Ashlee, I know you have said that you find it difficult to spell. But could you please spell check before you post, it is actually quite difficult to read what you are saying.
She wants your friend to keep an eye on you? How old is your friend?
shes the same age as me, we are usially together in and out of school, shes in the majority of my lesson, i can talk to her about anything and she wont tell anyone
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashlee, I know you have said that you find it difficult to spell. But could you please spell check before you post, it is actually quite difficult to read what you are saying.
i dont think the internet has spell check or does it
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
shes the same age as me, we are usially together in and out of school, shes in the majority of my lesson, i can talk to her about anything and she wont tell anyone
A child looking after a child doesn't sound good to me, to be quite honest, that's actually worrying.
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i dont think the internet has spell check or does it
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I'm glad you can talk to your friend about anything and that you trust her.
Like Mike said, it's a bit worrying though that your doc suggested that your friend should look after you. She can't really put measures in place to protect you if needs be and it's not fair on the both of you if a child is expected to look after another child.
Well done for going to the doctor - that is a really big step and it means you have spoken to an adult about what is going on. Are there any other adults you can talk to who you trust?
They can support you in between going back to the GP as well.
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
Well done for going to the doctor - that is a really big step and it means you have spoken to an adult about what is going on. Are there any other adults you can talk to who you trust?
They can support you in between going back to the GP as well.
no, abserluitly not, the other adults are teachers who will call my dad
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I'm glad to hear that you have been to the doctors , that's a really major step and I'm proud of you! It must have been quite anxiety-provoking but hopefully this will be the first step to recovery.
Have you got an appointment for after your exams are done, or do you need to re-book it? Please do make sure that you go back and get a referral for CAMHS / therapy after your exams are done, there's no point leaving all your hard work here! You deserve help :)
Next time you go I think it would be a good idea to let them know about your issues telling your Dad. They might be able to advise you what to do and give you the courage to tell him. Why is it that you're so against him knowing if I may ask? You don't have to explain if you're uncomfortable with it.
Do stay safe, and if you feel in dangr don't be afraid to book an appointment sooner
- Holly
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I'm glad to hear that you have been to the doctors , that's a really major step and I'm proud of you! It must have been quite anxiety-provoking but hopefully this will be the first step to recovery.
Have you got an appointment for after your exams are done, or do you need to re-book it? Please do make sure that you go back and get a referral for CAMHS / therapy after your exams are done, there's no point leaving all your hard work here! You deserve help :)
Next time you go I think it would be a good idea to let them know about your issues telling your Dad. They might be able to advise you what to do and give you the courage to tell him. Why is it that you're so against him knowing if I may ask? You don't have to explain if you're uncomfortable with it.
Do stay safe, and if you feel in dangr don't be afraid to book an appointment sooner
- Holly
I have to make another appointment and I will.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Someone's gone and told Sean that I'm seeing a therapist about him, he knew I was going to the doctors but I think he was worried that they might pick him up for something , I dunnno. I told him that he didn't even get mentioned and I told him that they asked me weather I stoped self harming, then he asked me if I have stoped and I said yess then he said good, lets keep it that way.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Hahaha I'm drunk, my head feels funny, chloe had to help me home cos I couldnt remember
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
In your state Ashlee I really don't think getting drunk is going to help you...
You're 15, in the midst of your exams, have problems letting go of a boy and some possible mental health issues to boot. How and where did you even get enough alcohol to get drunk? Haven't your parents said anything about it??
In your state Ashlee I really don't think getting drunk is going to help you...
You're 15, in the midst of your exams, have problems letting go of a boy and some possible mental health issues to boot. How and where did you even get enough alcohol to get drunk? Haven't your parents said anything about it??
My dad bort it for me, and I took it to the fair with me yesterday then drunk it then went on a big spinny thing. Chloe kept telling me to shut up
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
