Lyrics to how you're feeling right now.

[Katiecakes.]

Midwest love affair
I bend when I am bored
Late night liquor blue
Will lead me to the floor.
Can we fake it?
Can we make believe?
I'm so full of love
It deeply sickens me.

But all I could do was close my eyes
And cross my arms and hope to die
Cause you don't ****ing listen
When I'm around.
The least you could do is take it back
All the vicious remarks and verbal attacks
Cause I can't ****ing stand it,
When You're Around.

Midwest aftermath, the rumors start to rise
Did I truly do the things that you've described?
They must hate me, every single one
It just sickens them, what I consider fun.

But all I could do was close my eyes
And cross my arms and hope to die
Cause you don't ****ing listen
When I'm around.
The least you could do is take it back
All the vicious remarks and verbal attacks,
Cause I can't ****ing stand it.
When You're Around.

But all I could do was close my eyes
And cross my arms and hope to die
Cause you don't ****ing listen
When I'm around.
The least you could do is take it back
All the vicious remarks and verbal attacks
Cause I can't ****ing stand it.
When You're Around.

No I can't ****ing stand it, when you're around.
No I can't ****ing stand it, when you're around.

[N.Bluth]

And for Love's sake
each mistake you forgave.
And soon both of us learn to trust.
Not run away
it was no time to play

We build it up and build it up and build it up.

And now it's solid
solid as a rock.
That's what this love is
that's what we've got.
Solid
solid as a rock
and nothing changed it

The thrill is still hot
hot
hot hot
hot
hot
hot
hot.

You didn't turn away when the sky went gray.
Somehow we managed
we had to stay together.
you didn't bat an eye when I made you cry

We knew down the line
we would make it better.
And for love's sake
each mistake you forgave. . . .
And now it's solid
solid as a rock. . . .

Gone with the wind

Another friend got in between and tried to seperate us.
Knock knock on wood
you understood

Love was so new
we did what we had to.
And with that feeling we were willing to take a chance.
So against all odds we made a start.
We got serious
this wouldn't turn to dust

We build it up and build it up and build it up.
And now it's solid
solid as a rock. . . .
Solid
solid as a rock; solid
solid as a rock

Solid
solid as a rock; solid
solid as a rock

Solid
solid as a rock; solid
solid as a rock

[Bleeding_Rose_Petals]

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who's always been there like ya
Know took all the bullshit then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreaming, for her I was
Feenin, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't never met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cause ain't nowhere in the club I'd rather be, ain't no-one in the club I'd rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that I'd be alone, I didn't think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished I'd ever
Hurt my baby, and it's driving me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

[sparky_jro]

"Kody" By Matchbox 20

Kody sat down on the avenue
He tapped his feet, to the humming of the highway
He watched the light shine down on the broken glass and thought
I don't got no reasons, yet
There it is and there it was
It was clear to all of us
We kept this hat of broken dreams
And we pulled them out, when we needed them around

[Chorus:]
So please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
And please give me direction, I think the hurt sets in
And I don't feel nothing

There's a squeak hinge down on the back gate
It lets us know if he comes around
I don't sleep that good anyway
If you've never heard the silence, it's a God awful sound

[Chorus:]
So please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
And please give me direction, I think I just caved in
And I don't feel nothing

I don't feel nothing, no I don't feel nothing
There's nothing to feel good about here

Don't much get down to the avenue
I could drive, but it takes so much to get there
Don't get off on all the broken glass, the cadillac scene,
Well
I've seen a lot of good things die and I'm
In an over emotional way

[Chorus:]
So please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
And please give me direction, I think the hurt sets in
And I don't feel nothing



Hello By Evanescence

Playground school bell rings again,
Rain clouds come to play again,
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to,
Hello...

If I smile and don't believe,
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream,
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken,
Hello, I'm the lie, living for you so you can hide,
I don´t cry...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping,
Hello, I'm still here,
All that's left of yesterday...

[Katiecakes.]

Got no future plans,
I've got dirty hands,
I've had some bad relationships
And one night stands,
But i know its gonna make me a better man
Because of it,
If there's a god,
Then he knows that I've commited sins,
I've played the game,
And I dont always win,
But no body does.
No body does

Fags, beer and herbal highs,
Just an aid to enjoy my life,
Gonna live now,
Before I die,
'cause we're a long time dead

Using all your time spent,
Thinking bout what's been said,
Looking over past loves,
Regretting little things you've done,
Don't you know that lifes worth,
Living for the Second, minute, hour,
Loving Every day 'cause,
Thats all the time you've got,
Don't you know that life's to short,
And don't you know that life's worth,
Living for the second, minute hour

In my head there are land mines tryna explode
Atomic bombs that are ready to blow
Its hard to believe that no body knows
This war I see
No peace talks no police walk around
Tryna stop shots from knocking me down
The bullets make no sound
So no one knows this war in me

Fags, beer and herbal highs,
Just an aid to enjoy my life,
Gonna live now,
Before I die,
'cause we're a long time dead

Using all your time spent,
Thinking bout what's been said,
Looking over past loves,
Regretting little things you've done,
Don't you know that lifes worth,
Living for the Second, minute, hour,
Loving Every day 'cause,
Thats all the time you've got,
Don't you know that life's to short,
And don't you know that life's worth,
Living for the second, minute hour

Do I have to be part of this
Do i have to join in with this
Why should I conform to your reflection
Do i have to take all of this
Well i think its worth the risk
I'll go the way that I know best
I'll go in my direction
The wisest thing ever said to me
Is life's to short to live a lie
I know I dont know everything
But i know,
I know I've got to try,
I know I've got to try

Using all your time spent,
Thinking bout what's been said,
Looking over past loves,
Regretting little things you've done,
Don't you know that lifes worth,
Living for the Second, minute, hour,
Loving Every day 'cause,
Thats all the time you've got,
Don't you know that life's to short,
And don't you know that life's worth,
Living for the second, minute hour

[griddlebone]

Many nights we’ve prayed,
With no proof anyone could hear.
In our hearts a hopeful song,
We barely understood.

Now we are not afraid,
Although we know there’s much to fear.
We were moving mountains long,
Before we knew we could.

[Chorus]
There can be miracles,
When you believe.
Though hope is frail,
It’s hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles,
You can achieve.
When you believe,
Some how you will.
You will when you believe.

Easy to despair,
When all you hear is fear and lies.
Easy just to run and hide,
To frightened to begin.

But if we dare to dare,
Don’t wait for answers from the sky.
Each of us can look inside,
And hear this song within.

[Chorus]

They don’t always happen when, you ask.
And it’s easy to give in, to your fear.
But when you blinded by your faith,
Can’t see your way clear through the rain,
A small but still resilient voice;
Says hope is very near.
Ohhhhh.

There can be miracles,
When you believe.
Though hope is frail,
It's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles,
You can achieve.
When you believe,
Some how you will. . .

How you will
You will when you believe.
You will when you believe.

[Katiecakes.]

I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I'm so lonely
I don't even wanna be with myself anymore
On a different day,
if I was safe in my own skin,
then I wouldn't feel lost and
so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
And I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
And I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again.

[Alisha*]

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God, it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

'Cuz I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cuz I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
No one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself it's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
No one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

'Cuz I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
No one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars, the stars
That shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars
That lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars, the stars
That shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars
That lie to you, yeah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God, it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

'Cuz I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars, the stars
That shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars, the stars
That lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars, the stars
That shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars, the stars
That lie to you, yeah

Who are the stars...?
Who are the stars that lie...?

[RenewedHope]

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
'Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

[Katiecakes.]

(This is like my diary now xD)

Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key

Never again
would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won't give up on me
And I shall believe
I shall believe
And I shall believe

[Alisha*]

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

I like watchin' the puddles gather rain

And all I can do is just pour some tea for two

and speak my point of view

But it's not sane, It's not sane

I just want some one to say to me

I'll always be there when you wake

Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today

So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day

And I start to complain that there's no rain

And all I can do is read a book to stay awake

And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape

escape......escape......escape......

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

ya don't like my point of view

ya think I'm insane

Its not sane......it's not sane

[Tears and Rain]

She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger.

[Zedebee]

Drink up, baby, stay up all night
The things you could do, you won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make
Drink up with me now and forget all about
The pressure of days, do what I say
And I'll make you okay and drive them away
The images stuck in your head
People you've been before that you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still
Drink up, baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught
Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot
The people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

[Alisha*]

"Stone In My Shoe"

Lost in an adventure I be
Are you a man that I love or a man with a gun sitting next to me?
The big bad world had me acting crazy so I called the lifeboat man
All you need are your fears and a few thousand tears
It's a rescue plan
I sneezed another brave idea
I wanna come look for you
And it'd be wonderful if I ever get there

But if I fall would there be another Stone In My Shoe?
Making it harder to come back to you
Another Stone In My Shoe
And if I fly lift your eyes as my paper boat sails away
Could it be too late or is our fate
Just another Stone In My Shoe?
Another Stone In My Shoe
In my shoe

Tell me,
Is that bomb your friend?
Do you live in a three cornered house hoping that all the pain will end?
Do ya?
One day you're irresistible, then you tell me that there is no lifeboat man
You tell me that I'd better be off now
Babe you need the rescue plan
I sneezed another brave idea
I wanna come look for you
And it'd be wonderful if I ever get there

But if I fall would there be another Stone In My Shoe?
Making it harder to come back to you
Another Stone In My Shoe
And if I fly lift your eyes as my paper boat sails away
Could it be too late or is our fate
Just another Stone In My Shoe?

I see you peeping through the clouds
Your smile is beckoning me
"So far to go" voices say loud

But if I fall would there be another Stone In My Shoe?
Making it harder to come back to you
Another Stone In My Shoe
And if I fly lift your eyes as my paper boat sails away
Could it be too late or is our fate
Just another Stone In My Shoe?
Another Stone In My Shoe

In my shoe

[Zedebee]

Better back the **** on up
Cuz this is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

Can't be real no more - Your mask is skin and bone
Savor every flavor you want cuz it's not your own
Bad-ass at bat, man
Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win
Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! One more - Seethe!
Freak like you gotta pair
Won't be my fault
When you're painted in the corner of a no-good life
This is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

I can't remember, I don't understand,
Is it malice that makes you this way?
Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you
I laugh cuz there's nothing to say
YOU CAN'T BEGIN TO CONSIDER THE
PALPABLE HATE IN THE AIR WHEN YOU'RE HERE
None of us wonder what weather you're under
You're making it perfectly clear!

Lights ain't on - **** ain't right
Never had peace so I had to fight
Can you look in my eyes when my back's against
The wall, slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
You're all reality and sound bites
And the freedom is never in plain sight
The feelings, the question, the price is too
Human, for ****ing sake - This is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

[Buttons.]

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

Chorus

The face inside is right beneath your skin (3x)

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me (Repeat until end)

Chorus (Repeat until end)

___________________________

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I’ll paint it on the walls
‘Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

________________________

I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again

I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive

Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

________________________

[Aphelion]

Zatańcz ze mną jeszcze raz
Otul twarzą moją twarz
Co z nami będzie? - za oknem świt
Tak nam dobrze mogło być

Gdy ciebie zabraknie i ziemia rozstąpi się
W nicości trwam
Gdy kiedyś odejdziesz
Nas już nie będzie i siebie nie znajdziesz też
Zatańcz ze mną jeszcze raz
Chcę chłonąć każdy oddech twój
Co z nami będzie? - uwierz mi
Tak jak ja nie kochał nikt

Gdy ciebie zabraknie i ziemia rozstąpi się...

W salonie wśród ciepłych świec
Już nigdy nie zbudzisz mnie
Już nigdy nie powiesz mi
Jak bardzo kochałeś mnie
Kochałeś mnie

Czy słyszysz jak tam daleko muzyka gra?

Zatańcz ze mną jeszcze raz...

[Alisha*]

Big Exit PJ Harvey
Look out ahead
I see danger come
I want a pistol
I want a gun
I`m scared baby
I wanna run
This world`s crazy
Give me the gun

Baby, baby
Ain`t it true
I`m immortal
When I `m with you
But I want a pistol
In my hand
I wanna go to
A different land

I met a man
He told me straight
"You gotta leave
It`s getting late"
Too many cops
Too many guns
All trying to do something
No-one else has done

Baby, baby
Ain`t it true
I`m immortal
When I `m with you
But I want a pistol
In my hand
I wanna go to
A different land

Sometimes it rains so hard
And I feel the hurt
In my heart
Feels like the end of the world
I see the children
Sharp as knives
I see the children
Dead and alives
Beautiful people
Beautiful girls
I just feel like it`s the end of the world

I walk on concrete
I walk on sand
But I can`t find
A safe place to stand
I`m scared baby
I wanna run
This world`s crazy
Gimme the gun

Baby, baby
Ain`t it true
I`m immortal
When I `m with you
But I want a pistol
In my hand
I wanna go to
A different land

[Embles]

Look into her eyes
You can see she's crying out
She hides behind her smile
You can see the pain of doubt

[Alisha*]

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies,
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down.
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me.
Come on, I'm gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground.

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the **** you think you're doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me.

All...All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies,
I'm above you smiling as you drown, drown, drown.
I wanna kill and rape you, the way you raped me.
It's on, pull the trigger and you're down, down, down.

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the **** you think you're doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me.

All...All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

All my friends are gone; they died.
(Gonna take you down!!!)
They all screamed and cried...
(Gonna take you down!!!)

I got my body
Got my body
Back against the wall
I got my body
Got my body
Back against the--
(Gonna take you down!!!)
I got my body
Got my body
Back against the wall
I got my body
Got my body
Back against the--
(Gonna take you down!!!)
I got my body
Got my body
Back against the wall
I got my body
Got my body
Back against the--
(Gonna take you down!!!)
I got my body
Got my body
Back against the wall
I got my body
Got my body
Back against the--
(Gonna take you down!!!)


All...All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

All..All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.