Writing that letter has made me realise just what you have done. You are disgusting, beyond disgusting. You are horrific and I am equally as bad because I just want you to LEAVE. I never, ever want to have to see you again whatever that entails. So screw us both.
Help help help help help help help
Make it stop, make it stop, make it stop
Make something better, please please please please
Please...make it stop hurting
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
I was menaced by evil, thrown and humiliated, tortured and impaled. It's a message of what's to come, I have to find the cure and you have to help me, please don't leave me yet. I need your fucking help.
I'm sorry you find it hard. I wish I could say this would go away for sure. But I don't know that. It may stick around forever... and then you wouldn't. I despise my head.
I'm sorry I can't have a normal day without being so away with the fairies and just being so unwell. I'm trying to be a good host but its proving to be very difficult.
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
I don't want this to be snatched away from me. I feel okay and I like it. I want this to be how it is always, not just a phase. So, brain, please no snatchy.
I don't know if anyone outside of QK appreciates anything I have to say. I feel like I could spend my whole day replying to ALL the threads and everyone would still hate me. I'm doubtful that I do any good, but confident that I don't make things worse, so statistically, I should keep doing what I'm doing, so I will. I just worry. Am I really just an immature naive little troll who should retreat into a hole and stop bothering people?
Help me. I don't know how but I just don't want to be scared anymore, and I want them to go away and stop threatening me. I want it to stop hurting and I need the scary images to go away. I don't want to feel so alone with this. I want to ask for help but I don't know how anyone can help me. I don't know if anyone can and that scares me because I don't want to be a hopeless case.
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
I don't know if anyone outside of QK appreciates anything I have to say. I feel like I could spend my whole day replying to ALL the threads and everyone would still hate me. I'm doubtful that I do any good, but confident that I don't make things worse, so statistically, I should keep doing what I'm doing, so I will. I just worry. Am I really just an immature naive little troll who should retreat into a hole and stop bothering people?
I would not send soppy appreciative PM's to a troll, Miss Jenna! And i want to second all of the above.
And i don't think I've ever been part of the QK thing, so... :D
(and if anyone asks, i will deny i sent said pm because we wouldn't want people thinking im nice)
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Oops, I've just realised how very attention-seeking my post may well of appeared!
Thanks for the loveliness folks; you're all far too good to me :)
Blame the NPD!
In another related note..I agree with all the above posters. Even your QK crew wouldn't listen if you weren't helpful. I'm sure your advice helps more than you realise and more than some are willing or able to admit. So no being silly!