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[-Carpe Diem]

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[Zedebee]

I'm trying really hard not to freak out right now.
Do you not even understand how fucking scary this is for me?

[scar_tattooist]

thinking of u always, even more so today... i know youre not thinking of me at all.

[RainDrop Munchkin]

why cant you see that every word you say and every actyion you do as a big consequence... you make me feel like the worlds wrose person when all ive ever done is be there for you.. but i dont know what to do anymore

[Accidentally Abstract]

I'm really fucking sorry. I didn't mean to act all stroppy when I went out of the lift. I was just annoyed because my mood was shattered and it's not your fault because it was completely justified, it's just that my moods are so fucking fragile at the moment & I'm transparent. Don't hate me. :(

[[Luna]]

1. Hey, it's going to be okay. Please don't beat yourself up so much, you'll get there. We all still love you and think you're amazing. I personally think you're incredible.

2. I still care about you and I know how hard this is for you. My head bloody annoys me because I want to hate you but make it okay for you at the same time.

[Zedebee]

Oh you complete numpty >_<

[Ardea]

i want to message you and make sure you're okay. i want to every single day. but then what? will it be like this for the rest of my life?

almost three years now.

[FilipinoPanda]

can i just hate you..with everything inside of me..
can just hate you so much....?

and you...im glad you are dead

[Epicene]

I don't think our relationship is fair.

You hold a position of power, hope and authority, and you know that. Our relationship apparently changed from being therapeutic to a friendship, but I don't know on what grounds or to what extent. I have your number and address, I know some of your history but I hardly know your interests or even your husband's name. I always enjoy talking to you and spending time with you, but it's always on your terms. You're busy, I know. I don't know how you have time for any kind of life, and I understand that I'm not a priority in it. That's fine, because I wouldn't expect to be. But when it comes to writing things for your students, or doing presentations for you, or paying money directly into your course - that's all meeting your ends. What are my ends? Why encourage me to do something that costs a heck of a lot of money when I'm in such a bad place? Is that even ethical? Are you trying to help me based on what was helpful for you, or are you really still trying to help yourself? I don't know what I want. I think that now I just want to work out what I want for myself.

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You're actually amazing. You're clever and validating and you understand me and how my head works. You're so patient and willing to put the time in to help me. I really appreciate this, and I hope I don't let you down.

[MunchBox]

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Originally Posted by Narcissa

No dying before we finally meet Ronald McBeaverson. Or ever. *hugs*

<3 best reason I've heard so far.

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Originally Posted by -Carpe Diem

I haven't mastered multi-quote.
But I second this statement Lunch Box (:

Thanks Bearverface. <3
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I don't know if this is usually how the Early Intervention Team works, I feel like I've done something wrong. I wish I had your number so I could at least text you but apparently that's not aallowed, the only number I have got is your office and the Crisis Team and I vowed never to call the latter again. I don't know what to do; you're my care co-ordinator and I'm not receiving any care.

[Uglyducklin]

I'm FAT and I'm frightened and I'm alone if I did not have my mum there would be nobody. I'm a FAT self pitying bitch but I am scared really scared x

[Moonlight Princess]

I should have guessed you didn't want to go to Leicester. How many times have we agreed to do things which we never do? I know I avoid things, phone calls, events etc. The amount of panic it is causing me to arrange my pesky birthday, hence why I'm avoiding A's phonecalls. If you just decide we are not going how does that help me?

"No I'm not going to Leicester"
"Why?"
Silence.
I've noticed that even as I argue with you I have a sense of relief too as I realise we will not actually be going anyway. There is no need and actually no point in working on my fears. I'm turning into you.

[The War Doctor]

You have no business taking care of a dog. You don't know how to take care of a dog. That dog has been angry for days because you won't let her out of the house. And she has been screaming her fucking head off for days. Because you won't let her out of the house. Even though she calms down every time I let her out. You are depressingly stupid, and so incompetent at this that it borders on cruelty. If you won't look after the dog properly, sell her or give her away to someone who will.

[Tig]

I can't say this to your face because it would be seen as manipulative, cruel and unfair even though everyone who knows the situation knows it is true.

Thanks to you causing family drama where there was none, I am now in line for a serious attack. You didn't need to create such a fuss; it is a minimal amount of money and seeing as you can go off to Canada three times a year I don't think you are on the bread line. I mean, really? You have never liked my brother, you have always punished him for having ADHD and made him out to be some kind of outcast to the rest of us.

You strangled me in a fit of rage once and your husband caused me a 'fat little tart with scars' whilst you did this until my Mum, your daughter, dragged you off of me but I forgave you, or at least I tried because you only have one family and I accepted that people make mistakes.

Now you are doing this and I am so upset. My brother has had to go to "him" to ask for money to pay this stupid amount of money back to YOU which you were getting, just slowly, and because of this my "him" is angry with ME. He sees me as his payback. So thank you, thank you very much.

And yes, it's not your fault if he hurts me because only he is responsible and only I can call the police and make that report but what you didn't need to do what antagonize an already volatile situation.

I want nothing to do with you right now. I really don't because I will say something I regret.

[On.My.Way]

Please, I can't deal with today alone. I'm not dealing with today alone. Please, all I want is a hug.

[Ardea]

i'm sorry i couldn't be there with you today. you've been there throughout my whole life, but i just couldn't face you being gone. i hope you're not in pain anymore. i'm sorry. i'll love you forever.

[justapuppetonastring]

I had gone a year. And then I cut. I found an old blade yesterday. I want to use it. F.uck........

[Pi.R^2]

No! No! There's only so far you can bend. (Just a bit of Little Shop there).

Like seriously, I say it's the last time every time but I think I really mean it this time. I won't back down. Not this time.

[xxhappydaysxx]

I feel sad face for no reason. I have searched for a reason and there is none.