A: I told you that I was storing these things, you saw them in my bag, you're one of the only people from 'real life' who I've told.
& you didn't seem concerned.
Worst part is that you're probably right not to be.. but you don't know that.
At least you want to hear things I tell you most of the time - even if it does seem to be more out of intrigue than anything else.
Hmm.
B: Thank you. Though I've said it to you already.
Maybe coming back here was exactly what I needed after all. & you're the perfect person to fill me in on ALL the things. Even if I won't remember most of it. :/
Frowny frown frown. She is my GIRLFRIEND, not my friend. And I've spent literally every waking moment of the past four months with her. I travelled an hour each way every day to visit her when she was in Azkaban and we lived in eachother's pockets before that ALL the days. We're nothing like the two and half relationship you had when you were fifteen. Of course I'm planning my life around her. That's what srs bsns couples do. And we are very srs bsns. Only srs bsns couples argue about condiments and who opened the pasta. Furthermore, you are a bloody doctor! Why do you know NONE of the things about anorexia you silly troll!!
In other news, if that was about me then you've legit made my week. If not, AWKWARD. My NPD and I will just go and sit in this corner :P
And finally
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I just wrote "The Banana King" on the envelope of Lana's Christmas card :P
it's always one extreme or the other. i gain and loose. i haven't had eaten very much in the last week. hardly anything. i don't know why i do this. what am i looking for? why can't i just eat a healthy amount? why does it feel so good to just loose control?
There's an hour of my life I'll never get back.
I'm stryggling to fight these urges to just blurt things out and argue argue argue and cause conflict. I'm just looking for any excuse to have a go at somebody. This is not like me. But I just need to be totally destructively wreckless.
Aaaarararararaarafaagahahoneoneoneone
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
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I just wrote "The Banana King" on the envelope of Lana's Christmas card :P
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Why thank you... I may just have to do that myself, once I have bought cards
You annoy me now. Like really. And other person, I figured out who it was that has been supplying S with all the stories of my life, you showed me yesterday. You are now out of my life and you aren't allowed back in
I should know how sensetive he is? Are you freaking kiddinh me?
I'm sorry for being such a selfish brat but what about me? Do you not care how he makes me feel like shit? He's not the only one who's a bit crazy in the head in this family.
And again it's all my fault. Just don't do anything stupid and he won't have a reason to explode at me? Oh that's easy! It doesn't matter what I do, don't you get it yet? Nothing will EVER be right or good enough.
Grumpy Zed is grumpy.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
The internet just died mid-woe. Great, the internet hates me too.
AS I WAS SAYING.
That's it. I've completely fallen apart and ruined ALL the things and deserve to feel as alone as I feel right now. I've failed you, I've failed ALL the people and crawling into a hole and dying seems the most reasonable solution to this issue. And I know how fucking pathetic I sound but be grateful I didn't produce a whole long RV post on this topic, as it would really of taken the biscuit in terms of pathetic worthless shit.
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