You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and That last kiss
I'll cherish Until we meet again And time makes
It harder I wish I could remember But I keep
Your memory You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
No more gas, in the rig
(Can't even get started)
Nothing heard, nothing said
(Can't even speak about it)
All my life on my head
(Don't wanna think about it)
Feels like I'm going insane, yeah
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia
Faded pictures on the wall
(It's like they're talkin to me)
Disconnectin' all the calls
(The phone don't even ring)
I gotta get out, oh
Figure this **** out
It's too close for comfort ohh
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep on inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
I feel like a monster oohh
Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia
Release me from this curse I'm in
Tryin' to maintain but I'm struggling
If you can go
Think I'm gonna ahhhh
Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia
i feel slightly evil ;)
xxxxxxx
"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars"
- Oscar Wilde
one day i left my room
in the evening
it was freezing
the sidewalk shining
but it was ok
i was not lonely
i was not noone
and i was hoping
for a book store
the one i preyed for
the music they play there
is dinosaur jr
and the people who work there
are super skinny
and not too friendly
that makes me happy
that makes me happy
maybe the worst is over
maybe the worst is over
what really kills me
is im only lonely
when i talk to you
ye i should have told you
i can not handle
your fake sorrow
id rather you gave me
some tomorrow
oh but its ok
i spend $40
i bought sorbello
a book about the future
for my mother
you never met her
she liked manhattans
they taste like mouth wash
she understood how
it felt to be
all alone
all alone
maybe the worst is over
maybe the worst is over
maybe the worst is over
maybe the worst is over
i left my room one evening
the sun had gone down
the blue still burning
not even the stars are
up in heaven
can cast a shaddow
on the blue burning
over the surplus city
and that makes me happy
makes me happy
makes me happy
a hug from the right person can make even the worst feeling disapear.
With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Oh! Yeah!
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
Lets go
Would she hear me if i called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something to be going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall [tears don't fall]
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come
Back!
Your tears dont fall they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home.
The tide rolls by,
and I wonder why,
I felt inclined to try,
My starry eyes were sacrificed,
The sea divides but I,
Don't wanna get lost in the ocean,
I don't wanna get lost in the ocean now
And as our single climbs the charts,
I feed on the virgin blood from their bleeding hearts,
With my pants around my ankles,
Play my part,
I built the ark,
but I don't wanna get lost in the ocean,
Let's start spinning around to the motion of...
That I don't really even care if I'm alone now,
Whoa whoa
And I don't even give a damn about falling in love,
Falling in love
My body burdened by my heavy heart of stone now,
Whoa whoa
And I don't really give a damn about falling in love
And I don't really even care if I'm alone now,
Their flesh is sustenance; I cackle as I prey upon the weak n' poor,
I have no feeling and this prison is a home now,
I have no heart, I sold my soul!
And I don't really even care if you're listening
I don't wanna get lost in the ocean
I don't wanna get lost in the ocean now
And I don't really even care if I'm alone now,
Whoa whoa
And I don't really give a damn about falling in love,
Falling in love
Body burdened by my heavy heart of stone now
Whoa whoa
And I don't really give a damn about falling in love
"Why won't you wait for me?"
"Why aren't you waiting for me?"
"Why won't you wait for me?"
"Why aren't you waiting for me?"
No No Never again
"Why won't you wait for me?"
"Why aren't you waiting for me?"
Never again
"Why won't you wait for me?"
"Why aren't you waiting for me?"
Never again
This song is my my song for the moment, not really how I feel. Well, I guess maybe kinda (now looking at the lyrics instead of singing them. haha.)
Fer Sure - The Medic Droid
Fer sure maybe fer sure not
Fer sure eh fer sure bomb
Pulled up at a stop light did dr**s on the dashboard
Look at the mess we made tonight
Kick off your stilettos
Kick off your stilettos
And f**k me in the backseat
F**k me in the backseat
You're always falling in disguise
And always quick to compromise
Kick off your stilettos [oh yeah]
Kick off your stilettos
And f**k me in the backseat [fa-fa-fa]
F**k me in the backseat
Fer sure maybe fer sure not
Fer sure eh fer sure bomb
This is the end of what we planned [of what we planned]
And now.
We're not falling in love
We're just falling apart [so girl let's dance the night away]
This is how the beat goes
This is how the beat goes [Just let your body go]
This is how the beat drops
This is how the beat drops [I wanna see your panties drop girl now]
All this time is wasted pretending we're in love
But that's alright cause you know
I love being with you and seeing you cry
So don't let go-o-o
Well don't let go, no-o
Don't let go
Fer sure maybe fer sure not
Fer sure eh fer sure bomb
Pulled up at a stop light did dr**s on the dashboard
Look at the mess we made tonight
Kick off your stilettos
Kick off your stilettos
And f**k me in the backseat
F**k me in the backseat
You're always falling in disguise
And always quick to compromise
Kick off your stilettos [oh yeah]
Kick off your stilettos
And f**k me in the backseat [fa-fa-fa]
F**k me in the backseat
Fer sure maybe fer sure not
Fer sure eh fer sure bomb
This is the end of what we planned [of what we planned]
And now.
We're not falling in love
We're just falling apart [so girl let's dance the night away]
This is how the beat goes
This is how the beat goes [Just let your body go]
This is how the beat drops
This is how the beat drops [I wanna see your panties drop girl now]
All this time is wasted pretending we're in love
But that's alright cause you know
I love being with you and seeing you cry
So don't let go-o-o
Well don't let go, no-o
Don't let go
No jkjkjk lololol
I heart your f**king makeup
Oh my god I love your hair
Is that a new tattoo?
Did that piercing f**king hurt?
No jkjkjk lololol
We're not falling in love
We're just falling apart [so girl let's dance the night away]
This is how the beat goes
This is how the beat goes [Just let your body go]
This is how the beat drops
This is how the beat drops [I wanna see your panties drop girl now]
All this time is wasted pretending we're in love
But that's alright cause you know
I love being with you and seeing you cry
So don't let go-o-o [All this time is wasted]
Well don't let go, no-o [Pretending we're in love]
But that's alright cause you know
I love being with you and seeing you cry
But that's alright
"We're not falling in love
We're just falling apart [so let's dance the night away]
This is how the beat goes
This is how the beat goes [Just let your body go]"
-Fer Sure, The Medic Droid
sing me to sleep
sing me to sleep
i'm tired, and i
i want to go to bed
sing me to sleep
sing me to sleep
and then leave me alone
don't try to wake me in the morning
'cause i will be gone
don't feel bad for me
i want you to know
deep in the cell of my heart
i will feel so glad to go
sing me to sleep
sing me to sleep
i don't want to wake up
on my own anymore
there is another world there is a better world well there must be...
well, there must be...
well, there must be...
well, there must be...
well...
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa) Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're draggin it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped,
So follow me down and just fake it if you're out of direction,
Fake it if ya don't belong here,
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa whoa whoa you're such a ****ing hypocrite....
I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain
Away
I'd keep your photograph
Cause I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
When you're gone away
You've gone away
You dont feel me here
Anymore
The worst is over now
And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high
And steal my pain
Away There's so much left to learn
And noone left to fight
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain
Because I'm broken
When I'm open And I don't feel like
I am strong enough Cause I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
When your gone away
Because I'm broken
When I'm open
And I don't feel like
I am strong enough
Because I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
when your gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here
Anymore
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
just might be out of her mind
Well she's got baggage and it's all the emotional kind
She talks about closure and that validation bit
----- I don't know why you're messed up
I don't know why your whole life is a chore
Ég er kominn aftur
Inn i Þig
Það er svo gott að vera hér
En stoppa stutt við
Eg flýt um i neðarsjávar hýði
A hóteli
Beintengdur við rafmagnstöfluna
Og nærist
Tjú Tjú
En biðin gerir mig leiðan
Brot hættan sparka frá mér
Og kall a - verð að fara – hjálp
Tjú Tjú
Eg spring ut og friðurinn i loft upp
Baðaður nýju ljósi
Eg græt og eg græt – aftengdur
Onýttur heili settur a brjóst
Og mataður af svefn-g-englum
This life will see the feathers fall, and won't we all?
(so graceful...)
While our dreams descend
These begging hands still cry of wanting, of needing
The blackened nails drove deep within, still have us bound
To tribulating, ever waiting, no way out, save the blood on my hands
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
One day I'll be just what you said that I could never be
One day I'll leave you far behind
Just like the time you left me
One day I'll be just what you said that I could never be
One day I'll leave you far behind
Just like the time you left me
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
These eyes have seen the bad ones
(the bad ones, the bad ones)
The flesh has suffered underneath it all
We can't all be just like the good ones
(the good ones, the good ones)
Suffered, I suffered for you all
I'll be the one to take the fall
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
This life will see the feathers fall, and won't we all?
(so graceful...)
While our dreams descend
These begging hands still cry of wanting, of needing
The blackened nails drove deep within, still have us bound
To tribulating, ever waiting, no way out, save the blood on my hands
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
Deceiver, Receiver
Creeps and crawls to and from the reaper
One day I'll be just what you said that I could never be
One day I'll leave you far behind
Just like the time you left me
One day I'll be just what you said that I could never be
One day I'll leave you far behind
Just like the time you left me
(left me, left me, left me, left me, left me, left me, left me...)
"The Purging (A Revelation of Pain)"
Psyclon Nine
Crwn Thy Frnicatr (2006)
"The world is a dangerous place. Not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing." --The Boonedock Saints
There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself,
There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself,
There is nothing you can DO that I have not already done to myself,
Oh no, there is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself!
Never wanted to dance with nobody, not you!
Never wanted to dance with nobody but you,
Never wanted to dance with nobody but you--
wouldn't take "no" for an answer, you f*cking b*tch!
Be nice!
Be nice to me,
Don't ever be--
Be nice!
Be nice to me, Don't let me go! (don't let me go)
I am too cool for the second...GRADE!
I'm amazed! I'm afraid!
I am too cool for the second..GRADE! There is nothing!--
You can do!--
That I have not already done to myself...HEY!
There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself,
There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself,
There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself,
No, there is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself!
Never wanted to dance with nobody, not you!
Never wanted to dance with nobody but you,
Never wanted to dance with nobody but you--
wouldn't take "no" for an answer, you f*cking b*tch!
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that something's always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's always there
the highest branch on the apple tree
it was my favourite place to be
i could hear them breaking free
but they could not see me
i will run for shelter
endless summer lift the curse it feels like nothing matters in our private universe
i have all i want is that simple enough
there's a whole lot more i'm thinking of
every night about six o'clock
birds come back to the palm to talk
they talk to me, birds to talk to me
if i go down on my knees
If I could live one day in your shoes
To know exactly what it’s like to be you
To know all the problems you go through
To be you
I’d like to live your life for a while
To truly understand what makes you smile
To share in all your joy all of me, all of you
What are you thinking?
What’s your perspective?
All of your hopes and all your dreams
Finding a way to understand you
Sharing a love that’s truly real
I know we don’t always agree
But without you where would I be
I want to spend time knowing what it’s like
To be you
I want to hear about your day
Let you know that everything will be ok
Together we don’t have to be alone
If I could live one day in your shoes
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
