i skipped work today
too hard to face people since there was an article in the newspaper about my fam :(
however, i am going to try really really hard to use the "day off" to turn this situation around.. and NOT si today.
euphoria blossom: good luck with everything today, i am sure your dinner will be great
times like these: i am sure you will think of something!
"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
I went to counselling this morning and actually opened up about things i hadn't been able to in the past, so yeah....hoping i can keep going to make it 3 white wednesday's in a row *crosses fingers*
i am still doing well
i actually filled my prescription for the meds im supposed to be taking!
*go me*
begin again : thats so great about counselling!! im proud :), and i KNOW you can do 3 WW in a row! thats so great!
"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
i just went to the mall with a friend i havent seen in a while to catch up and to distract myself, also i think i am going to bake brownies as another distraction.
also, i am going to take my meds. i am not compliant AT ALL with my medication.. but its the first day im back on them, and its WW.. so thats a sign right?!?! to take them?
"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
When we lose twenty pounds... we may be losing the twenty best pounds we have! We may be losing the pounds that contain our genius, our humanity, our love and honesty. ~Woody Allen
Is a chocolate muffin loving glitter ball
I took my meds,
but i gave in
this is the 2nd WW in a row that i couldnt do.
:(
"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
I would *like* to be able to eat one of the meals that I always struggle with next Wednesday, but idk.. That sounds like a really lame goal, but it's pretty big for me at the moment so... yep!
Chels, no goal is a lame goal!
i think that sounds like a really great goal :)
i'm going to try, but the next few weeks are going to be the hardest weeks in recovery so far as i have a lot going on, which will probs f*ck me up big time. But anyways, i want to try and make it to completing just over a month SI free as well as 4 White Wednesdays :|
I have a new goal. I've been fighting with my parents and sisters a lot, lately, and I want to try to be kind and a good daughter/sister for a whole day. That means I get up early, instead of staying in bed the whole morning, help doing some work, the dishes, washing.. some cleaning. I also want to think in a positive way, or at least try to.
This may sound really stupid, but it means a lot for me. :)
A hand above the water / An angel reaching for the sky
Is it raining in heaven - Do you want us to cry?