Listening to the Carpenters makes me feel content. Weird, considering heavy metal's always been more my thing. It's just all so beautiful with Karen, especially 'Rainy Days and Mondays'...it makes me feel normal, like I'm not the only person feeling like this I guess. But yeah, the Carpenters (y)
♪♫ I'm Learning To Be Brave In My Beautiful Mistakes ♫♪
one day it might change but im running on reserves to get me there but they are running out quickly. 13 days and it will be ova and then have to concentrate on the future. those 13 days seem like a lifetime away. they need me to be strong dont know if i can be :( im so lonely with so many people around me
I just want someone to tell me that it'll be okay, and mean it.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I am scared and lonely but I push everyone away.. It is him making me do it but I would rather everyone think I am just being a bitch because I want them to hate me. I think it has worked too..
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
i think im cracking up again. and part of me just doesnt care
the most important things are the hardest things to say...
...And you make revelations that cost you the most, only to have people look at you in a funny way.
not understanding what you've said at all, or why you though it was so important that you almost cried when you were saying it.
i cant give it up. i can't be the person you want me to be. and i'm sorry it wont be long now. but until then i'm sorry. u hate me or the lies but they have to be said i'm sorry otherwise you will stop me.
you have no idea about what is about to happen...you think I am better...what a suprise you are in for...I'm sorry
I'm not text book smart but I'm street smart....well sesame street smart anyway :p
I <3 you Lozza- my beautiful twin and care bear! Keep holding on. 'Whorejay'- u are my gorgeous partner in crime, who I will never give up. They can't seperate us! loooove you. I <3 Frizzly forever!!! ur my nite light R.I.P my beautiful angel Kat, you will always be in my heart. 27/03/91-31/08/09 xxx Sweetdreams baby girl xxx