Here we go...
again with the pain
Such a self inflicted kind of down.
No matter how you try, it all ends up the same
I realize I can not help you now
because you're falling into doubt
and now you're crawling your way out.
All your friends watch you pull away,
and they say that "nothing can be that bad"
"you should just let it go and take it day by day"
but still you think nothing can help you now,
because you're falling into doubt
and now you're crawling your way out
don't you know that you're not alone?
don't you know you're just feeling blue?
don't you know that you're not alone because I feel that way too.
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
You say the sweetest things and I
Can't keep my heart from singing
along to the sound of your song
My stupid feet keep moving
to this 4/4 beat, I'm in time with you
Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (die for you)
(Someone stop this)
I've gone too far to come back from here,
but you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
Won't someone stop this song,
so I won't sing along
Someone stop this song,
so I won't sing..
I never let love in
so I could keep my heart from hurting
The longer that I live with this idea, the more I sink into this 4/4 beat
I'm in time with you
Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (stop this song)
I've gone to far to come back from here,
but you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
I've come to far to get over you,
and you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
Can't someone stop this song,
so I won't sing along
Someone stop this song,
so I won't sing
Your lovesick melody
is gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won't get to me if I don't sing
It creeps in like a spider
Can't be killed, although I try and try to
Well, don't you see I'm falling?
Don't wanna love you, but I do
(Lovesick melody) Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing along?
(Lovesick melody) Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing?
Your lovesick melody
is gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won't get to me, no
You won't get to me 'cause I won't sing
I've got my things packed
My favorite pillow
Got my sleeping bag
Climb out the window
All the pictures and pain
I left behind
All the freedom and fame
I've gotta find
And I wonder
How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone
And I wonder
How far it'll take me
To run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
This life makes no sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me
I was just trying to be myself
You go your way I'll meet you in hell
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
I'll never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away
I'm too young to be
Taken seriously
But I'm too old to believe
All this hypocrisy And I wonder
How long it'll take them to see my bed is made
And I wonder
If I was a mistake
I might have nowhere left to go
But I know that I cannot go home These words are strapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead Chase the rainbows in my mind
And I will try to stay alive
Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't you help me run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
This life makes no sense to me
Run away
I could sing for change
On a Paris street
Be a red light dancer
In New Orleans
I could start again
To the family
I could change my name
Come and go as I please
In the dead of night
You'll wonder where I've gone
Wasn't it you
Wasn't it you
Wasn't it you that made me run away
I was just trying to be myself
You go your way I'll meet you in hell
All these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
Never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
This life makes no sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me
This life makes no sense to me
It don't make no sense to me
It don't make any sense to me
Life don't make any sense to me
I wanna say "Here's to me, going change the world!"
And I wanna play 'til they're kicking down the doors.
And I'll be alright as long as I ain't seen it all.
And I going to holding tight to that night we had a ball.
We had a ball.
Here's to the kids out there smoking in the streets.
They're way too young but I'm way too old to preach.
They know it all, but they still ain't seen the truth.
Just play my song and I'll show it all to you.
Either way,
You caught me whilst a-lyin'.
You caught me whilst a-lyin'.
You caught me with my pants down.
My papa's slave had to go and fight the war.
He beat 'em all, then he took them all to court.
My papa called and he said "you remember me?".
Now he's working awful hard in his factory.
Either way,
You caught me whilst a-lyin'.
You caught me whilst a-lyin'.
You caught me with my pants down.
We ain't even been to the ocean.
We've been running barefoot through the stream.
So [she] tells me that you're the new [boyfriend]
As you're hanging all over [her] side
But be careful because [she's] my best friend
And I don't like that look in your eyes
I've been watching you change [her] to suit you
Don't think I don't know what you do
I know that you hate that [she's] close to me
And that I know [her] better than you
Well I know [her] better than you
Never ask [her] to choose because you'll lose
You're just some [guy] that [she] digs
We've been hurdling branches for so long
And already you're tripping on twigs
So go ahead bring [her] to Gina
And parties with all of your fools
As for all of the people that matter to [her]
We know that [girl's] too good for you
Now I don't want to fight but [boy] I know your type
I know it I know it so well
You treat [her] right or I'll swear on my life
That I'll have to put you through hell
I swear that I'll put you through hell
Now put away all of your ammo
I can see your hackles rise
I know you're afraid that I'll take [her]
It's been screaming at me through your eyes
So I'll say it again: [she's] my best friend
I've got someone of my own
But I won't sit back as you hurt [her]
So shape up or leave him alone
Now I don't want to fight but [boy] I know your type
I know it I know it so well
You treat [her] right or I'll swear on my life
That I'll have to put you through hell
I swear that I'll put you through hell
La da etc.
Now I don't want to fight but [boy] I know your type
I know it I know it so well
You treat [her] right or I'll swear on my life
That I'll have to put you through hell
I know I could put you through hell
Without a light I fear that I will stumble in the dark,
lay right down,
decide not to go on.
Plumeria Sister
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old
The anger swells in my guts And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Get up, get out, get away from these liars 'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
Depending on you is done
Giving to you is done No more reaching no sleeping
No living it's all just more giving to you and i'm done
The hiding from you is done
The lying from you is done No more eating no more sleeping
No living it's all just more giving to you and i'm done
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that?
I hope you know that i'm never coming back
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that?
I hope you know that i'm never coming back
Why?
Why?
Why?
You are a razor blade
You are precision-cut
You are a stare sharp as attack in my eye At rest in my veins The pulse in my neck
As sharp-edged as questions the time I have left And so you are on my mind.
I need a burning stake
I need a piercing dart
I need something as hot as it is sharp
And I need to bleed
I need to burn
I need a sure thing
I need a sure thing
And you are a mystery to me
You are a paper bird
Folded and folded and creased
And bent and shaped from a five dollar bill It's priceless to me
And never spent
It hangs from a ceiling fan over my bed
And so you are on my mind
I need a burning stake
I need a piercing dart
I need something as hot as it is sharp
And I need to bleed
I need to burn
I need a sure thing
And you are a mystery to me
I'll hang my hopes all at once on a rope
There's a possibility that this is happening to someone who's not me I'll hold my head
Keep it still and pretend
That these spins and the webs
Are actually desirable
I need a burning stake
I need a piercing dart
I need something as hot as it is sharp
And I need to bleed I need to burn
I need a sure thing
And you are a mystery to me
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I had this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm going to let it show
It's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I've found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I've found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
I dreamed of a fever
One that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart
With heat to melt these frozen tears
And burned with reasons as to carry on
Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow
But I swear that I would follow anything
If it would just get me out of here
And so you get six months to adapt
And then you get two more to leave town
In the event that you do adapt
We still might not want you around
And I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
But I know that that is impossible now
And so I drink to stay warm
And to kill selected memories
Because I just can’t think anymore about that or about her tonight
I give myself three days to feel better
Or I swear I'll drive right off a ****ing cliff
Because if I can’t learn to make myself feel better
Then how can I expect anyone else to give a ****?
And I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
Just get me past this dead and eternal snow
Because I swear that I am dying, slowly, but it's happening
So if there is a perfect spring that’s waiting somewhere
Just take me there and lie to me and say it’s going to be all right
It's going to be all right, yeah, you worry too much, kid
It's going to be all right
Anywhere you go, anyone you meet, Remember that your eyes can be your enemies,
I said, well hell is so close
And heaven's out of reach
I ain't giving up quite yet,
I've got too much to lose
Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home
Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down, and I'll carry you home
Rain is gonna fall, the sun is gonna shine,
The wind is gonna blow, the water's gonna rise
She said, when the day comes, look into my eyes
No one's giving up quite yet,
We've got too much to lose
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
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King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
Just look at the crown on his head,
its not made of gold but of thorns instead.
His beard has been torn from his face,
Still shining with mercy and grace.
But he still loves us all the same.
As he hung on the cross without blame.
And I know
We get a little crazy
And I know
We get a little loud
And I know
We're never gonna fake it
We are wild
We are free
We are more than you think
So call us freaks
But that's just the way we roll
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I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...
And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes
Here we go,let me remind you
Look ahead,the past is behind you
We're the kids of the future, Whoa!
We're the kids of the future, Whoa!
Everybody lives'cause the future is Now!
Bright lights,boy,look around you
Your imagination is working overtime
The world that you've dreamt of has now arrived
Hot shot, the greatest adventure
Ralph wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of man's heart, and the fall through the air of a true, wise friend called Piggy.
If we dont get home soon, we'll be barmy..
