Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[Fading Light]

I feel so tired of all life... I wish I could sleep and wake up a few months later...

[Buttons.]

Oh my days fuck off!!!!!!!

[planemo]

My patience is wearing thin...

[Bellatrix]

I hate that you have to have me relaying on you. You deserve better.
I wish o could be normal for you.
I'm so sorry

[Ardea]

sometimes i feel like i'm moving backwards.

[Hannahhh:)]

The only thing that is stopping me from killing myself right now is the fear of failing and waking up in another hospital

[MunchBox]

It's just too much.

[Ardea]

when you scream like that i'm that terrified child again.

i'm not strong.

i want to get wasted and forget everything and cut.

how much longer can i be expected to deal with all this pressure?

i hate being powerless.

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

I wish you would keep your phone charged, I feel so vulnerable when you don't pick up. & I'm so sorry to keep ringing you when you're supposed to be on holiday but I get so anxious,, the anxiety, it seeps through the pores on my skin, it gets into my bone marrow & radiates throughout. I need you to tell me I'm okay. Please pick up. I know I'm annoying. I'm sorry.

[Ktulu]

You're such a fuckhead. Was it all lies? How could leave me when I needed you most? I thought you'd be there to hold my hand at the funeral and tell me it was going to be ok. You said you wouldn't leave and when you got caught out in a lie you go silent. Didn't even have the spine to answer me. Hope you enjoy your bit of rough.

[d.rocky]

Had an ok day yesterday. You should of been there. Feeling ok never lasts. 5 minutes alone and everything begins to crumble, the true feelings surface.
Today Is just... I feel so crap. I guess I'll leave you alone for a few days like I said I would.
Can't we end this shit? Thats what it is, shit with a side of fucking shit.
Part of me still believes what you said the other day and we'll be ok. I hope that part is right.

[Ardea]

when i drink away my fears i don't cry.

when i don't cry, people aren't upset with me.

when people aren't upset with me, i can go on another day.

[Ardea]

i have a feeling that even if you had all the money in the world, you wouldn't get engaged to me.

i'm giving up my life for you and you don't even know if you want to be with me.

do you know how much that kills me?

all i want is you to love me.

all i want is to be enough.




i am not enough.

[Patent Pending]

I miss you T. Like, really fucking miss you. I miss having someone physically here. Someone to talk to like we used to and who can hug me when I break down. I wish you hadn't left. The thoughts to follow you into the darkness are getting stronger...I need you.

[Bellatrix]

I hope I don't let you down.

[dead-wolf]

You want to leave, You want to move back to the UK, But you haven;t asked me what I really want to do? You know that I love it here, But yet you can't see that. I know you are finding it hard here to find work but I will have the exact same problem back there, I don't know hat to say or suggest from here, I don't know how to talk to you about it, i don't know what to say about it even if we did talk. I can't do this face to face, You dont want to talk about it, but when we do you get angry maybe not at me but that how it makes me feel. I want to hide and wait

[chinahorse]

Im sorry Im such a let down but I am REALLY struggling right now. Be patient. Be understanding. Be kind.

[d.rocky]

You'll be surprised when I do finally tell you. Good surprised and maybe even a little proud of me. Things are looking up!

[Moonlight Princess]

I'm back there again.

[Bellatrix]

I'm sorry im such a failure.