I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I can't do much.
And my scars remind me,
that the past is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down,
and I just wanna be alone.
I'm pissed cause you came around,
why don't you just go home?
Cause you give me all your pain,
and I can't help you fix yourself.
Your making me insane.
All I can say is...
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I can't do much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I tried to help you once,
I guessed my own advice,
I saw you going down,
but you never realized,
that your drowning in the water,
so I offered you my hand,
That's just in my nature,
tonight is our last stand.
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I can't do much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can say I tried.
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can I tried!
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I can't do much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
And I feel like I'm falling
Farther every day
But I know that you're there
Watching over me
And I feel like I'm drowning
The waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
It will set me free
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away
4 AM forever
Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away
4 AM forever
Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter
Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I've found a way to make you... I've found a way... a way to make you smile...
I read bad poetry into your machine
I save your messages, just to hear your voice
You always listen carefully to awkward rhymes
You always say your name, like I wouldn't know it's you
at your most beautiful...
God is the only one who sees me as beautiful now, and the eyes of God are the only eyes I care about...
This is what I brought you, this you can keep.
This is what I brought, you may forget me.
I promise to depart, just promise one thing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I brought you, this you can keep.
This is what I brought, you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa
(Whoa, Whoa)
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I thought, I thought youd need me.
This is what I thought, so think me naive
I'd promised you a heart, you'd promise to keep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
I stepped right off the earth so the blood rushed to my head
I'm going down right to the lucky ones have lead....
for what you do to me oh baby there's no mintion.
Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
All I ever wanted to be was you
All you ever gave me were open wounds
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
They'll never see
I'll never be
I struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived yet died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
i never knew.
i never knew, that everything was falling through
that everyone i knew was waiting on a queue, to turn and run when all i needed was the truth.
but thats how its gotta be.
Wow, I recognise the songs used by the three people above me.
Mine are:
Winter has come for me, can't carry on.
The chains to my life are strong but soon they'll be gone.
I'll spread my wings one more time.
Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved calling out my name.
The sun warms my face.
All the days of my life, I see them passing me by.
In my heart I know I can let go.
In the end I will find some peace inside.
New wings are growing tonight.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me
There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR!
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE!
EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME!
SOMEONE TELL ME... someone tell me...
Someone - tell me
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
What you don't know
Won't leave a scar
What you don't know
Hasn't killed you so far
What you don't know
Is who you are
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I'm digging with my fingertips
I'm ripping at the ground i stand upon.
I'm searching for fragile bones (evolution)
I'm never gonna be refined, keep trying but I won't assimilate
Should we have come far in time? (watch the bow break)
And I'm sorry I don't believe, by the evidence that I see, that there's any hope left for me....
It's six in the morning, I'm down in New Orleans
Sister paintings on the wall, they will speak to me.
And up later on we resume salutations,
To the rest of local tribal connections.
