Something I will never forget
I felt desperate
And stuck to the marrow
Invisible to everyone else
I'm a sex change And a damsel with no heroine
Wake me up lower the fever
Walking in a straight line Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line Lately I'm a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line...
I don't need no time to say
There's no changing yesterday
If we keep talking and
I keep walking in straight lines
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
When you're lookin´ for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands. There's gotta be somebody for me
Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
So anyway I was about to say Well I'm afraid Of slipping right away
Ill prepared
I am so ill prepared
If you concentrate
You can learn it in a day
I'm so suicidal I can't see
I watch Ren & Stimpy on TV
And in the morning I will bleed My life was wasted on me
On me
Yeah yeah
What is it That keeps the beat in my chest It makes me breathe I never really knew All these years I have lived on my own All my fears Are slowly coming true
I'm so suicidal I can't see
I watch Ren & Stimpy on TV
And in the morning I can't breathe My life has wasted me
On me
On me
On me
So I gotta think in straight lines
Stop accumulating dust and
Get a job of something I love
And respect myself and others
And I gotta be my own man
Find out who he is before long
And I gotta see my own man
Find out who he is before he
Once- Reuben
Last edited by Spoons : 18-12-2008 at 10:44 PM.
Reason: add song title/artist
Judging by the look on the organ-grinder, He'll judge me by the fact that my face don't fit. It's touching that the monkey sits on my shoulder. He's waiting for the day when he gets me,
But I don't need no alibi - I'm a puppet on a string.
I just need this stage to be seen. We all need a pantomime to remind us what is real.
Hold my eye and know what it means.
I'm out of my mind.
Judging by the look on the organ-grinder, He'll judge me by the fact that my face don't fit. It's touching that the monkey sits on my shoulder. He's waiting for the day when he gets me,
But I won't be your concubine - I'm a puppet not a whore. I just need this stage to be seen.
Won't you be a friend of mine to remind me what is real?
Hold my heart and see that it bleeds.
I'm out of my mind.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking...
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for my...'
I think it's every time I walk into a room
a silence so sudden that I seem to hear it
(Smiles turn to frowns)
Contact saying that you are the rain on their parade.
And how long could you hang on to a word?
Tell me, how long could you hang on to a word?
I'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'
Or maybe it's all eyes on him
in love with ego and intention
the eyes that are just begging me for more.
This is gone and I can see it
your head is full of words,
full of words that don't mean anything.
And how long could you hang on to a word?
Tell me, how long could you hang on to a word?
I'm not the one that you want, I'll always let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'
I'm not the one that you want, I'll always let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'
(If that's how you feel, then what's there to do?
I'll keep this feeling in my heart
but when you look in my eyes, you will know the truth.)
She comes out on Fridays every time
Stands out in a line
I could have been anyone she'd seen She waits another week to fall apart
She couldn't make another day
I wish it was anyone but me
I could have been anyone you see She had something breakable just under her skin
American girls are weather and noise
Playing the changes for all of the boys
Holding a candle right up to my hands
Making me feel so incredible
She comes out of closets every night
But then she locks herself away
Where she could keep everything from me
I could have been anyone you see
She's nothing but porcelain underneath her skin...
Take a look and see I painted you a picture.
Its black and white except the bloods a little richer.
Down in the corner where I gave it my signature,
and then I titled it, this ones for the winter. Check it out you see it's just a big disaster.
I dedicate it to the fact that it's so hard for you to dream.
A million heartbeats all around you make it hard to sleep.
Doesn't help you're freezing in your bed, your blankets aren't enough
All you want is someone there and all you say is "So what"
Love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, blah, blah.
You're making me sick
I wish you'd just stop showing off for the rest of us that no one wants to love
It's hard enough of trying to drink another winter all alone
Love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, blah, blah.
Well do you find you like to fall in love with people that you're never gonna meet? It's easier than breaking up and crying in the street
Do you curse the happy couple? Do you cringe at wedding bells?
Do you drink up all the punch, while you wish them all to hell?
Love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, blah, blah.
You're making me sick
I wish you'd just stop showing off for the rest of us that no one wants to love.
It's hard enough of trying to drink in all the winter all alone.
Love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, Blah, Blah.
You can't escape this fatal case of melancholia
It's in your face, and every place you go it's stalking you.
and there are days when we all say we just can't go on.
But you felt this way all along.
Love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, blah, blah.
You're making me sick.
I wish you'd just stop showing off for the rest of us that no one wants to love.
It's hard enough trying to drink another winter all alone.
Love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, blah, blah.
Love, love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, blah, blah.
You're making me sick
I wish you'd just stop showing off for the rest of us that no one wants to love
It's hard enough of trying to drink another winter all alone
Love love, kiss kiss.
Blah, blah, blah.
Don't let me fall I'll break, what a mess I'd make.
Pathetic pieces on your floor, will cut your feet forever more.
You're porcelain, such fragile skin,
Just let me hold you. I'll be gentle. I won't drop you.
This time I'll be careful.
And I can't let it go, this Phantom pain I'm feeling, And the hurt wont leave me alone, and I'm tired of sleeping with ghosts.
Fell asleep with your ghost woke up with a headache.
From a cure that's only temporary, and in the morning always fails me.
Don't let me fall I'll break, what a mess I'd make. Pathetic pieces on your floor, will cut your feet forever more.
You're porcelain, such fragile skin,
Just let me hold you. I'll be gentle. I won't drop you. This time I'll be careful.
Steady my hand so I can write you off
Just a little bit easier
And still my heart
Make it beat like the last time
I felt alive
'Cause these feelings are haunting me now
And it's hard
To let you go
So please don't forget me when I'm gone And I won't forget you when I'm moving on
I watch the stars as I pray for sleep tonight
It's a little bit easier
Now that the stars have burned out
And i can't call this home
'Cause this isn't solid ground
And it's hard
To let you go
So please don't forget me when I'm gone
And I won't forget you when I'm moving on
(I can't let go) And I'm breathing without you now
But I'm choking on this air Yeah, I'm breathing without you now
And it's time to disappear
Get me out of this town I'm pleading for an escape
Get me out of this town
But please don't forget me when I'm gone
And I won't forget you when I'm moving
I would dig a thousand holes to lay next to you
I would dig a thousand more if I needed to I look around the grave for an escape route of old routines
There doesn’t seem to be any other way Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Crazy as it sounds you wont feel as low as you feel right now At least that’s what I've been told by everyone
I whisper empty sounds in your ear and hope that you won’t let go
Take the pieces and build them skywards Cause I've started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I've forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take a long hard look at yourself How did you end up here? The blood drips like red inverted balloons
Tomorrow is a promise to no-one
If you want, follow me and I'll lead you inside You don't have to run and hide
Eleanor, Eleanor
I would do anything for another minute with you because It's not getting easier, it's not getting easier
In a bedroom with no windows or doors All the happy people are crying You can't hold a gaze for a second or two
It always ends in total darkness
Eleanor, Eleanor I would do anything for another minute with you because It's not getting easier, it's not getting easier
You will be folding stars You can't ever understand
It's not getting easier, it's not getting easier It ends in a place with no love only hate
And a mirror reflecting the truth
In your eyes, in your face you can't wash it away
From your cold, cold heart I hope that you're folding stars
