*hugs*^
I want to grow up, I need to, everyone say how they see a "beautiful young woman"
I don't want that
I want to be 5 again
I don't want this. responsability
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I'm scared to see him this weekend cause HE will be tehre
and he wants to "talk" to me
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
No idea how I made it to 2010. I shouldn't be here. I woudln't be if not for them. I don't know if I'm even grateful anymore. I just want this to stop.
See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes.
I'm surprised I'm still alive, I would of thought I'd be dead by now
and for once in my life I'm glad I'm alive and I feel like I need to be here for something....
and I'm not sure what to do with this new optomistic feeling
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I can see my life ending.
I can see it so clearly.
It's a vision of perfection.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I'm to stubborn and afraid to let go if this ED, it's killing me, but it's become me...
I can't separate the thoughts anymore
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I am terrified of gaining weight. My body aches from the gym but each day I just take more pain killers and start working out the minute they kick in. By the time they've worn off the running high has kicked in.
Working out is my cure. It makes me skinnier. Endorphins make me happy. And when I don't feel fat and worthless I don't cut. Now it's become just another of my problems
I'm not so sure I can do this, I don't even know how
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I told her I was going to give her my blades to get rid of
I don't know why I said that, that scares the shit out of me...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
