Thank you so much for everything. I love you.
I'm sorry I was going to hurt you.
I'm not ungrateful. I can't help it.
I'm an awful person.
I try to smile. :(
Please let me go. Please?
~Beauty without intellence, is a materpiece painted on a napkin.~
I Love you so fucking much & I miss you more than words can explain.
You are the only reason I am still here.
I think about you every miniute of every hour of every day.
Everytime I'm not with you I'm longing for the moment when I'll be back in your arms where i belong because when I'm with you, nothing else matters.
I know I shut you out sometimes but it's only because i don't want to hurt you.
You are my world.
Without you I'm nothing.
Everytime you leave a part of me goes missing and i feel so incomplete.
I couldn't stand to loose you.
Even the thought of it breaks my heart.
I need you here right now, i've needed you all day to be honest but i hate to admit that.
You are my Everything! I Love You!
So Kill me with the love you never gave...
Scarlet tissues and empty pill packs,
she lay there motionless, theres no going back.....
Do you expect me to get over you just by waiting it out? Is that it? You think that the further you distance yourself from me, the better things are? No. No, don't do this. Please? I'm begging you...
You guys are making my life hell. At least other people have copped onto what your like and nobody likes ye anymore. You deserve it for what youve done. I hate you so much.
- im suprised your bragging about it when you know how upset i am
: i deleted it actually
- cant delete the real thing though can you?
: not and i dont want to
- bye.
When are you going to grow up? You're my mother for chrissake. It's a tattoo. I haven't killed anyone, not even bloody broke the law. Deal with it. I'm not feeling guilty about this.
I think it was really thoughtless not to show up today. You could have at least called or send a message. It's not like you at all. I texted you earlier today. I'm probably overreacting again, but could you please call and let me know you're okay? I'm starting to get worried.
______, I know you're not supposed to notice me but I wish you would. Maybe it's because I'm not used to this for such a long period of time, which sounds arrogant but damn, if you were anyone else I know what you'd be like by now. Yes, in a way I'm flattering myself. Happy?
______, you didn't upset me; you f*cking angered me. Why would you even ASK that? It's a crude thing to ask at the best of times but RIGHT AFTER I'VE BEEN DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL?! Knowing how much is on my mind? Knowing I feel really fragile and dangerous to the point of possibly going inpatient soon? Motherf*cker. I'd never f*ck you, so kindly piss off.
I'm scared of telling you the truth, I don't want to push you away. I need you to help me ! But what happens if the truth is too much for you to take?
You're the person who has helped me the most...and I need to tell you because I feel like I owe you the truth, but I'm scared....
'Coincidence...it's what the Universe does for...fun.'
The Doctor
i wish you could handle all this.
i really need you.
i wish you would stop ignoring me.
just look me in the eye and smile.
acknowledge that im actually their.
i wish i was as invisible as everyone makes me feel.
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
I want to tell you everything about me, I want to tell you how I feel I just cant
Lost soul,velvet kisses , John_Wood, Mithra
~Buttons~ is my Gaurdian Angel
IF there is any light left it is shrouded by shadows and from within this darkness I see no way out
My wings are broken and bound too tight, there is no escape from its grip tonight!!
I coudln't have talked to you about it mum; you were the main reason I felt that way. I understand your point but I don't think you get mine. You couldn't have helped me. I needed to help myself before I could try and fix things with you.
You complain constantly about how you haven't got a girlfriend. I'm bored with you. I'm angry with how you will "settle for any woman now" what makes them think they'll settle for you? You are sleazy boy who acts like a middle aged man. You bore and disgust me.