Yeh I'm glad I feel better too... :-S My bestie's still not shown up, now nearly an hour and a half late with no word. I'm betting she's not gonna come tonight... :( So damn alone.
Any good news? or just that the ambulance got there? ♥
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*hugs Hels* I'm so sorry to hear that! It must have been extremely scary for you, I'm hoping your friend is okay <333 How are you handling it?
*cuddles April* Not a problem at all. Sometimes I feel like posts on the forum don't express the sincerity in the replies, and the PMs do. Maybe they don't, but I feel better after sending PMs. Hope it helped a little <3 You really shouldn't wish for the cut to be worse though. I know, as always... easier said than done. But you could have plenty of damage, some irreparable. That wouldn't be good at all. Sucks that your friend didn't at least call you. That doesn't make you self-centered or anything, if that's what you're telling yourself. I've had days like that too, it just feels like people don't give a damn? *hugs tightly*
*hugs Jill* Running into walls is never a fun activity. I hope your headache has gotten better at least <3
*hugs Kahlia* Ouch, sounds overwhelming :( I hate cooking with a passion. Sucks that your roomie isn't around to help you out.
*offers hugs to Julie, because I spy her*
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
Taz, it's scary everytime she's rushed in there. Everytime I wonder if she'll ever make it back out alive :'( I know I shouldn't but she is very ill with her ED :( Don't know how I'm handling it. Want to cry. Want my other best friend, but she's asleep. Going to try sleep myself in a few minutes. *cuddles*
*cuddles Hels and tucks her in* I can see why you're worried, but at this point she's in some of the best care possible. Try to sleep well tonight <33
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
*cuddles Taz* Thanks for tucking me in :D I haven't been tucked in for years, well except last year when my (other) best friend tucked me in. Ugh, if she's gone to the hospital I think she has, then they can be pretty awful. I'll hopefully sleep well, already had a nap, sort of. Hmm. Night xxxx (Will be back if i can't sleep)
My bestie didn't show up tonight, ended up waiting the whole damn time that Jarrod was gone for her to show up and she finally texted me to let me know what was up around 8:30pm when she was supposed to be here at 6:30pm. It's just 9:15pm now... I'm exhausted and feeling so ****ing alone and like no one gives a damn, exactly how you put it, Taz. :'(
*hides in her hole*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*hugs Hels* My mom keeps offering to tuck me in lately, I guess she thinks it'll somehow help me sleep? =/ Regardless, hope you sleep well <33
*cuddles April* Sounds like your bestie needs to be told to smarten up... to be 2 hours late, and not call or text? I don't know, that seems pretty ignorant to me. I'm sorry you feel so alone, it sucks when somebody bails on you like that :( *gives a big teddy to cuddle*
*hugs Heather* What's on your mind?
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Was alright earlier. Now it's 1am and I can't sleep. I was lying in bed for an hour before I gave up. I'm trying to get some chemistry done, but I can't focus on that either. I know I should be angry about both... but I just lack any emotion right now.
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
Taz: Sorry for butting in, but getting angry about either not sleeping or not being able to focus on studies wouldn't be of any use either. Do you often have trouble sleeping? Soryy if that's an inpertinent question. I have a lot of sleep problems. I regularly go for months on end with little (1 hr a night) to no sleep.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*cuddles all* I wish i could do/say more for you. I have been reading. Just not up to much talking. I'm sorry. I feel like i am being a bad ward mate. Hope you guys aren't too mad.
<3
forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield
Laura: *cuddles you tightly* Not mad at all honey. It happens from time to time sweetie. I hope that you are okay.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
i dont want my mummy to go away
i need my mummy....
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
no where yet but mummy and daddy r going to england in 2 weeks for 3 and a half weeks
i need my mummy
i no want her to go my brain keeps saying scary things like wat if she doesnt come back
and i'm alone forever
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í 