I don't know why you want to text me, without sounding liking a twonk, you're cool beans and you're edgy and you're doing an interesting degree and I'm just an awkward loon.
I hope we do see you on Friday and Monday night. I hope we get shit-faced and have a blast.
Holy shit, look at you, Mary. Socialising without RYL. Good for you.
Why do I get this stupid urge to latch onto authority figures who are kind to me? Did it all through school and now I want to do it again :( But I'm a freaking grown up now, so not letting myself get all stupid.
Ask me mistakes I have made
Ask me whether what I have done is my life
Others have come, in their slow way -
And some have come to help, or to hurt -
Ask me what difference
Their strongest love or hate has made.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved." - Helen Keller
I've found something you didn't think to move, now I'm fighting with myself so much not to use it. The urge to hurt is getting too strong.
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
*hugs* Be strong, you can fight it.Only a omen away if you need to chat.
Thanks *hugs* Cant be strong anymore, tired of fighting x
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope.
Josh. Stop. Think clearly now. Don't mess up what you have just because you can get the physical aspect locally. You aren't a good liar, and you'd spill the beans in an instant. Don't. You. DARE, initiate conversation. NO. STOP. You have Melissa, YOU'RE GOLDEN. You have the relationship you've always wanted and the only downside is distance? Don't you dare mess this up, she'd bend her back for you.
And not in a good way.
So don't mess this up!
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?