Clearly my own needs just piss everyone off. I get that. I understand that. Excuse me for trying to have a nice day where my own needs got a look in too.
You do realise if I had a body that worked I wouldn't ask you to do anything for me? You should count your blessings seriously.
But if I am such a ball and chain perhaps I could leave and freeze to death on a street somewhere. Don't tell me there isn't a part of you that wouldn't like that.
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I am sorry I put you through hell, I hope that the damage wasn't so bad that you can't heal and have a decent life. You are a wonderful person and I am always proud of you. I don't want your forgiveness I just want you to be free from me.
To whom I may offend,
hahahahaha
Yours faithfully the monkeys arse
I don't want to talk about the funeral. I don't want to think about the funeral. Whether I choose to go is my business, if I decide against it it doesn't mean I care any less or will be thinking about and grieving for her any less. I just don't think it's fair going if I feel I can't handle the emotions especially after the last funeral I attended, and might disrupt other peoples' grief with mine. I've written out a reading. It's heart felt. I hope it's good enough. I don't think it is. To think I was once a good writer, emotion or no emotion. Ha. How life changes.
I haven't formally decided about whether to attend. But either way I still care, and you are are in my thoughts every day C. Promise.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
I'm going to ask you for some sort of respite care tomorrow. Please acknowledge this. Please don't say I'm too complex for X, Just do something. I'm drowning.
You're such a bitch. I cannot believe you. I thought you could be trusted & instead your paste all my weaknesses on the wall for show. Sending me such vile texts & voicemails & wishing me dead? Darling, you're not worth my breath, & I'm not about to jump off a bridge 'cause you told me too. I'm staying away from relationships thanks to your abuse. I can't trust anyone.
Thanks for being gentle for once with me. I was bracing myself for your defensiveness and lack of compassion. So thank you, I needed that today even though you didn't stay long.
When you are like this you are so much easier to trust in.
There there baby, it's just text book stuff, it's in the ABC of growing up...
stop freaking out about it there's nothing I can do and hey they billed me not you not everything in my life automatically affects you just because you're in a relationship with me. stop it
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
