Tell Your Secrets! And Be Honest!! - Page 152

gotta-breathe · 29-10-2009, 02:34 AM

*breaks*

DestroyMe · 29-10-2009, 02:45 AM

I want to kill myself..tonight..I want to do it tonight
if not tonight Sunday night..I have it all planned out this time
she won't care
they won't care, they don't really like me anyways, I'm just a cherity case
no one really cares about me
I'm sorry....I lied
I do want to die

StillBroken · 29-10-2009, 04:48 PM

*wraps Sunni into magical safe blankets* Please stay safe hun, PM me if you want *hugs*

I can't see myself having a future

[Awakening] · 29-10-2009, 06:32 PM

I used to crave time alone... Now i cant bear it.

DestroyMe · 29-10-2009, 09:36 PM

she makes me unbeleivibally happy just talking about random crap, and having a fufilling conversation with someone that's not from here
oh..boy..I really hope this doesn't blow up in my face

Scars · 30-10-2009, 04:15 AM

I'm scared that someone will find out how messed up I am, and what I've done to myself....
But part of me wishes that someone would.
I hate knowing that I'm in pain....every word they say is brekaing me and they have no idea. Maybe if they knew how depressed I was, they'd stop.
Or maybe they wouldn't.

borntobleed · 30-10-2009, 05:45 PM

i fantasize about killing myself and hoping she will find me with a note next to me saying i have done this for you. you were my hero, i was never a hero but dont think i didnt care

Freya · 30-10-2009, 08:28 PM

i wish EVERYTHING was different

Lynsey · 30-10-2009, 08:33 PM

I dream of being in an accident so that id be seriously hurt or die, that way it'd be a way out of the current situation, and no one would think im a failure.

Schleier von Dunst · 30-10-2009, 08:39 PM

I still haven't got over the way you hurt me two years ago. I dream of it and have flashbacks every day... you ruined my life and I hate you for it.

dying_to_be_perfect · 30-10-2009, 09:47 PM

i want you to love me like i love you and not just use me when uve got nothing better to do or when you have a problem.....

or maybe i just want the strength to say fuck you, i dont need you and i deserve better than the way you use me!!

dying_to_be_perfect · 30-10-2009, 09:58 PM

i want to forget you because all you do is cause me pain!

Gone. · 31-10-2009, 12:38 AM

I just want somebody out there to know that I really want to be looked after. For all my pretences, I don't want to stand alone and I really wish that it wasn't only myself I could trust. I am not strong and I cannot take this, but I know I have to. I just wish somebody would show me that they care.

Pnuemonia[Blue] · 31-10-2009, 09:11 AM

I'll take the meds
I'll talk in counselling
I'll draw until sketches come out my ears
I'll discuss in the group and with Anne
I'll comply
Because I have something good in my life to work towards now

BlameTheNargles · 31-10-2009, 07:45 PM

I work so hard to never tell any lies, yet every day when someone asks me how I'm doing I am forced to lie for their sake.

Mademoiselle Lola. · 31-10-2009, 07:48 PM

I want.need.love alcohol.

DestroyMe · 31-10-2009, 09:06 PM

she makes me wanna shoot her in the face sometimes
now is one of those times
ugh...

Strawberry.Bananas · 31-10-2009, 10:23 PM

i'm planning to od next week when i convince the crisis team to give me my months meds...

-Shae-Lynn* · 01-11-2009, 05:00 AM

It is taking everything I have to not go to far right now.
It's taking so much, that soon it will break me.
When that happens, It'll be too late.

lozza · 01-11-2009, 11:57 AM

you think you can trick me... try and win against me at my own game... I'm sorry but I saw the marks... I know what your trying to do...

I AM smarter than you think!!!