And I'm sorry because I wanted to talk to you more than I can even explain because so much quiet in this house is hurting me, but I just couldn't do words today.
Last edited by little.ophelia : 29-12-2012 at 06:43 AM.
Reason: can't spell.
I'm sorry if you feel I'm being selfish and a crap friend, I'm really trying not to be but that's hard when this time if year is shit for both of us. I hope you're okay and you get out of there soon xx
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
I'm SO glad I'm going home today and tomorrow you are coming back here. I get some peace and quiet again. I hate new year so I'm glad I'm spending it alone but at the same time I'm kinda scared what could happen.
You can just stfu right now you stupid fat cow.
I don't want you thinking I do things because you told me to. I'd already decided to do it myself. You're both the same, always wanting things done 10 minutes ago.
I'm not going to let your tone of voice get to me or your ugly looks. I ain't doing it for you, I'm doing it for my dad. I don't care what you think of me, don't you get it. I don't need you. You're just this person we have to put up with. So stop trying to act superior; it's a very ugly look on you.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
is it possible to have a chance at leading a normal life after a night of sleep of such epic distress? i don't think so...
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i know you take a while to respond to my messages, and i'm grateful that you still reply, unlike a lot of folks, but did seeing my real name make you want to never reply to me again? it won't be the first time if that is the case.
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my life is a mess that can never be fixed...
Today was/is my Date. And I'm angry with W for asking me to help out with a once in a lifetime thing for K, tomorrow. And I'm angry with myself for setting a Plan and a Date in the first place and I'm angry that I don't know if I'm upset or relieved or both. And there's too much noise and I'm so tired ad I can't talk to anyone because nobody knows and also...what would be the point?
R: I'm so incredibly sorry I ever judged you. You're lovely and deserve all the support, and I think you're very courageous. I'm glad J is standing by your side.
R, J, L and T: Thank you so much for just... being there yesterday. And your kind words. And the hugs. You're four in a million.
A year ago today you broke my heart. A year on and I'm still not over you. I miss you so much it actually hurts. IwishIhadntaskedforyoutocomeoverinjanuaryasmychris tmaspresent. Sometimes I think us still being such close friends makes this all hurt so much more. I want to stop loving you but I don't know how.
You absolute vile, disgusting pathetic pieces of filth!!!
I cannot believe you've stooped so low!
Was it not enough for you to ruin your own cousin's wedding, you have to pull this stupid prank???
I hope you get done for wasting police time.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
