I think to some extent 3 Doors Down - She Don't Want The World
It starts with:
The open wounds she hides She just keeps it bundled up And never lets it show She can't take much more of this But she can't let it ok and thats ok she don't want the world
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see, your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Some songs that remind me of it are:
Minerva- Deftones "I get all numb when she sings it's over"
Early Winter- Gwen Stefani (depressing song and it just does it for me)
goodbye, i'm sorry - and then i turned seven (about suicide rather then SI, but a reallyyy good song none the less)
and so i guess it's safe to say
that we both knew that i'd end up this way,
with a brain that's clueless and unsure
and eyes that hardly ever work but
i guess that's fine, i rarely use them anyway
There not all about SI but they are all sad and triggering for me.I labeled the really sad ones and the death metal so you have some warning.
*= really sad
**=Screamo
Faith no more-I started a joke*
Velvet Revolver-Fall to pieces
Live-Lightning crashes*
Nine inch nails-Something I can never have
The Vandals-I am crushed*
Placebo-Meds
Placebo-Running up that hill*
Snow patrol-run
******Vivaldi-Four seasons******favorite by anne sophie mutter
Beethoven-Sonata #5 in F Major Anne Sophie Mutter
Red hot chili peppers-Scar tissue
DevilDriver-Just run*+**
Lamb of god-11th hour*+**
lamb of god-walk with me in hell**
DevilDriver-Clouds over California*+**
In this Moment-Beautiful Tragedy*+**
Perfect circle-Blue
Enya-Only Time*
Smashing pumpkins......Smashing Pumpkins lol
What is good? All that heightens the feeling of power in man, the will to power, power itself. What is bad? All that is born of weakness. What is happiness? The feeling that power is growing, that resistance is overcome.
Friedrich Nietzsche, The Antichrist, section 2 (1844-1900) German philosopher
It's actually about recovery from drug addiction and relapsing. But it can be applied to self harm and ED recovery:
Don't give up, it takes a while
I have seen this look before
And it's alright
You're not alone
If you don't love this anymore
I hear that you've slipped again
I'm here 'cause i know you'll need a friend
And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
Take some time and learn to breathe
And remember what it means
To feel alive
And to believe
Something more than what you see
I know there's a price for this
But some things in life you must resist
And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
I hear that you've slipped again
I'm here 'cause i know you'll need a friend
And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
You know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
So don't give up
It takes a while.
There are a few more Sixx AM songs that can relate to recovery as well:
The Last Night - Skillet, it's more about a girl in pain and suicidal...
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The history of the world, my love --
Is those below serving those up above!
How gratifying for once to know
That those above will serve those down below!
This song reminds me of SI but I guess, it isn't intended to be about SI.
Honestly OK by Dido
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I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day,
if I was safe in my own skin,
then I wouldn't feel lost and
so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again.
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Reason: highlighting title and artist
I can't control my destiny.
I trust my soul. My only goal is just to be. (Rent)
I'm selfish, inpatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. (Marilyn Monroe)
New one!
"Run" by Ever Stays Red
lyrics - "you try and hide the red across your wrist, there's never been a mascara that could fix the saddest eyes a boy has ever seen... when you want so desperately to bleed"
Hurt myself by Dark Lotus. Always an iffy one for me.
"Cut and slice away with the steak knife
Hit myself in the ankle with PVC pipe
Exact-O-Blade, underneith the finger nail
Bleed and make another cut, ****in' might as well
Table spoon of Mortan's salt in an open wound
If it don't burn you don't know what you doin'
If you fail, just return to start
Self-defecation, is a beautiful art"
~*~ Proud Cat Owner ~*~
"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
can someone send me the Sixx AM song it wont let me dwnload it
Don't know how to send music otherwise I would. got the youtube link though :) [ame="http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=1OABvU6Mz2g"]YouTube - SIXX:AM Accidents Can Happen "Official Music Video"[/ame]
i don't know if someones mentioned slipknot - everything ends
You are wrong, ****ed, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, mother****er
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...
You are wrong, ****ed, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, mother****er
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big ****ing deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the **** was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die
Favourite torchwood quote
Ianto: Would now be a good time to tell you i lost the car?
Jack: You did what?!
Gwen: That is just bloody spectacular!
