She knows she fucking gets me and you let her...
Im scared to lose you im scared to let you go... I miss you and you dont even realise!
Why do you do this to me? why do you let her get to me... leave my mates to pick up the pieces of your shit! Your shit affects me just as bad as it does you. then you question why you dont see how it upsets me or why i get angry with your mates... i cant let you see how upset or mad i get coz i need to be strong for you!
I miss you, I dream of you, I want you here, to hold in my arms, to tell me that everything's going to be ok.. Why did that illness have to take you away?
I wish I'd been there, at least to say goodbye,
At least to wipe away the tears you cry,
To see you lots before you died,
They wouldn't let me.. Why?
I miss you, too, although you're still alive and I do see you, I need you here, baby, I need to have you back. I so wanted to ask you today, but I just couldn't because it's not the right time, but it's never the right time for anything is it?! I just want us to be a couple again, in a happy, healthy relationship, and I know that it will happen someday.. But why are they so against it?
Why won't they give me a chance? I feel hated by them, like everything I do is wrong.. I never told you all this because I didn't want to hurt you, but it's time you and they know how I feel.. Because I can't lock it up anymore, it'll just make it worse..
I feel like I'm watching myself around them, everything I say, everything I do, I don't feel comfortable, I feel like I'm being judged all over again and I hate that, all I want to do is to be able to be myself and for people to accept me that way.. Why's it so hard?
I just want you back.. Why did I cry today when we were together? Because I missed you, even though you were there with me, I missed being your girlfriend, now I'm your ex and I hate it. It's the worst thing in the world.. I will make it special, our getting back together, but I need to know when you're ready, I don't want to push you.
I love you
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Allie, I'll never forget you..
Love You Always.
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things which you think you cannot do.
I'm sorry I'm posting about me when you need it more.
I'd love to make a support thread for you but I know you wouldn't talk...
Get on here soon hun, please.
You're my best friend, you mean the world to me.
Sorry for being so damn selfish.
I will not leave alone,
Everything that I own, To make you feel like it's not too late, It's never too late,
Even if I say, It'll be alright, Still I hear you say, You want to end your life, Now and again we try, To just stay alive, Maybe we'll turn it around, 'Cause it's not too late, It's never too late.
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
it will get worse before it gets better, just keep going, for me if not for yourself
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ive forgotten about u now, ive moved on u missed your chance and im not sad i have all i want, and so do u so were both happy
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thank you thank you thank you, u looked passed morse and found the real me, not many people have done that, i said i would help and i did
so i would raise a glass if i had one to the 3 of you, and to many others who have made me wot i am, and thank you most of all u EJ for this chance, there could be something good here, doesnt mean i will stop helping u tho EB keep your chin up for me, ive set u on your way, now keep it going, your gunna be ok
once again i would like to thank all who have helped me get to where i am now, and i plan to make u all proud
But that is life. If nothing else, that's life, you know.
It's real. Sometimes it hurts. To be honest, it's sort of all we have.
Thanks I needed the hug. I just read a really sad story about a girl with cancer and it just brought back my experiences as well as it being really sad generally. I really do hate that thing.
Sometimes the way in life seems cloudy...But remember, after the storm comes clear skies
I love you truly.
