- Now that you guys are gone, the family has come together. Why did it have to be a tradegy like this for everyone to come together. I still wish that it was someone else's aunt in that fire. I still wish that it was someone else's cousins in that fire. Every Christmas I will have to live with this tragedy, every new year I will say to myself "they were so close to the new year". Aunty your kids, family and friends miss you. Cousins your sister, brothers, family and friends miss you. On December 22nd, 2007 you guys burned to ashes while i was in my bed sleep taking life for granted.
R.I.P
-Can you just hold me so i can cry? Will you watch just watch me scream and scream? Can you wipe the tears off my face? This way I know someone has witness all the pain I am going through.
I keep saying it'll be different, but... I don't want it to be. It's hard having to fight urges & crying, probably because I don't know how to, but sometimes I think it might be easier just letting myself slip down that road.
I probably would if it wasn't for you. This year is for you sweetheart xx
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
to the first person... those two words really hurt me. they're wrong. you're wrong. and you don't know how much that upset me.
to the second person... i wish you all the luck in the world. but it still hurts. i think it's just cos i feel so unloved. i should go live in a cupboard.
can't you see that im trying here im giving up everything for what i am a human being i do need comfort sometimes.
i know this will comeas a surprise to you but i love you i will always love you and i would really like to move back in but i dont know how to ask.
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
(\__/)This is Bunny. Copy and paste
(+'.'+) bunny into your signature to
(")_(") help him gain world
domination
Matt - I love you, & I'm sorry I can't tell you what's going on with me, and I'm sorry I'll never tell you how much I love you.
i'm a daughter hiding my depression,
i'm a sister making a good impression,
i'm your friend acting like i'm fine,
i'm a teenager pushing her tears aside,
i'm the girl sitting mext to you,
i'm the one asking you to care,
i'm your best friend hoping you'll be there.
i'm not going to try and be an attention seeker. because that's against everything i think is right. but it would be nice for someone to notice me, anyone, notice there's something wrong, without me saying something. because i've just made a decision... i am no longer going to tell people about it. kay? hope so. x
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