You really get on my sodding nerves. And you've made me feel massive. Thanks. I don't require your approval or disapproval or opinion on me or my life. Kthx bye.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
You put on a huge show about depression awareness and you told me directly that the school is here to help me. Then the second you saw my wounds and my scars, you treated me like a burden and made me feel guilty about letting you see. Are you supporting me or am I a burden? Make up your damn minds.
"When you hit bottom, the only place left to go is up."
~Thateus Thatch (Atlantis: The Lost Empire)
It's my sweet affliction
My little addiction
I can't stop, won't stop
The beauty of the baud
The electron and the switch
Maybe someday I will find
Another way
But it will never be today.
I Am Not Lying About Being Bullied. I Am Not Lying About Being Sexually Assaulted. I Am Not Making This Up. Get Off Your Fucking High Horse And Help Me For Once In Your Goddamn Life Instead Of Undermining Me And Then Covering Your Ass When Someone Calls You Out. You're Making This Worse Than It Already Is
"When you hit bottom, the only place left to go is up."
~Thateus Thatch (Atlantis: The Lost Empire)
Don't worry about it? DON'T FRICKING WORRY ABOUT IT???? ARE YOU KIDDING ME????? Gosh I feel so supported. Thank frick I'm going to x and seeing AL today or I'd be down to that garage in a heart beat. FUCK.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
thank you for your support. i really appreciate it.
i wish my dad gave something too though. the more you give me the more i realise he gives me nothing. he didn't even ask me how the surgery went. you gave me so much.
thank you.
i don't know what i did to deserve you in my life.
I feel so alone. You're leaving me out on a limb. Do you care? Do you really care about me as a person, that real fondness? Does it exist? I don't think so because you're leaving me with no help.
It's a real shame, because things used to be so different between us. You used to stroke my hair and buy me chocolate.
There there baby, it's just text book stuff, it's in the ABC of growing up...
Meeting you was the best thing that has ever happened to me. You've said that music literally saved your life. Well guess what? You're saving mine. I owe you the world.
Thank you for being there for me. I know you're busy, and we barely know each other, and I take up a lot of time. I don't know what I would do without you in my life, and I really hope I can actually see you in person again. I need to see you again. Texting is great, but I can't wait to hug you when I next see you. Thank you for everything.
"No matter how hard it gets, you push through it because you matter. And before you know it, you see the beauty in life and you realize that it is worth living. That you can make it."
I am sorry, I am continuously letting you down, failing you, messing up. I miss you like crazy and I wish you were here, I wish you wanted me, I wish you could...or even wanted to adopt me. I wish I could let go of this stupid need to be loved and wanted.