducer:]
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
[J-Dog aka The Flat Iron Chef:]
I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I ****ed you.
The future that we both drew, and all the **** we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just ****ed up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
[Chorus]
[Bridge - Tha Producer and Shady]
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
[Chorus]
your tears dont fall they crash around me- bullet for my valentine.
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person staring back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Dont wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Soon enough it comes
And settles in its place
Its shadow in my face
Puts pressure in my day
This life, well, it's slipping
Right through my hands
These days turned out
Nothing like I had planned
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Happy holidays, sad sick savior
The leaving lover that I still favor
I won't take your medicine, I don't need a remedy
To be everything I'm supposed to be
I don't want nobody else
I can do it by myself.
