Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[The Worst Witch]

I find it really ironic that you complain about people not being there for you and that your friends suck when I spent ages trying to connect with you and listen. I guess its true that I’m just not that important to you, but such is life.

[Elmer]

I don't understand why you're making such a song and dance about seeing if your fucking shower works, it's not exactly a chore

[Unbreakable.]

(First to say here in 2023 too I guess)

When I order a caramel latte I do in fact NOT want a regular latte instead :*(

[tamobhuuta]

Sometimes I am jealous of your attention.

[Moonlight Princess]

Not sure if I want to be alive really.

[Elmer]

I hate you. I do. I don't wish you well, I don't hope you have a good life. I hope your bullshit is exposed and you are prosecuted. I hope that the people who have been hurt and used and manipulated by you come together and a judge sees straight through your 'precious little girl' act. I was the bigger person as our friendship ended. I didn't bring up what I did for you, the parts of myself I sacrificed for you. Can't say the same for you - you focused on the *singular* time you supported me (by supported I mean you listened to me cry about the situation with my family before you used that information to hurt me), and attempted to add it to your emotional blackmail material. I especially love that two years later you felt the need to accuse me of 'trying to change who you are' because I begged you to stop harassing me.

I enjoy that your life-limiting, progressive, permanent disabilities that saw you crowd-fund a wheelchair two years ago have miraculously healed - you've even cured your mast cells judging by your new sketchy dog boarding service. Call the press, the Gods have blessed you.

[Pi.R^2]

My colleague’s dog had to get activated charcoal because he ate 500g of chocolate lol and it reminded me of ODs and then of that particular time and of you. C ODed and I was the one she told and I was the one who traveled across London to take her to A and E and I was the one who reminded the staff that it had been four hours and she needed another blood test. I was a vulnerable just about adult and you were surely in a position of power/care/whatever and what did you do? Told me it was my fault. That she’d never thought about ODing as a method of suicide until I did it. I have so many opinions. I am not the one who told her. That was you. Also what? I gave her the idea of how to not kill herself? On account of the fact that it didn’t kill me! And you ran the bloody (lol) self harm support group and it was your job to mitigate any issues with potential tip-sharing/idea-sharing. It was not my fault.

[Pi.R^2]

Hmm, that bold looks weird.

[Pi.R^2]

^yikes
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Just between us did the love affair maim you too?

[The Worst Witch]

I’m so sorry. I promise to be better (yet again)

[The Worst Witch]

Can we please acknowledge how hard I’m trying not to punch sister in the twat right now?

[Unbreakable.]

Why Are You Like This

[Unbreakable.]

My caps :(

[Pi.R^2]

What a n00b

[Elmer]

I'm sorry. I hate being like this. I hate being so demanding. I'm trying my best not to be like them but I keep taking more than I deserve.

[long road]

I am actually really upset about the parsnips

[The Worst Witch]

I hate that I can’t tell you how I really feel. I love you, and I always will as your sister but can we please stop pressuring me to do all the things? I’m coming to London, thats already a massive step because of all the people and noise it’ll involve so if I want to hide out in my hotel room, I feel that should be allowed tbh.

[Pi.R^2]

I guess I shouldn’t have said I would never ditch you *shrug emoji*.
Why are the only people i don’t hate a lot of the time RYLers? It’s like I genuinely cannot deal with people who have never self-harmed and felt compelled to join an online forum to talk about it. And that’s a really very niche ‘character trait’. It’s like I’m this utterly incompetent human being and maybe my friends from here and spouse (also technically from here) have to work super-hard to handle me just the right way? That sounds exhausting. I feel exhausted. Maybe I’ll go to sleep and handle my existential crisis tomorrow when I’ll hopefully feel less defeated.

[The Worst Witch]

A - I should have stayed in our wee bubble instead of tried to do everything at once. I’ll be paying for this in the next few days, I’m sorry.

B- I give up. If you don’t want to text me back, I won’t bother chasing you. Just, the next time you bump into me in town, don’t say you miss me - that situation is entirely your fault because I’ve tried.

C - I e dlessly wish you were here. This would all be made so much easier by a mum hug.

[Elmer]

The fact that I am still using your values to measure my worth is infuriating.