You stupid stupid girl. You EVER leave my little sister alone like that when she's experiencing a panic attack and can't breathe again, in another state where my mum, or myself can't be there to help her, then I swear, you will regret it. I can't believe you, your mother and your aunt ganged up on my sister who has a severe anxiety disorder and gets panic attacks and told her to 'get over it'. And ignoring my mother when she's on the phone trying to help my sister is just downright disgusting. My sister cannot change the fact that she has severe anxiety, and you people have only made it worse! What can I expect though, from an 18 year old girl who gets engaged to every boyfriend she marries and tries to trick them into getting her pregnant!! Urghhhhh! I'm so pissed off. If I had had a registered car and money for fuel, I would've driven up to QLD myself and ripped your bloody head off! I cannot believe you did that to her! You fucking ignorant bitch, you say you're her friend and then mooch off her! You best stay the fuck away from my sister... I am so bloody angry!
for years i wanted to die... now I just want to live...
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
I thought i was ok. Was proud of how far id come. I was wrong. The voices wont stop. They get louder every second im alone. Im tired, restless, drained and hollow. Im breaking, cracking, melting. Im scared cos i need help but i know there isnt any.
I wish you were still you.
I don't even remember you all that well.
I don't remember how you sounded or how you acted.
But I remember how much I loved being at your house.
I remember that you took care of me.
You cooked for me and baked with me and played go fish with me.
You let me sit on the counter and took me on walks.
You were wonderful.
You still are...
But you're missing.
So much of you is missing.
And it scares me sometimes.
More than anything.
And I wish I could look at you and remind you of who you are.
I wish I could give it all back to you.
All of it.
But I can't.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
you were awful to me. you were not a friend and I wish I didn't care about the fact that I'm so paranoid about you still talking about me when you're the one that burned the bridge and walked away in the first place.
all things considered the only one hurt here is me. you made your bed and now you want to complain.
I don't think so
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
You are dementing me. Why on earth should I be sitting here alone on a Friday night, howling my eyes out, having heard nothing from you in almost 24 hours. I'm beginning to doubt everything. What if I did do something? What if I have acted in a way that is worthy of this reaction? I need to pull myself together. as far as I can see I've done nothing to deserve being treated like this. I swore I'd never let myself be messed around again. Why do I feel like I have to put up with this. I have so much going on in my head as it is, and you are so unaware. You are so dense. I am so patient with a lot of your shit, and it pains me to know that you aren't even feeling bad. You think you've done no wrong. I am so sick of this. Sick to death. I am just in bits. How dare you make me feel like this. I'm literally sore everywhere. I can't muster any energy to do anything. Just sitting here thinking and driving myself insane. Just feel so damn sad. I just want you to act like a fucking normal human being. Is it really too much to ask?
