Okay, so I'd like to apologise for my drunkenness, I apparently spammed the interweb with terrible spelling, language and grammar. I had a lovely birthday night out though.
Claire, you're not going to look like a blob, you're going to look lovely and fantastic and I'm just very pleased for and proud of you.
Cam, I hope you got some sleep and that you're having a lovely day.
Ali, I'm sorry they made the mistake, but I wanted to say that whilst your first is amazing (again, I'm very proud) you have so much more going for you. Good luck in the job hunt.
Kat, Leigh and Rubiks (I'm sorry, I don't know your name) how're you all?
I hope everyone is good x
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Claire, Glad you had a good birthday (and by the sounds of it a good night out)
Ritzi, Happy Birthday for yesterday and I am hoping it was a good day for you.
Claire, I'm sure you'll look beautiful at graduation (and yay for finishing uni and things) but I can understand those feelings..I have been pounding the gym and eating healthily and it's not doing anything :(
Ali, I'm sorry about the 2:1 fiasco, I am sure it was a genuine mistake though and also although it's a rejection, At least you got a letter and good feedback, I remember applying for hundreds of jobs and not hearing anything at all, always made me feel 'in limbo' You've applied for other jobs though so hopefully something will come through soon.
Cam, Hope you manage to get some rest soon..look after yourself!
I am ok, plodding on!
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
Happy birthday Claire - glad you had a\ good time!
How are you all doing? *sending lots of love and hugs*
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Hey lovely <3 How are you doing/. Hope work and everything is going well! Are you any less busy.
Holiday was good but also difficult. I'm exhausted now lol.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Sorry to hear that HopeRises (sorry, I'm so bad with names - maybe we should all introduce ourselves for my silly brain... I am Ali/Mali). Do you have a support network?
Thanks everyone. I guess I know I should be proud of a First, especially as I was 100% convinced I had failed (I literally didn't even consider that I could have passed as I was so unwell at the time) but it's just like, the one thing you could have got wrong? Really? Haha. He said lots of other positive stuff and I'm going to a networking evening on Wednesday where local Psychologists are all meeting up which will hopefully be positive - just got to try and not be too anxious to go!
Owh Leigh :( At least the fact that you've recognised things aren't good is a good thing. Can you reach out and talk to someone about it? *squishes*
Mali, that is rubbish that they got that wrong BUT seriously, well done for getting a first, that is amazing, and someone getting it wrong doesn't change that. The networking evening sounds like a really positive step; I'm sure you can do it!
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
Star, I'm seeing my psych soon but atleast I am aware of it so I can try and pull myself out before I fall. How are you doing? Feeling any less exhausted? Where did you go on hol?
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
Leigh, I hope you're able to pull yourself out of it and that your psych is helpful. Always here if you need anything <3
I'm ok. Had a pretty crappy day but yeah, ok.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Parents lol. Screaming and shouting and storming out and blah. Fun. I wish I could just get out of here. But yeah, it's ok.
How are you doing tonight hun? Hope you can get some rest and stuff. *huggles*
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Hope you're both ok, and are at least having a good nights sleep right now. *hugs*
It has been a while indeed. I'm alright. Things are a bit up in the air with uni (I changed my course and got a funny email yesterday) and accommodation (me and Steve have applied for a beautiful, beautiful little flat).
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I'm a little scared... It's not serious, it's just, I have been alone for the past few days (family working/away). Usually my dad is my carer. I really haven't coped well at all. It was much worse than I ever thought it would be...
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
Oh lovely *cuddles* Do you want to talk about what's made it so bad? Are your family back soon? Please look after yourself hun. What course are you changing to? I hope you get the flat you've applied for! Also, I've missed you. xx
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
It's stupid really cause it's only been during the day you see. I ended up purging a lot which I haven't done for ages and ages. From tomorrow afternoon it'll be back to normal so I'll be ok then.
I'm (hopefully) doing a course, Creative Expressive Therapies, Drama pathway at uni. :) Everyone I've told so far about it has looked at me really weirdly!! I'm confused why? I hope we get the flat too, it would be a perfect little home for us both.
What are you up to these days, Star?
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
It's not stupid love, I think being alone at home can make things really difficult. I'm sorry you ended up purging but it's great that you'd managed to go so long without doing it. I hope things do improve once things are back to normal; could you maybe talk to someone about it?
The course sounds really good!
I am.. doing nothing :P I have a very unproductive life these days.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Owwh Miranda Sweetheart,*sending cuddles* It isn't stupid. I hope today things have gone back to normal and also it's awesome that you've held out with negative behaviours in so long..do you know what it was about being alone/engaging in those behaviours or no?
The course sounds super exciting.
Star, sorry your parents are arguing and things..I know how much that sucks..My parents argue loads, screaming, shouting, swearing..I know it isn't pleasent to listen too..I sometimes just see it as 'communication' and a healthy relationship (I know that sounds stupid) and try and ignore it..I'd be worried if my parents didn't argue. Look after yourself though yeah..they aren't your responsibility *huge hugs*
Any plans for today?
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
Thanks hun, I know you're right - they seem to have sorted things out now anyway it just puts me on edge and I don't like being screamed at when it's nothing even to do with me. Sigh. Families.
How are you doing today lovely, up to much? I don't really have any plans except some baking and letter writing.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
