Thanks everyone xx
Don't know what I'd do without you all
I'm not sure how I feel about it.
Seems ok here
It's quiet at least which is a good sign
And the staff seem nice
Apparently the doctor won't be here until about 10pm though :/
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Just popped in to say i'm thinking of you Beckie, after reading your RV. Don't feel bad you've been admitted after 2 years free. Like the nurse said, 2 years is a great achievement. Who knows, after this admission you might go 3 years without another. What's great is that you recognised you needed help and you asked for it. A couple of years ago you wouldn't have realised how bad things were and you would have ended up sectioned. So there is a big improvement! x
Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different…
you once called your brain a hard drive, well say hello to the virus.
Just wanted to drop by to leave some love and say that I'm really proud of you for managing to accept this help x
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Finding things a bit difficult
Haven't told anyone yet though
Been considering it but I dont really know anyone
Just been out to the shop though so stocked up on coke zero and went to the cafe for a coffee.
Felt quite good to stretch my legs and get some fresh air.
Tired now though
Want to talk to someone but not sure how
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Asking staff to talk is really hard, I totally appreciate that and felt pretty much the same. Could you write down what you’d like them to know? Or make some notes on your phone?
Oh Beckie I have read your r/ v. I am sorry that you felt that way and that you weren't able to talk to anyone. We are here for you if you want to talk.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
Was just a difficult day yesterday
Haven't been up long today but ive had a shower and it feels nice to be clean.
One of the staff today was one of the ones that dealt with me yesterday and she's asked me how I feel and to talk to her if I feel like that again.
So that's good.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
That's all positive Beckie and hopefully you'll be able to talk to her.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
Feeling a bit off at the moment
Considering trying a walk to the shop.
Might help.
But I don't know if I'll be allowed because of yesterday
I'm still not allowed anything in my room
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Please try and reach out when you need to, that's what the staff are there for. There's no point in suffering and becoming unsafe in a place where there is support. I understand that it can be hard to talk to unfamiliar people though, or just some people in general.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
I'm mainly just tired today.
I'm just back from Morrisons.
Was a bit of a battle to be allowed out but eventually they let me.
I am very sad that I can't see Jasmine tomorrow.
She bought me an easter egg and I know she'll be excited to give it to me and I won't be there.
Very upset and guilty.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
You can have your own extra easter when you get home, then Jasmine can have two celebrations! I agree with NP about phoning her if you feel up to it. Maybe you could make her a card or something if there are any craft materials on the ward and tell her you've made her something special.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
