The trick is to keep breathing
The trick is to keep breathing The trick is to keep breathing The trick is to keep breathing The trick is to keep breathing
The trick is to keep breathing
(The trick is to keep breathing)
i found something crying; it was my soul
i fed it milk so it wouldn't grow old
we crossed the borderline at dawn
and woke up in a field of corn
my father told me i was late
i better start oiling the gate
said that those that rush will fall
but i don't want to wait for waves
i don't want to wait at all
annie, let's not wait
let's cross the river now
we could sit for years
staring at our fears
oh they're such pretty things
they're so cute
but our dreams are all we really need
to grow
i found something dying; it was my light
it had resigned itself to night
so i threw it out a fishing line
and said catch your will and then catch mine
annie, let's not wait
let's cross the river now
we could sit for years
staring at our fears
oh they're such pretty things
they're so cute
but in the end they're just a suit
oh annie let's not wait
time's not on our side
well it never was
you know that deep inside
oh just look at you
with your ruffled hair
oh i love you
and that's all you need to know
I'm losing myself
Trying to compete With everyone else Instead of just being me Don't know where to turn I've been stuck in this routine I need to change my ways Instead of always being weak
I don't wanna be afraid I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La la la la la la la la
The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you your full of life It's amazing what you can hide Just by putting on a smile
I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through
I got to be afraid
I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual way
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me
"You are imperfect and you are wired for struggle, but you are worthy of love and belonging." -Brene Brown
Loneliness be over When will this loneliness be over?
Life will flash before my eyes So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame Why can't we see That when we bleed we bleed the same?
I cannot find,
A way to describe it,
It's there, inside,
All i do i hide,
I wish, that it,
Would just go away,
What would you do,
you do, if you knew?
what would you do?' and... It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared,
And making me feel like i was the only one,
It's nice to know we had it all,
Thanks watching as I fall...'
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
If it's a bad day, you try to suffocate.
Another memory... scarred.
If it's a bad case, then you accelerate,
you're in the getaway... car.
You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh
You don't care about us.
If it's a bad case, you're on the rampage.
Another memory... scarred.
You're at the wrong place, you're on the back page,
you're in the getaway... car.
You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh
You don't care about us.
It's your age, It's my rage.
It's your age, It's my rage.
You're too complicated, we should separate it.
You're just confiscating, you're exasperating.
This degeneration, mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind, save this bleeding heart of mine.
It's a matter of trust.
It's a matter of trust.
It's a matter of trust.
It's a matter of trust.
Because..
You don't care about us...
You don't care about us...
You don't care about us...
You don't care about us.
It's your age, It's my rage.
It's your age, It's my rage.
&&
Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide.
I'll take it by your side.
Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide.
I'll take it by your side.
Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of lies.
I'll take it by your side.
Oversaturation curls the skin and tans the hide.
I'll take it by your side.
I'm unclean, a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen,
I seem to lose the power of speech,
Your slipping slowly from my reach.
You grow me like an evergreen,
You never see the lonely me at all
I...
Take the plan, spin it sideways.
I...
Fall.
Without you, I'm Nothing.
Without you, I'm nothing.
Without you, I'm nothing.
Take the plan, spin it sideways.
Without you, I'm nothing at all.
I lost a piece of me in you;
I think I left it in your arms. I forget the reasons I got scared,
But remember that I cared quite a lot.
You see but lately I've been on my own.
Yeah one, but one by choice. You see, thats a first for me,
There's only me, yeah theres only me,
And now I realize for once,
It's just me.
It's just me.
It's just me, And I'll find a way to make it,
There's no one left to stop me.
Here I go.
Can we take it from the top?
So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong. Don't try to take this from me.
I'm already spent living half my life undone
So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.
I've been talking to my aunts and uncles, mom and dad again.
I've been finding out that I have what this world calls friends. I've tried to push them all away,
They push me back and wanna stay
And that's one good thing I have.
I'm gonna feel a peace in me,
I'm gonna feel at home.
I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone.
I wanna feel a punch inside, my heart beat on the floor.
I don't wanna hurt no more.
Yeah it's just me.
It's just me
And I'll find a way to make it.
There's no one left to stop me.
Here i go, can we take it from the top?
So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong. Don't try to take her from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.
So why so long?
So sad, i wanna be strong.
Don't try to take her from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.
I used to be the one who won before.
I used to smile but don't no more. I'm living just to watch it all go by.
I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth How can you say I go about things the wrong way I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does
I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
There's a club if you'd like to go you
Could meet somebody who really loves you So you go, and you stand on your own and You leave on your own and you go home, And you cry and you want to die.
When you say it's gonna happen "now", When exactly do you mean? see I've already Waited too long and all my hope is gone
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
If we never meet again it would be too soon.
I'm glad I ran from you and now my life's a mess.
And I'll have to admit that I have made a mistake.
And every path that I take has lead me right back to here.
And I never should have left.
I believe in medication and I believe in therapy And I believe in crystal light.
Cause I believe in me, yeah.
It's so uplifting, **** yeah!
I barely have the motivation
They say I suffer from a lack of seratonin synapses
They happen too infrequently for me
To be functioning properly
I took the pills
I took the advice The panic stopped
But still, I'm not right
Racing thoughts and wasted time
It's the same old story-line This is my nursery rhyme
And it goes:
I'm barely off the medication And now the walls are closing in again
I can't breathe and I can't bleed
Will you be my alibi?
Tell them that I truly tried To give in.
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide. Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone.
Dear little girl
So much hurt
For such a young age
Trapped inside
A pretty little lie
Your body’s betrayed
Don’t fix your eyes
A fix you’ll rely on
Fixed her eyes on
A fix she relies upon
Stand unafraid
All the good souls
Stand unafraid
When the light starts to burn
And the pain returns
I just wish that I could heal the hurt you feel tonight
There’s life in your veins
These needles are chains
Don’t you doubt How can you expect to win this war
If you’re too afraid to fight
Like you’re too afraid to fight
Dear little girl
Life with so much pain
Time you can’t replace
Trapped inside
Too afraid to cry
Now hands and bruises cover face
Don’t fix your eyes
A fix you’ll rely on
Fixed her eyes on
Effects
When the light starts to burn
And the pain returns
I just wish that I could heal the hurt you feel tonight
There’s life in your veins
These needles are chains
Don’t you doubt
How can you expect to win this war
If you’re too afraid to fight
Stand unafraid
All the good souls [all the good souls]
Stand unafraid
All of the good souls
Stand unafraid
When the light starts to burn
And the pain returns
I just wish that I could heal the hurt you feel tonight
There’s life in your veins
These needles are chains
Don’t you doubt
How can you expect to win this war
When the light starts to burn
When the pain returns
I just wish that I could heal the hurt you feel tonight
There’s life in your veins
These needles are chains
Don’t you doubt How can you expect to win this war
If you’re too afraid to fight
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Just give me medicine prescribe me anything
Just knock me out and walk me through the door
I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore
Hello what the hell are you doing here
You made a really strange face
This is a really uncomfortable air
I see I'm boring you, maybe I bore myself too
That's why I need help, I'm cleaning blood off dusty shelves
I been cut up in this room so many times it might take days
And those stress cracks in the wood
How nicely they soak up the stains
